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<title>Hail the Pirates!</title>
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&#x3C;tr&#x3E;&#x3C;td&#x3E;&#x3C;strong&#x3E;First PSP games pirated&#x3C;/strong&#x3E;&#x3C;table width=&#x22;100%&#x22; cellspacing=&#x22;0&#x22; cellpadding=&#x22;0&#x22; border=&#x22;0&#x22;&#x3E;&#x3C;tr&#x3E;&#x3C;td width=&#x22;100%&#x22;&#x3E;&#x3C;img width=&#x22;1&#x22; height=&#x22;10&#x22; border=&#x22;0&#x22; alt=&#x22;&#x22; src=&#x22;http://gamesradar.msn.co.uk/media/spacer.gif&#x22; /&#x3E;&#x3C;/td&#x3E;&#x3C;/tr&#x3E;&#x3C;/table&#x3E;&#x3C;/td&#x3E;&#x3C;td width=&#x22;10&#x22;&#x3E;&#x3C;img width=&#x22;10&#x22; height=&#x22;1&#x22; border=&#x22;0&#x22; alt=&#x22;&#x22; src=&#x22;http://gamesradar.msn.co.uk/media/spacer.gif&#x22; /&#x3E;&#x3C;/td&#x3E;&#x3C;/tr&#x3E;
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&#x3C;tr&#x3E;&#x3C;td width=&#x22;10&#x22;&#x3E;&#x3C;img width=&#x22;10&#x22; height=&#x22;1&#x22; border=&#x22;0&#x22; alt=&#x22;&#x22; src=&#x22;http://gamesradar.msn.co.uk/media/spacer.gif&#x22; /&#x3E;&#x3C;/td&#x3E;&#x3C;td&#x3E;&#x3C;img width=&#x22;1&#x22; height=&#x22;10&#x22; border=&#x22;0&#x22; alt=&#x22;&#x22; src=&#x22;http://gamesradar.msn.co.uk/media/spacer.gif&#x22; /&#x3E;&#x3C;br /&#x3E;&#x3C;em&#x3E;[05/05/05 14:40]&#x3C;br /&#x3E;
      Internet piracy groups finally manage to &#x26;#39;rip&#x26;#39; PSP games - playable versions expected soon&#x3C;br /&#x3E;
      &#x3C;br /&#x3E;
      &#x3C;/em&#x3E;&#x3C;p&#x3E;&#x3C;em&#x3E;After
a few piracy-free months, PSP has finally been cracked open by
persistent hackers, with ISO files of Vampire Chronicles, Ridge Racer
and Wipeout Pure having now been &#x26;#39;released&#x26;#39; on to the internet.
      &#x3C;br /&#x3E;
      &#x3C;br /&#x3E;
The first batch of games to have been successfully copied from UMD
discs and into the ISO image format (a file type used to pack and store
multiple files - in this case those files found on PSP UMDs) made it on
to the internet sometime last night and indicate that PSP&#x26;#39;s piracy-free
days are numbered.
      &#x3C;br /&#x3E;
      &#x3C;br /&#x3E;
While the games have been made available to download, there&#x26;#39;s
currently no way of actually playing them on your PSP, as no UMD
writing device exists to perform the necessary action of creating a
pirate UMD game.
      &#x3C;br /&#x3E;
      &#x3C;br /&#x3E;


