It has been a very, very long time since I last updated - so, now is the time to spread out the latest in personal propaganda:

I must say, that I am grateful that I know heresy for what it truly is, for it have led me onto great personal inner journeys of the mind - but it would have been impossible to accomplish if I had not known Lady...

I must also say that a new order has risen out of the ashes of thought revolution...that revolution is the purpose for self-dictatorship. I do not create a problem to�remove�a dictatorship, I install the dictatorship ...

Read More...

Today I went to McMaster for a campus tour visit for something like two hours…the visit was pretty okay actually. I got to see a variety of buildings: the psychology building, the biology one building, physics, and this huge lecture room on campus. Thank goodness today’s visit was by a small group of people so that was no problem…the more sociable people get to talk, and since I am pretty nervous, shy, and if you will – unwilling to speak, I let them to the asking and the questioning for me…it saves me all the effort of stuttering, blah, ...

Read More...

The life that I usually consider real does not exist in this world. I knew that ever since I read the philosophy of the Matrix, and discovered - perhaps by accident or the graceful luck of God and my personal Jesus Christ - that reality is not what it really is. There are those who go in the guise of doves, but are really ravens inside. Today, we see those sore losers everywhere (or, almost everywhere) - the Jehovah Witnesses, the Mormons, the Scientologists, the Evangelicals, and the Roman Catholics - a few Protestant churches may be, but not very ...

Read More...

These days, I feel so awkward in all my classes. I never speak, or hardly for that matter. I don't socialize, mingle or even bother to, "expose," my flag to everyone else. I don't know why - but I think this is the cause of why I often flunk on some of my tests, and major exams in high school - because High School demands social intermingling, and failure to do so, especially in the sciences - biology, physics, or chemistry could lead you into deep shit especially if you don't ask the teacher questions often, and try to be friendly with them. This ...

Read More...