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  Mustafa
  From the moment you came into my life, you showed me what was right, and it feels like tonight, I'm born again. I am going to tell you that money destroys everything, love friendship, life and trust but only if you let it. The sweetest person, even if you make it rain she will be there right under the rain as the water drizzles down. Sunshine in the rain, flowers in bloom, reflection of my life glares down with sparkles. It starts so dark, so cold I turn to the window looking out, waiting for the tomorrow to come. I turn close my windows, locking doors , I turn around and stop as I glance at nothing. I quickly run back to the door open it run outside as fast as I can, look straight up to the stars and ask will tomorrow come, will he ever show. In my despair I hope while looking up I embrace myself tightly as I weap. The truth lies within myself, my deepest feelings right down to the bottom of my heart, How do I get in touch with this feeling? let go breathing deep sighing. The life I want I stop and stare, think some more I try to move but i'm going no where. I want to become what I can't be, I start to wonder why you are there and not here. Can you see what I see, I try to come back with my senses I think i'm moving but I go no where I'm scared of this unordanary thoughts running through my head. Precious love, to find a love like this then to have it slip away, I look in the mirror in my mysery. Although what you gave I can never return it , I want to show my appreciation, heaven must of sent you from above. Where is my little star, I can't wait to see you again, But when I look in your eyes i feel this amazing connection, is it a lie. I'm not a mind reader, give me a sign please help me in this sad despair , set me free. I had my eyes set on you. I'm drowning in my own sadness coem set me free take my hand and kiss it and tell me everything is okay. If this is a love lie then leave and never return, if you have dignity please tell me why I can't see this bright shining star as I seen in your eyes. I'm lost in
  the darkeness of gravity , slowly dragging me into your love lie. My body I can show you a place that only god knows, do you really want to go, my heart falls into two only a seal of one precious love can piece it back together again. I'm contiplating another day why there is so many excuses, I wont waiste another moment , you wont miss me when i'm gone, I say goodbye now and leave this hole behind me as....

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