So why bother pirating them at all then?
      &#x3C;br /&#x3E;
      &#x3C;br /&#x3E;
Well, aside from the simple answer &#x26;quot;because they can&#x26;quot;, these ISO
files containing all the PSP UMD disc data will be a massive aid to PSP
&#x26;#39;homebrew&#x26;#39; programmers, who are currently beavering away on unsigned
software applications for the machine.
      &#x3C;br /&#x3E;
      &#x3C;br /&#x3E;
Illustrated by the picture on the right, one techie has already
managed to get his unsigned software application running on the
machine, a program which has been placed on PSP&#x26;#39;s memory stick and run
through its own main menu.
      &#x3C;br /&#x3E;
      &#x3C;br /&#x3E;
Hackers are now developing software that will allow the
currently-pirated games (which range from 100MB to 500MB in size),
along with any future &#x26;#39;rips&#x26;#39;, to run via the memory stick in a similar
fashion&#x3C;/em&#x3E;&#x3C;/p&#x3E;
      &#x3C;p&#x3E;&#x3C;br /&#x3E;
      &#x3C;/p&#x3E;
      &#x3C;p&#x3E;&#x3C;br /&#x3E;
      &#x3C;/p&#x3E;
&#x3C;/td&#x3E;&#x3C;/tr&#x3E;
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I&#x26;#39;m glad that these persistent hackers have finally developed a way to
crack the uncrackable PSP UMD&#x26;#39;s. I was starting to lose my patience on
having a Pirated version of the games that I was regretting on getting
a PSP. But thankfully my prayers are starting to get noticed. =D yay!
haha I just hope that they do find a way to find blank UMD discs and
burn these ISO images on em, cause after doing a canvassing of the
Memory Cards around the area, a 1 gig costs around 15000 and a 2 gig is
doubled that price....waaaaay much more than the console itself!!&#x3C;br /&#x3E;
&#x3C;br /&#x3E;
I&#x26;#39;m guessing Sony had the forsight that the closest way
hackers/crackers can get to pirating their games were through their
Memory cards and that is why they overpriced the sunovaabiatch! But i
think it&#x26;#39;s well worth it...all I have to do is just store these ISO
images on to my pc and just copy it on to the memory disk...that way I
don&#x26;#39;t have to buy a game ever again...it would just suck that I&#x26;#39;d have
to go to my pc every time I want to change the game...Hassle amputa!!&#x3C;br /&#x3E;
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<pubDate>Tue, 16 Aug 2005 22:35 EST</pubDate>
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<title>Chi-fuckin-illin</title>
<link>http://www.zorpia.com/kheotik/journal/1322180</link>
<description>&#x26;nbsp;What da dilly!? hehe Man I&#x26;#39;ve just been chillin lately...&#x3C;br /&#x3E;
&#x3C;br /&#x3E;
I need somethin new to do to keep me from gettin bored. At the moment
I&#x26;#39;m listening to Common&#x26;#39;s newest album release Be, have to admit that
it&#x26;#39;s ill as fuck. Head boppin music that&#x26;#39;s just right for my current
mood.&#x3C;br /&#x3E;
&#x3C;br /&#x3E;
So let&#x26;#39;s see what&#x26;#39;s new to talk about...hrmmmmm......&#x3C;br /&#x3E;
&#x3C;br /&#x3E;
Aside from me braggin of snaggin a PSP *Ahem* The homie Secho recently
had a birthday inuman at their new crib. It was toite, haven&#x26;#39;t gotten
that plastered for the longest m&#x26;#39;fuckin time! And of course I told Jaja
that I had plans of gettin shit faced ahead of time so that I&#x26;#39;d
have assurance of gettin back home safely.&#x3C;br /&#x3E;
&#x3C;br /&#x3E;
Well the night was chill, it was the first time I really got to show
Jaja how it is with the boys when we kick it. We played Hold &#x26;#39;em for a
bit and talked, caught up with what&#x26;#39;s the latest buzz.&#x3C;br /&#x3E;
&#x3C;br /&#x3E;
Apparently one of my boys got his girl pregnant, now it didn&#x26;#39;t really
shock me at all, but it did place me in a mode of questions. I asked
him what next? What are his plans for him, his girl, and the baby that
they&#x26;#39;re supposed to bring in.&#x3C;br /&#x3E;
&#x3C;br /&#x3E;
No need to really talk bout the conversation we had, but it did make me think
of how normal it is that how families nowadays are not planned. I&#x26;#39;m just glad that I&#x26;#39;m not one of the statistics that has a
family at an early age unprepared.&#x3C;br /&#x3E;
&#x3C;br /&#x3E;
Funny how there were 5 couples at the party, 2 had baby&#x26;#39;s on the way and
1 already has one, that&#x26;#39;s 3 to 2! now that made me shake my head of dissapointment havin that
thought.&#x3C;br /&#x3E;
&#x3C;br /&#x3E;
Of course I couldn&#x26;#39;t help but have a casual conversation with Jaja about
it after the party and yeah, it was just nice that we both have the same opinions about
it, we both agree that Family planning is VERY important and that starting a family
ain&#x26;#39;t no joke! Me, I believe I&#x26;#39;ll plan havin a family after I turn 30,
uh-uh I&#x26;#39;m gettin anybody pregnant before that age. I&#x26;#39;ll get my ass some
financial stability before I even entertain that thought.&#x3C;br /&#x3E;
&#x3C;br /&#x3E;
Well anyway a quick segue, today was a different day...&#x3C;br /&#x3E;
&#x3C;br /&#x3E;
I had a quick episode of Meet the Parents! haha it was pretty
cool...Nice to
get into a relationship where the family is filled with love. I&#x26;#39;ve
gotten with girls who had a broken family and honestly
that reflected onto our relationships and that is why now they&#x26;#39;re just
on the ex&#x26;#39;s category. hehe anyway Family values is really a must when
looking for the right mate...it is a good way of seeing how well your
relationship will go. Jaja&#x26;#39;s parents were very ma-kwela just like
her...haha i actually got to see how she got to be the way she is. It&#x26;#39;s
a nice thought of bein accepted and getting along well with your
girlfriends family. It&#x26;#39;s also nice not having to work too much on
getting accepted unlike her, haha she has to go through the wire with
mines. lol...&#x3C;br /&#x3E;
&#x3C;br /&#x3E;Well anyway let me wrap this shit up...I&#x26;#39;m not gonna get all too serious cause I&#x26;#39;ve
learned my cousin Abby be readin this shit...broadcasts it to my
siblings...and when I get to chat with my bro and sis...they laugh at
me sayin I&#x26;#39;m sappy...well HA! all I got to say...I get mines bitches!!! lol =P&#x3C;br /&#x3E;
&#x3C;br /&#x3E;
Peace!!&#x3C;br /&#x3E;</description>
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<pubDate>Tue, 16 Aug 2005 08:27 EST</pubDate>
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<title>Birthday foul</title>
<link>http://www.zorpia.com/kheotik/journal/1270259</link>
<description>&#x3C;div align=&#x22;justify&#x22;&#x3E;It&#x27;s been a frustrating week for me. My birthday
wasn&#x27;t bad at all, I got to spend time with people I Love. Problem was
it wasn&#x27;t spending it all together. I was really hoping to introduce
Jaja to my parents for the past 2 days, but due to miscommunication and
my folks not having a celly to keep in touch, my plans were foiled.&#x3C;br /&#x3E;
&#x3C;br /&#x3E;
*Sigh* It would&#x27;ve been nice to introduce my girl to my rents and show
&#x27;em who had been keeping me HAPPY for the past couple months. In all
honesty, Jaja was my special gift on my birthday. Her coming into my
life has been such a blessing. She had broken my frustrations with
relationships and given me hope on having companionship for years to
come. I am inspired more and more with the love she displays every
