lordx101's Journals
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This has been the longest since I last updated, but oh well...life is life... Exams are coming up, and as such, I am contemplating on how to study for it...still got some more chemistry homework to take care of... Some world history, some world religions, and some physics... Look forward to the end of this semester...then get to hang out with friends! |
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It has been a very, very long time since I last updated - so, now is the time to spread out the latest in personal propaganda: I must say, that I am grateful that I know heresy for what it truly is, for it have led me onto great personal inner journeys of the mind - but it would have been impossible to accomplish if I had not known Lady... I must also say that a new order has risen out of the ashes of thought revolution...that revolution is the purpose for self-dictatorship. I do not create a problem to remove a dictatorship, I install the dictatorship by creating problems. I do not overthrow dictators, I watch them ossify and grow soft by themselves. Power is both the means and the ends of society - and I will not stop to gain power until all the rules of engagement in warfare has been broken. Propaganda is to a democracy what pogroms are to a dictatorship. I have my own brand of political methodology: meta-politik. This is a combination of realpolitik and idealpolitik. The end justify the means. The means justifies the end. Individuality and liberty over nationalism and collectivism is the key, but so is the opposite. I hope you all enjoyed my radical sentiment for the day...
Yours, Xinyu Hu |
McMaster: A Possibility
Saturday,Nov 25 2006, 11:15:29 PM (Last updated: Saturday,Nov 25 2006, 11:15:08 PM)
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Today I went to McMaster for a campus tour visit for something like two hours…the visit was pretty okay actually. I got to see a variety of buildings: the psychology building, the biology one building, physics, and this huge lecture room on campus. Thank goodness today’s visit was by a small group of people so that was no problem…the more sociable people get to talk, and since I am pretty nervous, shy, and if you will – unwilling to speak, I let them to the asking and the questioning for me…it saves me all the effort of stuttering, blah, blah… Besides, I sometimes really do get annoyed in front of strangers, foreigners, and aliens – I am not very used the social world, so I get others to do me indirect favors, it makes socialism a lot easier, and I don’t have to be part of the party (no pun : ) intended)… I know this sucks a bit for me, but when I could ask questions, somehow the questions just never get formed properly in my mind, so I never know what I don’t know…so I just follow along, and listen carefully while other people ask questions – it might relate to mine, so I hardly ask…or for that matter – I try to solve the problem by myself. It is a bit crappy in some extents, but really what could I do about it? My mind is one big chaos sometimes, so I need to get it organized by doing activities that actually requires organization so that my mind, brain or whatever you want to call it – does what it is suppose to do without much trouble…while I do question things a lot in my own mind, I hardly ever speak up. I should seriously learn to speak out every single thing that I hate about the world, myself, and just about anything that bothers me…. Interestingly enough, this relates to my current status in World History seminar sessions – I need to learn to fuck the crap out of this word by ignoring the opinions of others, and using the synthesis of different opinions to state a perspective that way out there, but is of vital use…marks. Lord X definitely needs to speak out his voice, and declare his voice over others – whether masters or slaves, leaders or followers, young or old… I know that it has been a rather long time since I last updated, so I have decided that may be I should update this blog of mine more often, since it does make sense that I need to speak out my voice more often, and using weblogs are the best way of doing it – disregard the so-called, “status quo,” create whatever situation that is necessary for my benefit and the good of the Elite. To me – public opinion is of no importance, and voice or no voice, they could always be manipulated. Of course, only a few people’s thoughts matter to me – the intellectuals, the intelligent, and the intuitive – those people who are the best and the greatest in their psychological-emotional intuition fascinate me and abound me…I love to find more intellectuals, and completely disregard the ignorant, and sway those people into whatever direction I want. Propaganda is that art – all weblogs are propaganda even when they fight against propaganda, because always – for so long as there are thoughts, words, and ideas people would always try to convince one another this or that theory is or isn’t true. That is power – power over opinion, intellect, and the overall IQ of the population. The way to power is simple; the way to maintain power is just as simple – propaganda, psychological warfare, pogroms against the minds of the weak and the feeble. The arrogant must be more arrogant, the foolish must be more foolish, the stubborn must be more stubborn; all the while – the wise are becoming wiser. The intellectual demands a rich supply of the ignorant, while the ignorant have a poor demand of only few intellectuals – always an advantage.
