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Sunday,Nov 28 2004, 04:33:03 PMAnother wk is over just like tat, so fast...

Another wk is over just like tat, so fast sunday liao... Boring monday is here again... I was told tat i will be returned back on wed... lets see then... Stupid niaz, keeps saying my time is precious, oh yeah... but he is the 1 who is always wasting my time.. Lamer!

I went for jay's concert on friday... its soooo great seeing him... at first we were quite disappointed cos of the seating.. As it is a 4-sided stage, but definitely there will be a side which is the main side.. All bcos of sistic,  cos they neva indicate which is the main side, and based on the seating plan,  the east side is facing me, so we tot tat will be the main side.. Damn, who knows our opposite side is the main side... We keeping complaining, pple behind us also complaining.. haha..we're not the only ones.. The consoling part is we r actually at the same level as the stage... we were at 7th row from the stage... cool row, but sucky side... I cant imagine the PA areas, whose seats are at the ground floorth, how they see sia... When we first bought the tix, we were aiming tat area's seats, but lucky its not available already.. i think those seats are mostly reserved by sponsors...

The concert started quite late, arund 8.45.. i couldnt describe the feeling back then.. but was real crazy... i screamed quite alot.. hahaha.. soohua was like "r u the 1 who just screamed? " haha then i laugh n laugh.. she say she neva see mi like tat b4.. hahaha... This concert was my 2nd concert together with her... our prev 1 was the wilber pan n zhang shanwei cool play concert... Tat time i didnt do anything crazy, was sit n watch and stand when necessary.. haha... I wsnt crazy despite there r more kids screaming away.. No wonder soohua was shocked.. haha.. well, this is jay.. As usual, he came down on a cross, was real spectacular... the sadest thing is, he wasnt facing our side thruout his first song...cos of his dances and "stunts", there is no space at the other sides of the stage... The other sides have only a narrow path enuff for 1 person to walk... so he cant dance facing us... 2nd song, we danced still at main stage, but facing our side... was better than nothing... its real crazy to see him sing live, and seeing him not from the tv or pc.. haha...

He then continued the concert with slower songs, and he walked arund the other sides... Everyone went crazy.. haha.. The best thing is, we r allowed to take photos, so when he came to our side, every1 will chiong to the front, to see him more clearly and take pix... Its really sooooo near... oh my god... it was a great feeling... but its real hard to take pix with pple pushing and 2 large spot light shining behind him... so i can only tkae pix with my eyes and save it to my memory... hahaha... There was 1 song where he sat at our side of the stage thruout the whole song.. so its so clear tat i can even see him grining and smiling to himself...  hahaha

Thruout the whole concert, he walked arund for quite a number of times, so basically our seats werent tat bad after all... phew... i love the part where he play piano with the nan quan ma ma member... it was real cool...they were "biao"ing their skills..they played so fast until its like just a slight touch on the key and a sound came out.. it was real great.. i mean, he is so talented... haha... Landy was real sexy, her outfit, her dance.. wow...  The concert then ended after encore twice... arund 11 like tat...

After the concert i was really tired, and imagine still gotta walk tat long long long way back to kallang mrt... i dun wan to mention abt the queue for cabs...

Frankly speaking, his singing werent tat great and his costumes werent tat impressive compared to his previous concert... but being able to see him its a great feeling... tat 150 tix is definitely worth it... its like he comes only once every yr or 2 yrs for concert, so if i miss the chance how can doi need to wait.? and if i dun go crazy at this age, then wait till 30 yrs old? and this concert is a very different concert compared to wilber's... 1st, the seats were better and i can sit down n watch without any1 blocking my view... 1 reason is bcos each row is a level higher..and the other reason is there is no one taking those huge huge banner waving... and i can chiong to the front to watch... hehe... 2nd reason is they allow taking of pix, though they checked bags for camera b4 we come in, but i think they also close 1 eye, loads of pple had camera in... 3rd reason, is bcos i like jay much more than wilber... hahaha.. so the feeling is of cos more excited... hehe..
I rem tat time when i went for wilber's concert i wasnt quite looking forward to it and i actually regretted goin for it(was b4 i went).. it was only when its comin then i asked emily "is it worth to pay 130 to watch wilber? " haha... but after goin for it, feel tat it wasnt tat bad after all...