passing days. She is generous with giving me all the attention I need
and respects the space in between. And she claims she&#x27;s lucky to have
me!? naw, I&#x27;m lucky to have snagged a classy chick like her. =D</description>
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<pubDate>Fri, 15 Jul 2005 19:42 EST</pubDate>
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<title>Boondocks</title>
<link>http://www.zorpia.com/kheotik/journal/1268295</link>
<description>&#x3C;strong&#x3E;The Boondocks&#x3C;/strong&#x3E; by Aaron Mcgruder&#x3C;br /&#x3E;
&#x3C;br /&#x3E;
Pretty funny comic strip, did you guy&#x26;#39;s know that the english word
Boondocks was adapted from the tagalog word bundok. Pretty cool how we
have a filipino word in the English dictionary.&#x3C;br /&#x3E;
&#x3C;br /&#x3E;
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<category>Hobbies &#x26; Interests</category>
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<pubDate>Thu, 14 Jul 2005 18:51 EST</pubDate>
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<title>Strangest Thing by Dom Nuesa</title>
<link>http://www.zorpia.com/kheotik/journal/1221626</link>
<description>&#x3C;p&#x3E;Strangest Thing&#x3C;br /&#x3E;Written by Arkane&#x3C;br /&#x3E;&#x3C;br /&#x3E;&#x3C;br /&#x3E;&#x3C;br /&#x3E;The strangest thing happened this morning&#x3C;br /&#x3E;Strange that it happened, and strange that it &#x3C;br /&#x3E;happened this morning&#x3C;br /&#x3E;Expecting a sun, strange that it was storming&#x3C;br /&#x3E;And it was stranger still that I went out the house &#x3C;br /&#x3E;jogging&#x3C;br /&#x3E;&#x3C;br /&#x3E;Rain was pouring, droplets clearing out the nights &#x3C;br /&#x3E;cobwebs&#x3C;br /&#x3E;I was approached by a woman dressed in thin &#x3C;br /&#x3E;garments&#x3C;br /&#x3E;A friend of mine, her name is Manila, that&#x26;#39;s what &#x3C;br /&#x3E;they call her&#x3C;br /&#x3E;She had the stature of buildings, but she walked &#x3C;br /&#x3E;alot taller&#x3C;br /&#x3E;&#x3C;br /&#x3E;I wasn&#x26;#39;t in the mood for conversations, not lately&#x3C;br /&#x3E;So I ran faster, but she was able to overtake me&#x3C;br /&#x3E;She was like, &#x26;quot;Hey Dominic. Read the newspapers &#x3C;br /&#x3E;today?&#x26;quot;&#x3C;br /&#x3E;I replied, &#x26;quot;Yes. Now please, you&#x26;#39;re blocking my &#x3C;br /&#x3E;way.&#x26;quot;&#x3C;br /&#x3E;&#x3C;br /&#x3E;She said, &#x26;quot;Don&#x26;#39;t you find it funny? Politicians &#x3C;br /&#x3E;barking...&#x3C;br /&#x3E;..at each other, its your government&#x26;#39;s kindergarten.&#x26;quot;&#x3C;br /&#x3E;She smiled and whispered, &#x26;quot;Silly old geezers&#x26;quot;&#x3C;br /&#x3E;I said, &#x26;quot;Doesn&#x26;#39;t it bother you that they deceived &#x3C;br /&#x3E;us?&#x26;quot;&#x3C;br /&#x3E;&#x3C;br /&#x3E;&#x26;quot;They robbed the people of the elections&#x26;quot;, I &#x3C;br /&#x3E;continued&#x3C;br /&#x3E;&#x26;quot;They have the balls to cheat us after all we&#x26;#39;ve &#x3C;br /&#x3E;been through..&#x3C;br /&#x3E;Our faith is far from renewed, we don&#x26;#39;t need these &#x3C;br /&#x3E;issues..&#x3C;br /&#x3E;Leave me alone, Manila. And take your sunshine &#x3C;br /&#x3E;with you&#x26;quot;&#x3C;br /&#x3E;&#x3C;br /&#x3E;She laughed a little and said, &#x26;quot;I&#x26;#39;m sorry you&#x26;#39;re &#x3C;br /&#x3E;disappointed..&#x3C;br /&#x3E;..If another revolution happened tomorrow, will you &#x3C;br /&#x3E;join it?&#x26;quot;&#x3C;br /&#x3E;I said, &#x26;quot;Strange if it happens, but what&#x26;#39;s stranger &#x3C;br /&#x3E;still..&#x3C;br /&#x3E;..I don&#x26;#39;t like being played a fool, so maybe I will&#x26;quot;&#x3C;br /&#x3E;&#x3C;br /&#x3E;She said, &#x26;quot;I guess you&#x26;#39;re right, but here&#x26;#39;s one for &#x3C;br /&#x3E;keeps..&#x3C;br /&#x3E;..Just because you didn&#x26;#39;t win, doesnt mean you &#x3C;br /&#x3E;didn&#x26;#39;t cheat&#x26;quot;&#x3C;br /&#x3E;&#x3C;br /&#x3E;I said nothing, and she walked away, a bit too &#x3C;br /&#x3E;quickly&#x3C;br /&#x3E;Defeated, I looked down and saw the legs of the &#x3C;br /&#x3E;city&#x3C;br /&#x3E;The puddle in a blocked sewage, reflected her &#x3C;br /&#x3E;bruises&#x3C;br /&#x3E;But though wounded, she happily whistled her own &#x3C;br /&#x3E;music&#x3C;br /&#x3E;&#x3C;br /&#x3E;And that&#x26;#39;s when it hit me, why she had to &#x3C;br /&#x3E;contradict me&#x3C;br /&#x3E;Braving the strange rain, she left her sunshine with &#x3C;br /&#x3E;me&#x3C;br /&#x3E;&#x3C;br /&#x3E;Opposition and Administration blocs?&#x3C;br /&#x3E;Different types of liars, same corrupted flock&#x3C;br /&#x3E;Why do we let them rape our country with their &#x3C;br /&#x3E;ignorance?&#x3C;br /&#x3E;These bastards manhandled Manila with their &#x3C;br /&#x3E;impotence&#x3C;br /&#x3E;&#x3C;br /&#x3E;No, I do not have time for EDSA number four&#x3C;br /&#x3E;But I have strength for one revolution more&#x3C;br /&#x3E;Manila taught me it&#x26;#39;s the one thing worth fighting for&#x3C;br /&#x3E;It&#x26;#39;s the revolution that happens in our spirits inner &#x3C;br /&#x3E;core&#x3C;br /&#x3E;&#x3C;br /&#x3E;The individual improvement, for a better tomorrow&#x3C;br /&#x3E;If I revolutionize myself, the rest will follow&#x3C;br /&#x3E;Hope is there, the heart is your weapon&#x3C;br /&#x3E;Smile through the storm, laugh in the face of &#x3C;br /&#x3E;Armageddon&#x3C;br /&#x3E;&#x3C;br /&#x3E;So what if you read the newspaper today&#x3C;br /&#x3E;You are free, no headline is gonna take that away&#x3C;br /&#x3E;And through the storm, through political massacre&#x3C;br /&#x3E;I&#x26;#39;m grateful for Manila, and I ran after her...&#x3C;br /&#x3E;&#x3C;br /&#x3E;..to say goodbye, her name, I called&#x3C;br /&#x3E;I felt proud, and it didn&#x26;#39;t feel strange at all&#x3C;br /&#x3E;The rain didnt stop, strange, she was dry, I &#x3C;br /&#x3E;embraced her&#x3C;br /&#x3E;She held me and said, &#x26;quot;Next time, don&#x26;#39;t be a &#x3C;br /&#x3E;stranger.&#x26;quot;&#x3C;br /&#x3E;&#x3C;br /&#x3E;Peace&#x3C;/p&#x3E;&#x3C;p&#x3E;------------------------------------------&#x3C;/p&#x3E;&#x3C;p&#x3E;Dominic AKA Arkane...one talented mofo!! big ups and respect to him...y&#x26;#39;all watch out for the growing consciousness to Hip-Hop&#x26;#39;s better ego...Respect to the peeps giving all their sweat and hard work on giving quality music that educates...AMPON, Turbulence, MISC..and etc.. y&#x26;#39;all got my salute. Peace!&#x3C;br /&#x3E;&#x3C;/p&#x3E;</description>
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<pubDate>Sun, 19 Jun 2005 20:51 EST</pubDate>
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<title>Hangover</title>
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&#x3C;p align=&#x22;justify&#x22;&#x3E;Last night was boot camp training, I stayed up 20 hours
straight, drank alcohol, smoked some herb, and played ps2 and poker. When the
night finished I was so fatigued that I was bed ridden for a couple of hours. I
couldn&#xE2;&#x80;&#x99;t move a muscle, not even lift a finger. Luckily I ended up sleeping at
Secho&#xE2;&#x80;&#x99;s place and not get hassled to drive all the way home.&#x3C;/p&#x3E;
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&#x3C;p align=&#x22;justify&#x22;&#x3E;Lately I&#xE2;&#x80;&#x99;ve felt that I&#xE2;&#x80;&#x99;ve been straying off from what I&#xE2;&#x80;&#x99;m
supposed to be doing. I feel mediocre, not moving forward to reach my goals. I
