TOday I went to drop off some paperwork at the admin office and got a registration time and day. Later my dad asks me so how many credits are you going to take?My reply was enough to graduate in two years as I have my life planned out before me already. I am possibly looking into marriage after I move to the mainland. I told my dad again I am not going to sit here watching mom order you around all your life unless she changes and gets help then I may stay here but don't expect me to go to group homes or anything because that is not happening with me. I am done with it.If that is the way mom is going to be ordering my dad around and I feel pain watching her do that I am sorry I told him I need to leave the island.THe only way I will come back is if it is for my grandpa or church.Meanwhile I told him I will go to church and also work.It doesn't matter if I have to quit volunteering,hula and singing.CHurch and school is my top priority.So it doesn't matter how many credits I have to take my life is in front of me and I am not letting people hold me back anymore.It is time to take control..God gave me strength to survive,live and fight my battles with His right hand by my side.
Today for breakfast my dad made me ceral and papaya..i drank the milk and put the banana down the disposal and instead of having cereal with banana I made 2 grade a eggs with white rice and a papaya.The breakfast I made was a lot better than what my dad made me.