Meiqi also likes jay alot, but she didnt go to the concert, i also didnt wan to tell her how great the concert was, cos i didnt wan her to be disappointed tat she didnt go.. but at nite she msged mi telling mi her fren told her jay was very handsome... haha... i was like "duh, of cos lah" i didnt describe much abt the concert, only told her how great i feel.. haha and she swore tat she will defintely save enuff $$ for his next concert... sad to say i gotta disappoint her by saying "u gotta wait till another yr or 2 " haha... but i will definitely go for his next 1 anyway.. hehe... but i can expect my mum nagging like mad again...

Cant help but still think of the concert on sat.. was real tired so i decided not to go out...haha , yeah im lazy... slacked all the way till nite.. .then i was watching dunno wat, then sharon ou mentioned, "zhou jie lun is now having concert" .. when i heard tat i actually wished i was there at the concert... kinda sad.. haha.. then i told emily "zhou jie lun is comin out soon" cos the time is arund 8.30.. haha... well if i can afford, i will definitely go on both days... but of cos i cant... haha..

Not long after, keith called...then i went to meet him, and waited for mau and mal.. we watched BG Jones... While waiting for the show to start, we played a lame game at mac... like shi zhi lu kou, but we played using the names of movies or tv shows... i'm always stuck with..like "N" or "E"... i sux at it... Keith was of cos damn pro cos he movie and tv king mah... the show..Quite funny at the beginning, but kinda boring at the end... But i find tat Mark quite handsome... haha yeah he is those "mature" kind of handsome.. Slept real late, arund 4+ i guess...

Today, slacked whole day...surf net the whole afternoon... actually meeting keith, but he always drag drag then mum say we goin dinner together... so i didnt meet him in the end... Slept alot as usual... haha.. tats y until now still cant sleep... haha... damn tmr sure tired like hell... Had a dream during my nap today... haha.. dreamt abt jay.. haha...yeah im crazy abt him, but i cant control my dreams rite... haha... The dream was like... im at a busstop with soohua, then i saw him!!! haha he walked in 7-11, then i followed him in... i dun dare to tok to him.. hahaha...he bought something and went out..then HE WENT TO TOK TO SOOHUA for a while n left.. and i just stood there watching.. haha i was real jealous n mad... hahaha crazy dream yeh... yeah... i think cos in the afternoon i read in the papers tat he will be goin shopping in sg, so i was imagining tat i shld go orchard and hang out so tat i might have a chance to bump into him... haha... tat was crazy anyway... haha

Tmr there will be a farewell lunch for cammy... her last day is tue... i dun feel anything la...not happy nor sad... hahaha... i dun care anyway.. haha... monday blues again.. hope it doesnt rain tmr... and hope next wk will be a better wk... 

Thursday,Nov 25 2004, 02:51:52 PMThis wk has been a busy wk, but doin lame...

This wk has been a busy wk, but doin lame things.. haha i hate those kind of mass exercise, where u have to do the same things for a hundreds of times for a few days.. I have been "borrowed" from my supervisor to help out in it... Damn! Hope the god-damn exercise will end sooooon... yawnz, i always do until my whole body ache... i think its a kind of "xin li zuo yong", cos its just too boring... But still, i get to go back home quite early, except for today...

Its tmr!!!, or rather later... Haha.. finally waited for the day to come... Im soooo excited abt it, it is definitely goin to be something real cooool...
i cant wait... abt 20 more hrs to go.... hehe....

Jay Chou, here i comes... hehehehe...

Hope everything will go smoothly... =) =) =) =) =)

Friday,Nov 19 2004, 03:37:45 PMIts friday again... raining now.. woo,...

Its friday again... raining now.. woo, definitely nice to sleep today....

Back to work from my break.... hmm, nothing much has changed... just... sian... Started work on tues, quite lost at first cos i dunno wat to do.. until my sup realise tat im back and gave mi some "goodies" to do, tat was wat he claims... but only need to change a small small thing... We continued with the system conversion thingie... Spent the rest of the day configuring the server.. there were alot of problems... gave real weird errors... we spent a holy hell time solving, turned out to be incompatible jdk version with his, so the files i got from him couldnt work... stupid...