feel as if I&#xE2;&#x80;&#x99;m chasing something that keeps outrunning me, and I feel uneasy
about it.&#x3C;/p&#x3E;
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&#x3C;p align=&#x22;justify&#x22;&#x3E;Why do I always feel like a failure!?!&#x3C;/p&#x3E;
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&#x3C;p align=&#x22;justify&#x22;&#x3E;I keep coming back to a conclusion that it&#xE2;&#x80;&#x99;s because my
parent&#xE2;&#x80;&#x99;s have given me so much pressure to be somebody and be a successful
person in the career and financial aspect that I get so anxious all the time. I
get frustrated that I&#xE2;&#x80;&#x99;m still in school with obligations to finish and divided
to want to make money and start a career.&#x3C;/p&#x3E;
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&#x3C;p align=&#x22;justify&#x22;&#x3E;I should be satisfied working at a call center for my
internship program, wherein I hit 2 birds with 1 stone. I do get to work and
make good money, while it&#xE2;&#x80;&#x99;s also something that meets my school&#xE2;&#x80;&#x99;s requirements.
Still, inside I know I deserve more. I know I fit in a better career. I guess
my problem is I&#xE2;&#x80;&#x99;m rushing myself too much, maybe I just need to relax and enjoy
my job as a customer service dude. Certainly it&#xE2;&#x80;&#x99;s not going to be my choice for
a career, but as early as now I need to learn how to enjoy what I do. After
all, I am making a pretty decent salary while there are fresh grads don&#xE2;&#x80;&#x99;t make
it at all.&#x3C;/p&#x3E;
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&#x3C;p align=&#x22;justify&#x22;&#x3E;I&#xE2;&#x80;&#x99;m happy how my girl assures me and shares her opinion on
my frustrations. Jaja is a real blessing. I have been wrong in the past, but
this time its different. I love her for her maturity and her positive outlook
in life. Like me she aims big and has proven it to herself that she is a
remarkable woman. I consider myself lucky for finding Jaja. She has what molds
men to be great. Submissive but strong, she supports and gives sound advices.
It&#xE2;&#x80;&#x99;s nice to have a companion that gives a man respect. She is very
compromising and I too admit that I need to work on some avenues to make our
relationship very two-way. I have said this in the past, but this time I can
confidently assure myself that I&#xE2;&#x80;&#x99;m very in love with my girlfriend.&#x3C;br /&#x3E;
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<pubDate>Fri, 17 Jun 2005 19:27 EST</pubDate>
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<title>CONSTANT CHANGE
It&#x27;s been a cool long minute...</title>
<link>http://www.zorpia.com/kheotik/journal/1115072</link>
<description>&#x26;nbsp;&#x3C;strong&#x3E;CONSTANT CHANGE&#x3C;/strong&#x3E;&#x3C;br /&#x3E;&#x3C;br /&#x3E;It&#x26;#39;s been a cool long minute since I&#x26;#39;ve last scribbled onto my journal by means of a keyboard. I&#x26;#39;m not sure why, but I haven&#x26;#39;t been in the mood to write anything. Lots of things have changed since my last entry, and when I&#x26;#39;m saying a lot I really mean A LOT!!! So basically this whole entry is dedicated to the constant nature of CHANGE, as in what has happened since I last posted.&#x3C;br /&#x3E;&#x3C;br /&#x3E;First off, it&#x26;#39;s 3:26 AM on a Monday, and usually I&#x26;#39;d be sleeping by this time to wake up early for work. Well there&#x26;#39;s a change to that, I ended my Intern1 last Friday and opted not to continue at J. Romero. I have nothing against the company, nothing at all!! Problem was money. It&#x26;#39;s been forever since my Rents left for the States and I&#x26;#39;ve been doin my own thing back here. Well I never really expected how big the responsibility was til everyday something new came up. Budgeting my money was real hard, I was excited at first having a bank load, but I got irresponsible with it and spent most of it on gas and the car. Now my Parents are coming back next month, I need the money to atleast put the car back into shape. Hence the reason why I&#x26;#39;m up at this hour of the morning trying to get used to working on a graveyard shift in a call center.&#x3C;br /&#x3E;&#x3C;br /&#x3E;Other than change of status in work, I remember being coined as one lonely mofo by one of my friends...I guess she got that Idea reading my old journal posts regarding relationships. Honestly I bit my own words and I can truly say I found my match. Atleast I think I did. Anyhow, I&#x26;#39;ve spoken about this chick in one of my Entries and I&#x26;#39;ve never expected my love life had changed drastically. I&#x26;#39;ve always prayed for a relationship that gives me freedom to grow and at the same time have somebody to console me in my lonely times. I would honestly love to express how I feel about my new found mate but words won&#x26;#39;t suffice how I feel about her. It&#x26;#39;s been a good ride for the past 2 weeks we&#x26;#39;ve been together and having a Mature relationship is a different experience. Anyway I&#x26;#39;ll talk more about Jaja in an entry dedicated exclusively for her. All I can say is I&#x26;#39;m happy with Jaja and I&#x26;#39;m glad we crossed paths, thanks Maggie!!! ;)&#x3C;br /&#x3E;&#x3C;br /&#x3E;Besides work life and love life a new past time I&#x26;#39;ve picked up other than photography is playing the guitar. I finally bought a guitar for me to mess with and everyday has been fun on trying to learn how to play. It&#x26;#39;s funny, I really find myself getting into my artistic side lately.&#x3C;br /&#x3E;&#x3C;br /&#x3E;Anyway, it&#x26;#39;s 4am and I can&#x26;#39;t hang on...I&#x26;#39;M GETTING SLEEPY!!! Peace to everyone...and R.I.P. Pope John Paul II&#x3C;br /&#x3E;&#x3C;br /&#x3E;P.S.&#x3C;br /&#x3E;Y&#x26;#39;all check my Fave Snaps album, I added some ish on there, also if none of y&#x26;#39;alls haven&#x26;#39;t seen La Luz, Batangas album...that&#x26;#39;s my Hot Ass Lady with me...Jaja Bolivar! ;)&#x3C;br /&#x3E;&#x3C;br /&#x3E;P.P.S.&#x3C;br /&#x3E;And y&#x26;#39;all got to jock my new profile pic of Daredevil...hahaha that shit is dope!!&#x3C;br /&#x3E;</description>
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<pubDate>Sun, 10 Apr 2005 22:20 EST</pubDate>
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<title>HALLELUJAH!!!
Rejoice! I finally, after 50...</title>
<link>http://www.zorpia.com/kheotik/journal/1056482</link>
<description>&#x3C;P&#x3E;&#x3C;STRONG&#x3E;HALLELUJAH!!!&#x3C;/STRONG&#x3E;&#x3C;/P&#x3E;
&#x3C;P&#x3E;Rejoice! I finally, after 50 long years, have a freakin internet connection&#x26;nbsp;at my work space. I&#x27;ve been bugging our MIT guy forever for this and he finally granted my wish. Now I can do what I claim...POST pics!! geahyeaaaaaaah baby!!!! =D haha can y&#x27;all tell I have a big wide smile slapped on my face as I&#x27;m typing this!?! I bet you do!! haha anyway, I&#x27;ll start uploading asap. Peace!&#x3C;/P&#x3E;</description>
<category>Personal</category>
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<pubDate>Thu, 24 Feb 2005 04:44 EST</pubDate>
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<title>BREAKING THE SILENCE I&#xE2;&#x80;&#x99;ve been quiet...</title>
<link>http://www.zorpia.com/kheotik/journal/1052149</link>
<description>&#x3C;b&#x3E;BREAKING THE SILENCE&#x3C;/b&#x3E;

