Journals
Thursday,Feb 24 2005, 08:44:15 AMHALLELUJAH!!! Rejoice! I finally, after 50...
HALLELUJAH!!!
Rejoice! I finally, after 50 long years, have a freakin internet connection at my work space. I've been bugging our MIT guy forever for this and he finally granted my wish. Now I can do what I claim...POST pics!! geahyeaaaaaaah baby!!!! =D haha can y'all tell I have a big wide smile slapped on my face as I'm typing this!?! I bet you do!! haha anyway, I'll start uploading asap. Peace!
Sunday,Feb 20 2005, 07:42:22 AMBREAKING THE SILENCE I’ve been quiet...
BREAKING THE SILENCE I’ve been quiet lately, enjoying my free time reading a book. Dan Brown novels have enlightened me with a lot of insightful facts answering most of my questions with religion or faith. His style of writing is witty, delivering good facts with a thrilling story. So far I’ve only finished reading the Da Vinci Code and half way on Angels & Demons and both are good. Other than reading, last night was another Cityland Hold ‘em night. We got to play 2 games, 1st game JB Bangoy won but the last one was all me. I was strong early in the round taking out Setcho first then Mike; it was JB and I that stood off one on one at the end of the game. I won about 80 pesos but it was a long ass game that ended midnight. Apologies to all waiting for some of my pics that I had not yet posted, I’ve been having trouble convincing the technician at work to hook me up with an Internet connection on my desk. Don’t worry though, I’ll post ‘em up. I’m also planning to bring my pc to work tomorrow so I can use it more often. I’m at work most of the time so might as well take it with me. I’d be able to post old pics up too, so that should be cool…=D Anyway, I’d love to blog about my insights on Dan Brown’s books but not now. I’m feeling lazy as fuck to think deep and shnit. I will though one of these days…I’m still digesting all that info...hehe So yeah, I’ll just end this with a simple Good Bye…Peace!
Monday,Feb 7 2005, 05:48:23 AMSUPER MONDAY It’s SUPER BOWL and I thought...
SUPER MONDAY
It’s SUPER BOWL and I thought I had things planned, which was go to work early and watch the game at the Audio Visual Division. Unfortunately I didn’t expect people to come in late. Now I’m stuck at my desk waiting wondering how the game is going. Oh and I don’t have net connection to check, so scratch that out as well. (I’m pre-typing my post on Word.)
Changing the subject, last Saturday was fun. Texas Hold‘em Poker at Cityland was different than the usual. We used real casino chips provided by the Homie JB Bangoy compared to the piso-piso coin chips we used to use. I took out everyone—both JB’s and Carl—except Edge, I was up 200 on the chip count and I went all-in on an A’s low hand and Edge called with an A’s high. That was adrenaline rush, I was hoping I get a double pair on the river but I didn’t, so Edge won with the high kicker. (hehe sorry for the poker lingo)
Other than playing poker I was introduced to a real interesting woman by my good friend Maggie. I’m sure most of the people reading my post know who she is but I’ll refrain from mentioning her name for the moment. =) Anyhow, thanks to my friend I had a wonderful night with a delightful conversation. It has been a long while since I had a moment to talk to someone new and just have a conversation about anything and everything. Yes, I’m sure a lot is waiting to know what I think of her and well I can’t really say much cause it was just a short moment, though all in all I think she’s cool and down to earth. I honestly wouldn't mind taking her out on a dinner date and have another pleasant conversation.
Anyway, I didn't bring my camera today so I'll most likely upload new pics of last weekend next time. Also, the Pats won the Superbowl...damn!! I was rooting for the underdogs...So til then I'm outties...=D Peace!
Thursday,Feb 3 2005, 02:00:59 PMDEEP THOUGHTS I'm in the mood of digging...
DEEP THOUGHTS I'm in the mood of digging deep and blog about something personal. *pensive look* Been preoccupied with thoughts of being single lately and I think I have a philosophy on my choice of status. First of all I know I can get into any relationship easily, something is just holding me back and it’s still a bit unclear what. I can say I’ve had experiences with relationships and it was all wonderful. Totally gave my all to make the relationship as perfect as possible, it was always the distance that ruined it, or so I think. Maybe spending too much emotion and treating the relationship seriously spawned my commitmaphobia, having your heart trampled on is an excruciating feeling that even the toughest of men crumble. Sad to say I’ve gotten used to the fear and grown comfortable being single, though it does not suffice those lonely nights, I still hold on to my pillow wishing it was a warm body filling my empty arms. The perks of being single, having the freedom to do what I want when I want. I’ve learned to spoil myself more and understand my needs. I’ve learned to be a bit selfish and find out more about myself. I came up with a reason to my questions to support my ideals. I believe that at this moment in my life is where I devote my time to myself ‘cause right when I get married my time is totally divided, first with my wife then to my kids. Getting married too early deprives me of my time to enjoy myself, so why get committed now? My problem is I’m too sensitive. Damn my zodiac sign for this trait!! If I can learn to be a tad bit insensitive with girl’s feelings I’ll get with chicks just to fill that empty void, treat ‘em like they’re only good for some things and have no remorse feeling of such. Its cold but it hella solves my problems of being lonely. But naw…I’m too much of a sucker for romance and it just doesn’t suit me, it would feel unnatural and heartless. *snaps fingers* dammit! =S My only hope is finding a chick that can totally jive with my views and have a real loose relationship where I can indulge to my other needs to grow. I honestly hate it when a girl puts that tight choke hold and tries to be controlling, it’s just annoying! Had my share of that bullshit and I got to say that I’m fedd up. Anyway, that’s just a quick view on how I see things for the time being. PAYSH!!! =)
Wednesday,Feb 2 2005, 02:22:53 PMBRUISED UP I'm sore like a mudda!! Playin...
BRUISED UP I'm sore like a mudda!! Playin ball is one helluva work out...but fun! =) Kinda whack though that our reservation didn't materialize, but we managed to play 21 US style it was me, JB, and Carlo...Won 1 game, JB won 2, and Carlo won 1 as well. Anyway, check-out the new pics I posted... So yah, I'm outties and gon rest to wake up tomorrow...Payce!