Wed, another slow-paced day... he told mi wat to do, but i dunno wats his idea and intention, tats y i had alot of doubts... Looked at the original codes until siao, so complicated... he told mi we shld only use the original codes as reference and not to udnerstand them... but how to reference if we dun understand wat they r doing? Sometimes i really dun understand him...

Thurs, he is on leave, told mi to try out certain things... Kinda worried at first, cos i got no idea how to do... Finally tot of a way to do... tested it out.. had alot of probs on the way though... another mad day...

Today... Fruitless day... tats wat he claims too... hahaha... didnt do much... trying to understand wat his idea was for the whole day... -_-" was real confused... had a small argument with him... he say we r thinking of higher level things too fast, shld concentrate on low-level things first... I dun think the same... i feel we shld at least have a plan on how the whole thing shld work...tats y need to consider certain high level stuffs... he told mi the key is "slow n steady" not "fast n unsure"... then he bombard mi with alot of sayings... i gave up arguing... dunno wats with him today also, keep toking to mi in chim chim chinese... -_-" we stopped our discussion very early today...at 4+, he say to continue next wk... this thing is quite worrying... haiz.. then he permitted mi to leave at 5.30 sharp today... haha...crap, cos he is leaving at 5.30 sharp also mah...  5.25 i went toilet, by the time i came out i saw him went into the lift already...real punctual huh... haha

Anyway these days i've been goin back quite early... the prob with goin home early is tat i will surely fall asleep at 9+ and wake up arund 11+ or 12+, then after tat i cant sleep... makes my sleeping time so uncontrollable...damn...

Singapore Idol is comin to an end soon.... This wk's results was quite worrying..cos i tot sly will be out... cos his performance wasnt too gd... but so glad he remained, olinda was out...woo hooo...i dun like her... i dun like tat taufik either...still prefer sly.. but i think taufik is better...haiz...

Hmm...1 more wk... next friday.... Im sooooo excited abt it man... have been reading alot of articles abt it... saw on newspaper on wat to expect on tat day... I REALLY CANT WAIT!!!!!  Im sure it will be a unforgettable 1.... JAY CHOU leh...oh my god...
hahaha.... too bad no photo taking is allowed - damn sg... sux..
My mum keeps saying "wats so special abt him, eyes so small blah blah blah... got extra nose, extra mouth....", all the crap shit... she just dun understand...its not only his looks, but his talent...i admire him sooo much... hehehe

No wkend plans yet....see how it goes... not looking forward to monday.... back to the boring place....haizzzzzzzzzzzz....

Monday,Nov 15 2004, 04:09:57 PMBoring hari raya... haha as though i...

Boring hari raya... haha as though i celebrate it... but just tat dun even feel like hari raya loh...seems like the atmosphere is not there. Anyway its a free holiday, got nothing to lose...

Haiz, so fast my break is over liao... Been slacking and slacking and still slacking for the past 1 wk plus. As usual, i saw a hole in my pocket... Went out most of the time, shopped alittle, movied quite alot, ate the most.... haha... lets see if i can still recall wat i did for the past 1 wk plus...

Hmm...i ended my work on wed..IN A RUSH... I tot i would slack the whole day man... My work dragged till quite late, had to do alot of changes here and there couldnt finish testing cos i need to leave as I am meeting mau at bugis to look for lihui. Luckily TCM is understanding enuff to let mi go, cos i keep hurrying him... hehehe.. was raining cats n dogs when i met mau. Then mi mau and lihui went for dinner at pasta mania... we saw DAVID YEO... haha.. couldnt recognise him at first... he looked very diff, cuter this way...haha

Thurs, woke up real early cos of the lift upgrading construction...first morning like tat...sux.. suddenly rem i forgot to check in the files, got liying to help mi with it.. No wonder i feel there was something i didnt do the nite b4... but at least i found out myself.. haha.. slacked the whole afternoon playing game and chatting with those pple at work... haha... planned to meet sandar for a movie after she knock off... just b4 she was abt to go, heard tt our progs got prob at ceb... sux she gotta stay to resolve them..but realised tat it was only deployment prob... met her for movie still.. wanted to watch ladder 49, but watched shark tale instead.. Lame movie.. haha... bad story line and not tat funny after all...