I&#xE2;&#x80;&#x99;ve been quiet lately, enjoying my free time reading a book. Dan Brown novels have enlightened me with a lot of insightful facts answering most of my questions with religion or faith. His style of writing is witty, delivering good facts with a thrilling story. So far I&#xE2;&#x80;&#x99;ve only finished reading the Da Vinci Code and half way on Angels &#x26; Demons and both are good.

Other than reading, last night was another Cityland Hold &#xE2;&#x80;&#x98;em night. We got to play 2 games, 1st game JB Bangoy won but the last one was all me. I was strong early in the round taking out Setcho first then Mike; it was JB and I that stood off one on one at the end of the game. I won about 80 pesos but it was a long ass game that ended midnight.

Apologies to all waiting for some of my pics that I had not yet posted, I&#xE2;&#x80;&#x99;ve been having trouble convincing the technician at work to hook me up with an Internet connection on my desk. Don&#xE2;&#x80;&#x99;t worry though, I&#xE2;&#x80;&#x99;ll post &#xE2;&#x80;&#x98;em up. I&#xE2;&#x80;&#x99;m also planning to bring my pc to work tomorrow so I can use it more often. I&#xE2;&#x80;&#x99;m at work most of the time so might as well take it with me. I&#xE2;&#x80;&#x99;d be able to post old pics up too, so that should be cool&#xE2;&#x80;&#xA6;=D

