i'm new to nba... honestly i don't have any preference between celtics or lakers becoz i know so little about either teams...

but, like my friend said, for someone like me, who is watching nba for the sake of watching the splendid movements each of the players made on their way of achieving the goal, of coz, i'd want lakers to win... at least so as to play all the 7 matches...

unfortunately, like what is happening to my internship placement, things don't always go exactly the way you want it to be...

and it's also true that celtics defended very well...

haha.. don't know.. :p

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i've been dealing with my internship placement lately,

and this matter is killing a lot of my brain cells... (without replenishment, obviously)

but still, i cannot get want is safer for the pursuit of my future career... not with my desired specialty... *sob*

i guess i'm too fortunate all along...

since i've experience the first time i've ever got insomnia becoz of worries,

ever got so worried about something that i don't want to eat and my heart is never peaceful even till now...

watching over a whole page of codings composed of alphabets everyone knows, but no one except us understand what the hell it's about...

those codings, are just like the info board in the stock market, telling you who has what to sell and what they want to buy... and then you trade...

totally gives me headache.. i don't know what to do...

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i'm lucky enough to have a frd helping me...

we aren't close but once he heard of my situation, he tried his very best looking out for possibilities for me to negotiate with the "buyers"... even though he may not actually understand what i want...

i need to thank him, honestly...

and i've got frds who are in the same difficult situations as mine too...

who kindly spared their sleeping time chatting with me... comforting each other... finding ways to accept this and looking out for "contingency plans"...

i guess, i'm lucky enough...

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taking a step back, i started to wonder if my mum's right...

may be the reason i cannot get what i want, is that what is given to me is the best for my future career in His eyes... that He has planned these for me... to allow me to have some different achievements as what i've been portraiting myself as...

of coz, you can say this is a bit pessemistic... but it can be another way to adapt to situations which are not ideal...

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wish me best of luck as i start working in late June ^^ wish i can get a decent job by this time next year la... :p

at last..
it's done.

i said i would upload some of my grad photos but seems the uploading isn't very efficient.. so just 1 as the profile pic for the time being... :p

i've also uploaded some photos i took recently.. i went hiking with frds last weekend in Sai Kung, a popular place for hiking in HK... although the weather wasn't very good, we had a lot of fun.. and obviously we're all exhausted ^^

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now, i'm moving onto a new stage of life...
and i'm quite confused...
not sure what kind of person I would like to be..
what kind of goals i should set for myself..
and how to be a good and useful person...

perhaps, it just takes more time for adjustment.
 

so 5 years of hard work.. are preparing all for the series of professional exams we've been taking... and the last part of which, took place in these 2 weeks...

this evening, at 6pm and 8pm, the 2 departments will be showing the list of very bright candidates, who are invited to the distinction viva... and also those who are not so fortunate, who are asked to attend the pass/fail viva...

for me, i do not wish to see my name on either of the list...

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right now my feelings are mixed...

we've been concentrating real hard for our exams... that seems we have to a certain extent ignored what is happening around us...

the hurricane in myanmar, followed by the disastrous earthquake in sichuan, china... and 2 more earthquakes elsewhere...

and manmade incidents too, the bombs in india... (and we happened to have junior students there taking on their elective trips as well... really quite worried about them..)

too many people died this week... i couldn't help crying when i saw all those on the news... even without pictures... it's enough to make me cry with all those descriptions from the brave reporters who went there... needless to mention those even braver army and soldiers and other people who tried their best taking part in saving lives...

a lot of students died in the earthquake...... and it's so hard for these children in the rural area to get the chance to study... there was a picture showing a girl who was saved, and then she spent the night in the tent, with the lamp, still studying hard for the exams to come...

and i, being in hk, enjoyed the privilege of studying in such a nice environment... can even get to turn on the air-conditioners while studying, get access to the internet for every information i'm not familiar with... i feel really ashamed for not being able to do my best in studying, which is the only thing that i'm assigned to do at this moment of my life...

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god bless all the victims in the disasters...