Monday,May 22 2006, 01:31:05 PMsad..disapointed..

once again i m here >.< kinda long never write blog ler >.< sigh..always when i am here i oso wrote about my sad feeling =/ aihz.. tis time oso the same =.=..u guys muz b wondering y i always will sad n u guys oso will surprise y i always sad bcoz of almost the same reason ~ my gf went redang few days ago.. she said she wan go wif ji mui =.= n those frens tat go i duno de.. plus i got not much money.. so she suggest me dun go.. aihz..i heard tat she plan like tat.. or she never ask me wan go or not.. oledi sad ler =/ aihz... nvm la..i juz let her go.. she oso hv her own privacy.. mayb sumtimes i m 2 much d @.@ she reach there send me a sms.. um? normal ba... nth much 2 talk.. she oso dun wan sms much.. den da nz day i try 2 call her i cant call in =.= den i sms her.. there was no report.. tats means da hp is off dy.. so i tot wat happen... want 2 call her fren n ask.. try look at my phone book.. yeee... i dun hv her fren number =.= deen suen le ba.. pray 4 her lo.. hope there wont b any accident happen ~ den at nite she got send me a sms.. n i oso recieve a report about da msg i send in da morning .. i tot tat time her phone no battery or wat lo.. kinda happy recieve her msg.. at least i know she is safe ~ =p but den.. i try 2 reply her sms.. once again da sms cant send =.= no report ~ sigh ~ i wondering wat happen.. aihz.. dun wan think many so i go out dota wif frens ~ DOTA !! ..lalala... so long no dota..my dota skill still got la.. but den i veli fast get bored liao.. not like last time so addicted liao... tats a good things... aihz.. da nz day.. morning she send me sms n tell me tat she is coming back.. so i ask her whether straight come back my hse or wan stay at her fren hse... she reply me n say tat will come my hse... i m kinda happy.. n try 2 plan wat 2 do later ... i tot bring her go movie .. aihz.. how i know.. at nite.. she send me sms n say wan stay at frens hse... aihz.. acctually i m veli disapointed n a bit angry.. but den i tot it will happen d la.. so i juz reply her oklo..stay there 2molo onli go back.. .bside tat i m thinkking y she suddenly wan stay at there.. den i tell myself.. mayb 2molo we r going tarc ma.. so she wan save my petrol money.. .so sekaligus fecth her n go tarc.. i think i onli can accept tis reason...but.. she is not gving me tis reason.. her reason is say her fren ask me stay 1 more nite =/ aihz..i got nth 2 say... but den i cant keep quiet oso.. coz i veli beh song.. so i try 2 find some1 2 chat so tat he/she can comfort me.. so i go find her close fren.. umm.. i chat wif her n tell her wat happen... den she try 2 help me call.. i think she call quite few times gua? den finaly can get..and then my gf sms me n tell me tat her phone gila gila..swicth off anytime.. tats y no on the phone.. den i juz answer her "oh" .. she reply me back n say untill like i not trust her =/ aihz..i told her fren about tis.. she say " u dun feel she liek chok chap sam hui" .. um..tat time i was thinkking she chop chap sam hui bout wat? so i juz dun wan bother wat she say... den i say i feel tat she got problem... her fren oso agree wif me.. den i juz dunno wat happen... n den her fren told me tat she got chat sumthing wif her but kenot tell me.. deen i juz ask her fren hints 2 me.. her fren said kenot.. sigh.. curious me at there think think about wat they talk lar... but i still dunno.. den suddenly her fren ask me wheter she still got contact wif TAT GUY or not =.= i was ?.? y she ask me like dat.. .den i asnwer i dunno n i think dun hv gua.. den she got ask me IF TAT GUY got go redang wat will i do =.= i so shock about tis question n i ask her back izzit TAT GUY got go.. she say she say IF lar... deen i oh.. n i answer i oso dunno wat will i do.. den i guess TAT GUY got go redang lo.. but den i trust her.. n trust her tat if he got go she will tell me.. so i juz forget about wat i guess... aihz.. da nz day i feccth her back my home...at nite..she cry n tell me... TAT GUY got go redang oso =.= aihz...i really dunno wat 2 say.. n i really dunno wat 2 do... once again... once again... aihz.. i tot i make myself veli clear infront of her about tat guy thing =/ but AGAIN.. aihz.. i oso dunno wat 2 say... veli "paiseh" i cried.. yeah i cried.. its really hurt me...i m so sad bcoz.. i really dun understand...mayb i m 2 much i wan her stop contact wif TAT GUY .. but den.. since i so hate TAT GUY y cant she juz forget tis fren so tat can make me feel better ? i oso dunno myself got 2 much or not.. i onli know i seriously veli hurt n sad n disapointed now...tat day i slap her...i slap twice..quite hard... once i slap her.. she cry.. i sam tong...i quickly sayang her back.. n den my anger is gone... but 2day... while i taking my dinner...suddenly i think back tis case.. once agian i m sad ..disapointed... n i dunno wat can i do... really dunno...if u can teach me wat can i do.. send me some comment ? sigh ~

-khim siong-

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Monday,Mar 27 2006, 09:20:04 AMeverytime oso like dat...

y everytime oso happen da same thing ? wat can i do ? wat i need 2 do ? endure and pretent nth ? sound her ? seriously got no idea... i oso dunno wat myself thinkking now.. oso dunno wat myself wan 2 do... 2 many times.. i repeat 2 many times...damn bored.. yea.. she may think tat i m so sux.. tis small lil things oso wan get angry or i dun trust her...~~ she wan 2 think like dat.. i oso dunno how... i dun wan make tis things more serious.. i dun wan force her.. but i kenot hide my own feeling oso... my feeling always show on my face.. cant cheat any1.. ...

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Wednesday,Mar 22 2006, 12:49:15 PMwho right who wrong ?

haihz.. izzit i thinkking 2 much ??izzit i 2 siu hei ?? umm.. i oso dunno wat myself is.... ~ share wif few frens b4 about wat happened.. they oso agree tat is nth wrong wif me =/ they said is a normal reaction... if da situation happen 2 her.. she oso will act like me... is not about trust or dun trust.. it is a normal reaction.. if u dun wan him/her 2 hv tis normal reaction.. v can prevent it from happen... couple argue is veli normal.. but i hope is not argue about another guy or wat.. mayb i veli easy get jealous.. but if u know i veli easy get ...

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