Anyway, I&#xE2;&#x80;&#x99;d love to blog about my insights on Dan Brown&#xE2;&#x80;&#x99;s books but not now. I&#xE2;&#x80;&#x99;m feeling lazy as fuck to think deep and shnit. I will though one of these days&#xE2;&#x80;&#xA6;I&#xE2;&#x80;&#x99;m still digesting all that info...hehe So yeah, I&#xE2;&#x80;&#x99;ll just end this with a simple Good Bye&#xE2;&#x80;&#xA6;Peace!
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<pubDate>Sun, 20 Feb 2005 03:42 EST</pubDate>
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<title>SUPER MONDAY
It&#xE2;&#x80;&#x99;s SUPER BOWL and I thought...</title>
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<description>&#x3C;P class=MsoNormal style=&#x22;MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt&#x22;&#x3E;&#x3C;B style=&#x22;mso-bidi-font-weight: normal&#x22;&#x3E;&#x3C;FONT size=3&#x3E;&#x3C;FONT face=&#x22;Times New Roman&#x22;&#x3E;SUPER MONDAY&#x3C;?xml:namespace prefix = o ns = &#x22;urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office&#x22; /&#x3E;&#x3C;o:p&#x3E;&#x3C;/o:p&#x3E;&#x3C;/FONT&#x3E;&#x3C;/FONT&#x3E;&#x3C;/B&#x3E;&#x3C;/P&#x3E;
&#x3C;P class=MsoNormal style=&#x22;MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt&#x22;&#x3E;&#x3C;B style=&#x22;mso-bidi-font-weight: normal&#x22;&#x3E;&#x3C;o:p&#x3E;&#x3C;FONT face=&#x22;Times New Roman&#x22; size=3&#x3E;&#x26;nbsp;&#x3C;/FONT&#x3E;&#x3C;/o:p&#x3E;&#x3C;/B&#x3E;&#x3C;/P&#x3E;
&#x3C;P class=MsoNormal style=&#x22;MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt&#x22;&#x3E;&#x3C;FONT face=&#x22;Times New Roman&#x22; size=3&#x3E;It&#xE2;&#x80;&#x99;s SUPER BOWL and I thought I had things planned, which was go to work early and watch the game at the Audio Visual Division. Unfortunately I didn&#xE2;&#x80;&#x99;t expect people to come in late. Now I&#xE2;&#x80;&#x99;m stuck at my desk waiting wondering how the game is going. Oh and I don&#xE2;&#x80;&#x99;t have net connection to check, so scratch that out as well. (I&#xE2;&#x80;&#x99;m pre-typing my post on Word.)&#x3C;/FONT&#x3E;&#x3C;/P&#x3E;
&#x3C;P class=MsoNormal style=&#x22;MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt&#x22;&#x3E;&#x3C;o:p&#x3E;&#x3C;FONT face=&#x22;Times New Roman&#x22; size=3&#x3E;&#x26;nbsp;&#x3C;/FONT&#x3E;&#x3C;/o:p&#x3E;&#x3C;/P&#x3E;
&#x3C;P class=MsoNormal style=&#x22;MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt&#x22;&#x3E;&#x3C;FONT face=&#x22;Times New Roman&#x22; size=3&#x3E;Changing the subject, last Saturday was fun. Texas Hold&#xE2;&#x80;&#x98;em Poker at Cityland was different than the usual. We used real casino chips provided by the Homie JB Bangoy compared to the piso-piso coin chips we used to use. I took out everyone&#xE2;&#x80;&#x94;both JB&#xE2;&#x80;&#x99;s and Carl&#xE2;&#x80;&#x94;except Edge, I was up 200 on the chip count and I went all-in on an A&#xE2;&#x80;&#x99;s low hand and Edge called with an A&#xE2;&#x80;&#x99;s high. That was adrenaline rush, I was hoping I get a double pair on the river but I didn&#xE2;&#x80;&#x99;t, so Edge won with the high kicker. (hehe sorry for the poker lingo)&#x3C;/FONT&#x3E;&#x3C;/P&#x3E;
&#x3C;P class=MsoNormal style=&#x22;MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt&#x22;&#x3E;&#x3C;o:p&#x3E;&#x3C;FONT face=&#x22;Times New Roman&#x22; size=3&#x3E;&#x26;nbsp;&#x3C;/FONT&#x3E;&#x3C;/o:p&#x3E;&#x3C;/P&#x3E;
&#x3C;P class=MsoNormal style=&#x22;MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt&#x22;&#x3E;&#x3C;FONT size=3&#x3E;&#x3C;FONT face=&#x22;Times New Roman&#x22;&#x3E;Other than playing poker I was introduced to a real interesting woman by my good friend Maggie. I&#xE2;&#x80;&#x99;m sure most of the people reading my post know who she is but I&#xE2;&#x80;&#x99;ll refrain from mentioning her name for the moment. =) Anyhow, thanks to my friend I had a wonderful night with a delightful conversation. It has been a long while since I had a moment to talk to someone new and just have a conversation about anything and everything. Yes, I&#xE2;&#x80;&#x99;m sure a lot is waiting to know what I think of her and well I can&#xE2;&#x80;&#x99;t really say much cause it was just a short moment, though all in all I think she&#xE2;&#x80;&#x99;s cool and down to earth. I honestly wouldn&#x27;t mind taking her out on a dinner date and have another pleasant conversation.&#x3C;/FONT&#x3E;&#x3C;/FONT&#x3E;&#x3C;/P&#x3E;
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&#x3C;P class=MsoNormal style=&#x22;MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt&#x22;&#x3E;&#x3C;FONT face=&#x22;Times New Roman&#x22; size=3&#x3E;Anyway, I didn&#x27;t bring my camera today so I&#x27;ll most likely upload new pics of last weekend next time. Also, the Pats won the Superbowl...damn!! I was rooting for the underdogs...So til then I&#x27;m outties...=D Peace!&#x3C;/FONT&#x3E;&#x3C;/P&#x3E;</description>
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<pubDate>Mon, 07 Feb 2005 01:48 EST</pubDate>
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<title>DEEP THOUGHTS I&#x27;m in the mood of digging...</title>
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<description>&#x3C;b&#x3E;DEEP THOUGHTS&#x3C;/B&#x3E;

