Today the akamine household started out good. my mom went to work,my brother went body boarding and dad and I was at home. My brother had a driving lesson with my mom's friend at 3pm HST time realized that mom had brought him home with her and his car was at her school because of the anger he had directed towards mom's friend. When Mom said that Lance stormed into her room throwing down her books,for some reason she thought that was cute and laughed about. Anger is no laughing matter. It can be directed from the hurt and pain.So seemingly it seemed like mom has lectured him about the properness of driving skills.Well they came home alright but then it came time for dinner. Information on my brother's courses from University of Hawaii came in the mail and he saw no need to read the material my mom has left for him. While mom decides to read the material anyways.and again reinforces the need of reading in a lecturing anger type of way. When asked my dad what we were going to do on tuesday December 19 he said nothing. stay home. So I told him as the Lord told me what to say and so I spoke His words to my dad and thosewords of God were:

I have stayed home today,all day, with nothing to do. (I understand my brother came home and needs the car which he also likes to work on hiscar,one of three household cars.)I don't mind staying home at all but to me it does seem depressing to stay home consistantly.)This is Christmas time, A time of love,forgiving not a time of anger and to be let down. I did not expect to take a walk up and down the street I live on but to do something other than that. I don't expect to end the year on the wrong note but a good note. So having a tense conversation with dad I did say I am and going to say this over and over again to get it through your heard all night. I will not be quiet about this. I am not trying to lecture because my family obviously aren't in a good mood. After time lecturing my dad for a few minutes my dad said nothing. I knew he was angry but I am only making a point. I also told my dad if you want everyone to be in mood of anger let it be but it won't be nice. --My perspective is at this time with anger it shows the family has no love. Something is missing in the relationship of the three.--My relationship is fine. I am happy,loving and faithful to the LORD. Not a thing has come too hard for me to overcome this year. I have went through a few things but even the toughest sticks I have passed His test.

Earlier today about 1:30pm HST my dad's friend Pam came over to give me a oil free massage. She said that I did not have many knots which is like tension.

So for some time I said nothing to the family and kept to myself and watching tv until the phone rang and called my dad to the phone.I went inside the house again and watched tv. Whiile we were driving to the school dad has told mom he will need the car so we can do something which is good,he has thought of what I said, The daughter has spoken.While in the backseat of the ride to the school I said to the LORD silently with will and spirit out of the love I have for my family to lift them up and show them happiness for all to be in a good mood.We went to go pick up my brother's car from my mom's school so I rode back with her. Later on I noticed everyone was in a better mood. So I told my dad His spirit has worked on the family.

So you see people God is with you all the time. It is the way we respect the Father is how He will send peace into many families.