As I was setting in the middle of the class room, many things were passing my mind. And every time I think about what  makes me feel this way, I get confused and I try to forget, pretending that I am ok but the way I feel keeps telling me stories about the non-stopping pain….

Its all about that I don’t know how should I feel, I look at the people around me, I see them smiling, I don’t really know what is going on inside them but I guess they can handle with the changes of their feelings in a good way so they don’t hurt themselves, maybe they try to enjoy every single moment of their lives, but who knows how they will end up??

As soon as I got sick of this unknown feelings, I tried to share my feelings and my fears with my close friends. Oh well, they gave me pieces of advice although they have never tried to be living in hell !!

I wish if he just can understand me, I wish if all people were the same with no religious or cultural differences. I guess most of you cant get my point but some of you will feel this someday and you will remember Dana…

But of course I don’t wish to anybody who ever he or she was to feel or try this because its really hard and what is harder is trying to describe those feelings…

Finally, I want to thank my tow best friends (L &A) for being there for me when I needed their help….

Dana                                                  9^th/april/2007

peace out..

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