I&#x27;m in the mood of digging deep and blog about something personal. *pensive look* Been preoccupied with thoughts of being single lately and I think I have a philosophy on my choice of status. First of all I know I can get into any relationship easily, something is just holding me back and it&#xE2;&#x80;&#x99;s still a bit unclear what.

I can say I&#xE2;&#x80;&#x99;ve had experiences with relationships and it was all wonderful. Totally gave my all to make the relationship as perfect as possible, it was always the distance that ruined it, or so I think.

Maybe spending too much emotion and treating the relationship seriously spawned my commitmaphobia, having your heart trampled on is an excruciating feeling that even the toughest of men crumble. Sad to say I&#xE2;&#x80;&#x99;ve gotten used to the fear and grown comfortable being single, though it does not suffice those lonely nights, I still hold on to my pillow wishing it was a warm body filling my empty arms.

The perks of being single, having the freedom to do what I want when I want. I&#xE2;&#x80;&#x99;ve learned to spoil myself more and understand my needs. I&#xE2;&#x80;&#x99;ve learned to be a bit selfish and find out more about myself. I came up with a reason to my questions to support my ideals. I believe that at this moment in my life is where I devote my time to myself &#xE2;&#x80;&#x98;cause right when I get married my time is totally divided, first with my wife then to my kids. Getting married too early deprives me of my time to enjoy myself, so why get committed now?

My problem is I&#xE2;&#x80;&#x99;m too sensitive. Damn my zodiac sign for this trait!! If I can learn to be a tad bit insensitive with girl&#xE2;&#x80;&#x99;s feelings I&#xE2;&#x80;&#x99;ll get with chicks just to fill that empty void, treat &#xE2;&#x80;&#x98;em like they&#xE2;&#x80;&#x99;re only good for some things and have no remorse feeling of such. Its cold but it hella solves my problems of being lonely. But naw&#xE2;&#x80;&#xA6;I&#xE2;&#x80;&#x99;m too much of a sucker for romance and it just doesn&#xE2;&#x80;&#x99;t suit me, it would feel unnatural and heartless. *snaps fingers* dammit! =S

My only hope is finding a chick that can totally jive with my views and have a real loose relationship where I can indulge to my other needs to grow. I honestly hate it when a girl puts that tight choke hold and tries to be controlling, it&#xE2;&#x80;&#x99;s just annoying! Had my share of that bullshit and I got to say that I&#xE2;&#x80;&#x99;m fedd up. Anyway, that&#xE2;&#x80;&#x99;s just a quick view on how I see things for the time being. PAYSH!!! =)</description>
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<pubDate>Thu, 03 Feb 2005 10:00 EST</pubDate>
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<title>BRUISED UP I&#x27;m sore like a mudda!! Playin...</title>
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<description>&#x3C;b&#x3E;BRUISED UP&#x3C;/b&#x3E;

I&#x27;m sore like a mudda!! Playin ball is one helluva work out...but fun! =) Kinda whack though that our reservation didn&#x27;t materialize, but we managed to play 21 US style it was me, JB, and Carlo...Won 1 game, JB won 2, and Carlo won 1 as well.

Anyway, check-out the new pics I posted...

So yah, I&#x27;m outties and gon rest to wake up tomorrow...Payce!</description>
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<pubDate>Wed, 02 Feb 2005 10:22 EST</pubDate>
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<title>LATE NIGHT POST Hmmm...it&#x27;s 1:35 am and...</title>
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<description>&#x3C;B&#x3E;LATE NIGHT POST&#x3C;/B&#x3E;

Hmmm...it&#x27;s 1:35 am and surprisingly I&#x27;m wide awake. My usual bed time is 10 in the evening enough for my 9 hour rest. A good guess why I&#x27;m up is cause I slept right when I got home from work, &#x27;round 8 I suppose.