Stayed at home the whole day on fri... The rest of the pple at work gotta stay back for standby, cos ceb is doin some last min testing for their live on monday... i heard they stayed till 12 - 1... woo... i took my break at the right time man... phew, so lucky... hehehe...

Sat, i was at keith's place watching star wars... he keep wanting to intro the show to mi... since i was bored, just went... episode 1 was real boring... cont with episode 2,  i almost fell asleep, but the 2nd part was more interesting... we watched friends after tat... friends was still the best show to keep mi awake.. At first wanted to meet mau after tat, but then tat keith cant...

Sun...started playing The sims..was an old game, but now then i noe of this game, all thanks to liying... this game quite fun... beginning of the game did alot of crap things.. like turning the refrigerator arund without then my family couldnt get any food... haha...and putting a wall infront of the shower room, they cant get in... haha lame man...now getting the hang of it already..and enjoying it...

Monday wanted to do some shopping at orchard.. esp for a bag.. asked mq to acc mi, she seems to be the only 1 free.. haha... we went ktv with mag and joey in the morning and went seperate ways after tat... tat mq was like super sian to shop... seems like i went to any shop, she will just step in and step out..and wait outside... it makes mi so sian tat i dun wan to shop anymore and suggested tat we go back.. she totally spoil my shopping mood man.. sux..in the end we only walked hereen, i only managed to get a cup, with cover... garfield 1.. very cute...haha..
I met mau for dinner instead.... I dun ever wan to shop with mq again... BLEH...

Tue and wed i think i stayed at home and be a gd ger... haha... actually planned to meet huan they all on wed nite, but as usual, was cancelled.. haha...

Thurs I went bugis with soohua, really need to get a bag... was nothing on bugis, we went orchard after tat...walking arund looking for watches, bags and shoes... really couldnt find any better bag, decided on the crumpler bag... haiz...damn ex bag man... i saw a pair of nike sneakers at nike women, really wanted to get it...but the bag so ex, i think i better get the bag first and the shoe shall wait will next month... hope it will still be available... it seems like i couldnt find the shoes at other places..bought a t-shirt and some other small small things... Tat day i saw alot of pple man... more than 10 i guess... see until we also scared... haha... worse thing is we saw sam they all at hereen, and after tat on our way back we saw them on the train again... we were like "oh my god, not again" cos they r quite a bunch of irritating pple .... hahaha...

Fri i went tamp to shop arund with my mum...bought a pair of pants n skirt.. haha skirt? haha...guess i wont be wearing too much of it still ...haha.. Meet keith and mau at nite for mid nite... b4 tat i went with keith to his bro place to pass him his stupid starwars collection to sell... He is a real damn draggy guy...cant stand him! on our way back to meet mau we actually saw mau on the train.. wat a coincidence man... we saw 1 man who looked like 1 HK actor...some1 who always act stupid stupid 1.. haha... we watced the incredibles...we were quite excited abt the show, but turns out wasnt tat funny, but the story wasnt too bad... Hmm...hanged arund mau's void deck after tat..haha...reached home real late...

Sat continued starwars at keith's place...he made mi buy so many things to his place.. i carried until my hands wan to break... was real MAD...argh...showed him super black face as usual... haha... he showed mi a mtv, milk and cereal song... the mtv is 2 stupid idiots taking a milk and cereal... its real lame but its really hilarious man... episode 4 was real boring... and 5 was alittle more interesting... and keith promised there will be a surprise in episode 5...i was really surprised... haha... watched friends after tat...=)

Woke up real late on sun, was already noon...hehe... were discussing online with mau abt the milk and cereal thingie... we were crazy abt it... toking nonsense abt it too... haha...even tot of us doin the female version of the mtv...real mad... haha... and worse still we keep watching and still laughing each time we watch it...  went to meet soohua in the late afternoon... met up with keith and mau at nite... wnted to watch movie, there dun seem to be any nice shows...they were thinking of watching shutter.. but actually i only dare to watch shutter when there is sun... hahaha... there wasnt shutter at gv, but century got...sian... saw the trailer at gv, freak mi out man... hahaha... didnt really wan to watch it... cos was real scary...mau was kinda reluctant to watch also... yeah we were both scared...
in the end we decided to take a look at century sq first... mau suggest tat we "o ah bay ah som", and we will take the extra hand's decision... mi n mau is not to watch and keith is to watch... we played in the lift.. god damn shit, keith won... when mi and mau saw keith's hand was the extra 1, we screamed...hahaha...i think we scared until siao liao...haven watch already scream like hell... haha... in the end we decided to watch... on the way i keep thinking, "later at home how, blah blah blah"
Luckily i had a bag with mi tat nite, can take cover at necessary times... haha... i covered for quite a lot of scenes...esp those at toilet and lifts...i couldnt take it man.. the last part was really scary...i saw the scene a little, it was holy freaky and the scene is still fresh in my head now... damn...