While I know that I have not updated very often on Zorpia, the time has now come to make this site a legend – a machine that spews out all thoughts regardless of what others think, and of indifference to the demands of the masses – how much of a blessing is it for the intellect that the ignorant could always be swayed according to whatever petty little ideology that they want. Hope you all had fun seeing the rise of the New Age Propaganda…
Xinyu Hu |
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The life that I usually consider real does not exist in this world. I knew that ever since I read the philosophy of the Matrix, and discovered - perhaps by accident or the graceful luck of God and my personal Jesus Christ - that reality is not what it really is. There are those who go in the guise of doves, but are really ravens inside. Today, we see those sore losers everywhere (or, almost everywhere) - the Jehovah Witnesses, the Mormons, the Scientologists, the Evangelicals, and the Roman Catholics - a few Protestant churches may be, but not very likely. Together, all these sects that I have mentioned, with the exception of the Protestants - the rest are all either on the line between cults, or secret orders, or are fully evil and twisted within. The Catholic Church is the most elaborate example of a religion that is heavily controlled by a group of invisible masters - call them the Free Masons - guided by the Black Hand of the Jesuits, the Opus Dei, the Knights Templar, and the Propaganda Due Freemasons in Italy - at the Vatican Bank. The world is a very dangerous place, there are conspiracies, secrets, and underlying motives everywhere - some for good, others are sinister in design. Hence, for me, to even reveal too much of myself to the general public is not safe - but on Zorpia - I don't care since only pretty much random people read it, so I don't give a shit. Zorpia, and online journals - blogs, are. for me - my ministry of propaganda, public enlightenment, and public exodus. It is a means to liberty, and expressing some my most crucial theories before the dawning of the New Age World Order. This is my only chance of revealing the hidden, esoteric secrets of the Sith that rules the planet, and the universe - Lucifer, the Bearer of Light is really the Heart of Darkness. Welcome to the Real World - would you like to eat the Forbidden Apple, a.k.a take the Red Pill?
Yours, for people, by people, am people
Xinyu Hu p.s. knowledge is power - conquer, consent, coerce. |
A Voice lost in a sea of Others...
Thursday,Nov 9 2006, 11:13:28 PM (Last updated: Thursday,Nov 9 2006, 11:15:52 PM)
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These days, I feel so awkward in all my classes. I never speak, or hardly for that matter. I don't socialize, mingle or even bother to, "expose," my flag to everyone else. I don't know why - but I think this is the cause of why I often flunk on some of my tests, and major exams in high school - because High School demands social intermingling, and failure to do so, especially in the sciences - biology, physics, or chemistry could lead you into deep shit especially if you don't ask the teacher questions often, and try to be friendly with them. This sucks, but really, what could I do now? I have buried by feelings, thoughts, and hegenostic ideas from the world for too long. I have, in essence, died as a ghost before I could even value all the rest of society - it is like I don't trust society for what it is - I am skeptical, cynical, and doubtful of its abilities. Sure, society is the road to success, university, and all that - but the price is ultimate conformity. I just don't seem to be able to adapt well with society. I don't conform in art - that is why I never take it. I have my own style of art, individual expression - call it Xinyuism. However, the larger culture would never accept my individual effort, and thoughts because they fear it, hate it, and are cowardly in believing their own folly. Oh well - now that the source of anti-socialism has been pin-pointed, what could I do? What should I do? What would I have done if I have taken this matter seriously? Shit - welcome to my life honey bunch - it is neither the first war nor the last. This war, however is now a fight against myself, not against the rest of humanity. While humanity, society, and high culture has become my rival, I am not defeated yet. I shall triumph eventually. Whatever it takes, Dark Lord.
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