I had a nightmare last night which I haven&#x27;t had for a long time, I don&#x27;t even remember having one at all. It was pretty weird cause I felt like I was up but I was still sleeping, funny thing was I woke up trying to yell. I was dreaming I was sleeping and some spirit was trying to push me up to sit. It felt so real that I liked it...I mean damn that shit scared the fuck out of me but the whole thing was just a dream. Kuh-raaaazy!

Anyway, this week started with our division finally moving in to our new space. Good news is I have my own cubicle with my own privacy and everything. Bad news is I don&#x27;t have  a network connection on the PC that I get bored out of my mind cause I don&#x27;t get to surf the net...Shiiiiit that&#x27;s all I&#x27;ve been doing in that office and now I&#x27;m deprived off of it. It&#x27;s just sick, it&#x27;s not right!!! Today all I did was play the stupid pinball game the whole freakin&#x27; day. I had a light job consisting of typing a few job orders, so it sucked big time.

My folks are leaving for Cali Friday morning. It&#x27;s gon be nice cause I&#x27;m gon have the pad all to myself and the ride. Knowing me, I&#x27;m gon have a house party or sum&#x27;n. Problem is I live in QC that it&#x27;s too far for everyone to go to...All good though, I don&#x27;t really want to abuse freedom. I have to be responsible as much as possible. We&#x27;ll see how it goes. I have a couple of months so it&#x27;s too early to tell...

I&#x27;ll cut it off here...I&#x27;m not sleepy but fuck it I&#x27;m just gon read this shit off til I fall asleep...PAYSH!! =)</description>
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<pubDate>Tue, 01 Feb 2005 11:58 EST</pubDate>
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<title>SLOW DAY
I realize that I&#x27;ve been doing a...</title>
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<description>&#x3C;P&#x3E;&#x3C;STRONG&#x3E;SLOW DAY&#x3C;/STRONG&#x3E;&#x3C;/P&#x3E;
&#x3C;P&#x3E;I realize that I&#x27;ve been doing a bad job updating my Zorpia. No blogs, 2-3 pics uploaded a week, and I post journals at 6, right when I have to cut for home. Well, I&#x27;ll try my best working on this.&#x3C;/P&#x3E;
&#x3C;P&#x3E;Based on the topic, YES! It&#x27;s a slow ass day...Doing nothing makes seconds into minutes, minutes into hours, etc...&#x3C;/P&#x3E;
&#x3C;P&#x3E;The whole office in J. Romero has been under renovation and in a few weeks, hopefully we get to move in and I get to have my own cubicle. For the past week I&#x27;ve been using JB&#x27;s desk and his computer. It&#x27;s all good though cause he goes to school most of the day.&#x3C;/P&#x3E;
&#x3C;P&#x3E;All I&#x27;m looking forward to is for 6 o&#x27; clock to come up...We&#x27;ll be playing ball tonight and I got my game face on. I&#x27;m gonna bring my stats up with steals and rainbow jump shots...hehehe &#x22;Teardrops!&#x22;&#x3C;/P&#x3E;</description>
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<pubDate>Wed, 26 Jan 2005 04:39 EST</pubDate>
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<title>J ROMERO MAN
Like huwaaaaaaaat!?! hehe I...</title>
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<description>&#x3C;P&#x3E;&#x3C;STRONG&#x3E;J ROMERO MAN&#x3C;/STRONG&#x3E;&#x3C;/P&#x3E;
&#x3C;P&#x3E;Like huwaaaaaaaat!?! hehe I sound like a&#x26;nbsp;sad sapp on that last entry...&#x3C;IMG src=&#x22;http://www.zorpia.com/smi/24.gif&#x22; align=absMiddle border=0&#x3E;&#x26;nbsp;oh well...it&#x27;s not bad to express ones&#x26;nbsp;inner feelings&#x26;nbsp;from time to time. Just hope I don&#x27;t sound dumb doing it...nah mean!?!&#x3C;/P&#x3E;
&#x3C;P&#x3E;Well...I already started at J. Romero and I&#x27;m telling y&#x27;all, it&#x27;s nothing like what I expected. Today is my 3rd day at work and all I&#x27;ve been doing is surf the net. I guess its normal since all the other AEs are doin the same thing. I guess workload is seasonal here since I&#x27;ve been told it&#x27;s a luxury for now, cause when work starts getting heavy that&#x27;s when I feel the stress. So, hehe I&#x27;m not complaining...I&#x27;ll most likely use these free&#x26;nbsp;time to upload some of my pics into albums.&#x3C;/P&#x3E;
&#x3C;P&#x3E;Eventhough it&#x27;s just my third day I&#x27;m getting used to the people around here. I played ball with JB, Jimboy(one of the head honcho&#x27;s in our division), and some guys in the creative department. I got to say it was a great way to break the ice, though I played poorly I still managed to conversate with most of the guys. Also, the girls in division 1 are cool chicks. Trina, Abbie, and Kaye are all AEs in Division 1. Trina I hardly speak with cause she&#x27;s usually in her own little side of the divider. Abbie and Kaye are the usual chicks I chat with, real easy to talk to. Abbie, the second person to interview me is who I&#x27;m assigned to assist. I&#x27;m sure I have a lot to learn from her cause she handles most of the accounts in division 1. Like I said before, Mercedes Benz is the first account we&#x27;ll be working on. Nothing big though. Just the usual print collaterals you see for MB.&#x3C;/P&#x3E;
&#x3C;P&#x3E;Anyway, it&#x27;s already 6 so i&#x27;m bout to cut and go home...I&#x27;ll prolly log back in and post another journal when I get home...PEACE!&#x3C;/P&#x3E;</description>
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<pubDate>Thu, 20 Jan 2005 03:58 EST</pubDate>
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