lordx101's Journal in September 2006
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Ever get the feeling that you are so in doubt, and so lost in a sea of confusion that when you meet someone whom you have never seen before - its like Morpheus and Neo? Well, I have - and this is my real-life account of that meeting... (Let us just hope I am not Neo, The One, or the Savior of the human race - if that is true, I don't know what to do then...) Someone says that I am humble person, a loving person, and n overwhelmingly unique individual. This guy says everything about me as if though we met 33 generations ago or something. Gosh, how could someone you never met face to face know so much about your personality, and your mission in life when you are completely obliverated from it yourself ever since you were born? Why is that I feel this Narayan person is saying that I am, "The One" who would bring humanity out of its chaos. It must be a joke of some sort. I don't believe it, not yet. I feel like Neo - doubtful, and way tooo humble to realize the truth, that he is the The One who could, should, and would bring the end of evil in the Matrix that he lives in. Something is happening, I am not who I think I am, and there is something more that I have to discover. This is the quest alright - it is a war out here in the Outer Rims of my Life. There is no peace, not yet. Once peace is restored as it had 333 000 years ago, I would be at peace, but never for long. This is weird - how is it possible that someone whom you never even met in person show such love, honor, and dignity towards you? Gosh, I feel lost. This is the most strangest miracles - or, perhaps experiences that I ever dealt with. Anyhow, I am still gonna keep in touch with this guy, and much honor to him as well, I suppose.
Yours, the Dark Lord of the Sith
Xinyu Hu
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Today was a great, but stressful day. I am so tired, yet I must continue working on Phase One of my history research essay. I swear - that babe is hard to finish especially when your topic stretches from one side of the univers (call it the,"Big Band") to the other side of the creation (if such a side does exist, it surely does go on for infinite). The topic that I am writing about in my history essay is Freemasonry. Freemasonry is a secret society that, in very basic terms - seeks to conquer the world - meaing - they are evil, satanic, Luciferean, and bloodthirsty. The problem is - I need EVIDENCE to prove that those people who join Masonry are stoned to the soul, and are selling out their spirit to the devil because he is able to convince the masses that he DOES NOT exist... Anyhow...Anthia...I'll miss you these days. There is no other way of saying it...but I do hope that the next break that is coming up we could do something together. Don't worry - I'll keep in touch with you. I care for you a lot - and no matter how much of a war it is out here on my front - the means justify the end - UNIVERSITY - and we'd make it to that hot place no matter what. Finally... it feels better to let go of my emo burden that I carry on myself all the time... Yours, The One Dark Lord
Xinyu Hu
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Dark Lord again....hey everyone, wasup? I hope the planet isn't hating me now for manipulating them - but who cares - as my friend says - use the used, and allow yourself to be used, but be mutual, keep a neutral stance, be enigmatic, be seductive, and be tempting - offer them all the treasures of the world, and they'll do your bidding - there are billions of methods of controlling the ignorant, the blind, and the Low... So...how have I been lately? Well - its the typical school of course. I am at war with the school literally - in terms of psychological perseverance, and doing the best that I possibly could. This is so insane sometimes - I wonder if this reality could get even more real. I must get my butt into university, and that means joining Lady on the bus trip downtown, and interrogating as many people as possible concerning the future of THIS GENERATION - but above all - myself. Sound selfish? Not exactly - because this year, especially semester one - it is time to kick ass with my courses. I hate procrastination nowadays. There is no time to take a, "minor chill pill" - because even minor ones may lead to economic/ academic disaster. There is no time to relax, no time to feel bored, or isolated (although at heart I am) - but still - be strong Lord X, because you are the Dark Lord. The One and Only Dark Lord - all the others, even if they do exist could be shut off from history, isolated, manipulated, corrupted, and seduced away into oblivion - then, they're all my servants. Afterall - in this world, there must be only one Dark Lord to rule them all... Yours, courage, care, committment
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Order out of Oblivion...
Sunday,Sep 24 2006, 06:33:31 PM (Last updated: Wednesday,Sep 27 2006, 10:49:42 PM)
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I am not a very sociable type of guy, and it is a shame, to some extents, but in another point of view - its advantages are just as numbered as those who are sociable. I, like any other Dark Lord of the Sith, and Shadow Warrior, do not randomly pick who is to be in the High, the Middle, and the Low of my social hierarchy. No, instead, they are chosen - chosen because either they are special, significant, or a unique singularity in my life thus far. They are the people who impacts my life in so many ways, that I owe them more than they even owe me. In fact - my social hierarchy is very strict, and disciplined in terms of, "class order." At any one time, only one person fills the Inner, or High Class in my social hierarch. Also, the Middle could only hold a minimum of one person, but a maximum of three to four persons. At the Low class, it is everyone else - those whom I either do not know very well, I've never met, or simply people who disappoint me with their hegemony, hypocricy, and ill character - meaning - their lack of care for me. I know, I know ladies and gentlemen, this sounds too extreme, but it works. It enforces loyalty, provides a sense of competition, rivalry, and revelry amongst the Low especially - they could be manipulated in any way that I want. Fortunately - due to my mercy, care, and seflessness, I do not manipulate them, although the power to do so is abundant, open, and tempting. I don't need to manipulate the Low in order to serve my purposes, and even the Common Good - it is the General Will that I allow nature to do the dirty work for me of eventually deciding whom is to rise to the Middle - since that is the only rank that is open, the Inner Party is exclusive, and it is a special rank of initiation in my social hierarchy. Hence - for the Low class people - competition, division, and ignornace keeps them at bay. Not only does it give me a sense of power, but it neutralizes any threats that I have at any time, any where. Yours, Darkness Preaching
Xinyu Hu - Sith Lord, Lord Xithious...
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This Site: Modified according to My Order
Saturday,Sep 23 2006, 08:50:40 PM (Last updated: Saturday,Sep 23 2006, 08:54:19 PM)
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Hey everyone - notice the new design of this site? Yeah, that is right - it is my dream site - it is the home of the Dark Lord, and his minions - but also the Good, and Neutral forces as well. Hahaha, Xinyuism philosophy for sure! Anyways...today me and my lab partner for chemistry finally finished a lab report involving an INTRODUCTION, a PURPOSE, and overall - its about enthalpy, Hess's L:aw, and energy in thermochemistry. Strangely enough I did most of the writing - no, to be more honest - ALL of the writing. I made my partner read my writing to make sure that I didn't have major errors here and there - which there wasn't, but only one small error. That's okay though because I really, REALLY thought hard on how to write that lab report. I swear - lab reports are fun, especially when you could write it out perfectly - that is where life gets tricky. Funnily enough, at the start of the project, we had difficulty introducing the introduction - but no matter, because I eventually thought up of one myself. Yeah1 Go Xinyu! Anyawys - last night's talk with you was fun, enjoyable, and quite shocking to some extents. I don't understand one of my friends, and my dearest acquaintance - what is he thinking? Clearly she said no to you, so just leave it at that, and remain friends - no need to go overboard with the plans for the future - because if we don't survive now, then forget about the future because there won't be one. Sure, I plan for the future too, but I also realize the significance of the present - because without the present, then forget about the providence, my dreams, and my hopes, and even my vision for the future. I won't let the specter of the past haunt me, scare me, or hold me back, because this year - I AM DETERMINED. I am strong, I am Xinyu. I am going to make it to university, and marry the girl of my dreams - and that is my personal "dirty little secret."
Yours, with utmost love, care, and loyalty - you always make my day...
Xinyu Hu, Lord X, Lord Y, Lord Z
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