Walked mau home after tat... even took the lift with her man... haha.. i die die also dun wan to take cab home cos i will need to walk into my block if we take a cab.. .haha... tat idiot keith keep di siaoing my neck(yes, bcos of something freaky abt neck in the show)... my neck is already very sensitive, but after the show, the moment he touch i scream loh... fuck man... he did it afew times i was real MAD...keep scaring mi also...but actually he also quite disturbed but the last scene... haha... We went for supper after tat, idiot coffee shop, sucky stall.. on our way back, we saw this ah pek standing at the side of the pavement, not moving, hands behind his back... we were toking, then suddenly saw him standing there... my heart skipped a beat... im serious... we pretended like nothing... only when we walked further then we started toking abt the man... keith claims he lost his way... well, i dun wan to noe anything also...watever... he send mi until the lift, my heart was beating real fast on my way home, cos still need to pass a long corridor and up the stairs... holy hell man..
Was real scared to bath also... keep singing the milk and cereal song to distract myself man... hahaha... but the last scene still keeps playing in my head...

Felt much better today, didnt think much of it until when i started toking abt it now... nvm will go to bed sooooon... haha... Be a gd ger and stayed at home today... this morning got jerry on tv, i was too tired to watch, in the end i asked emily to tape it...
Woke up real late...1+ already haha... time passes super fast today... was reading the newspaper and there was an article abt their encounters when filming shutter... the show tok abt they took alot of photos with shadows. The filming grup really took 1 of tat kind... the director was looking for a place to film the accident scene, and he took a photo after he decided on the palce...and turns out there was a shadow in it.. then they found out some1 really died at that place... woo...freaky huh....

Emily is on her 1 month study break leave.... cant stand the sight of her at home man... so lazy only noe how to stay in the air com room, idiot...i dun even wan to tok to her....

Been sleeping real late for the whole break, either playing game or reached home late...i hope can switch back the 12 sleep and 7 wakie timing...

starting work tmr alredy...boring shit... wondering wat will i be doin... still helping TCM? haiz....lets see tmr... hope tmr will be a gd start of work...

Monday,Nov 1 2004, 02:39:49 PMHaiz... boring monday.... just reached home..

Haiz... boring monday.... just reached home... couldnt sleep...so decided to write some rubbish...anyway no one reads them...hehe...

So boring at work today... Slacked the whole morning while waiting for some pple... wasted my morning...was only till 4+ then we got down to some work... still kinda blur on wat to do... aiya..tmr then ask again... like tat drag drag also dunno if i can finish by wednesday... sianz...

Left work quite late today....met mau and weiwei today... Had a light dinner at pasta mania...and had the thai dessert again...hehe..yummy... but my stomach doesnt feel quite right now... haha... Went to walk arund...went outside and sat at the stone benches near delifrance... saw this malay guy..quite handsome... haha.. we took a video of him smoking using our new toy - mau's phone... hahaha... As usual, took some crap photos..i think my pix in her phone are all quite rubbish 1..my face all like kns 1...haha.. We tried taking the 3 of us ourselves... mau and weiwei quite skill... then its my turn to take, i will definitely burst out laughing... hahaha i dunno wat is happening also... hahaha just buay tahan... we decided to take 1 with smelly faces...but at first also buay tahan keep burst out laughing... mi only...i siao already... but finally managed to take 1... burst out laughing the moment the shot was taken...

Had a fun day with the 2 ladies.... looking forward to meeting them soon... =) Tmr is tue...another boring day...but gonna be busy i guess... let just hope everything will go smoothly.. =)