At the moment, I am just sitting here thinking of you and everything that we have been through ... and I would say I have no idea how we have made it so far, if I did not believe in there being one person that you are destined to be with, but I do. Baby, we have had our share of ups and downs, plus more. Things have happened to us that we can truly say no others have had to go through, but still we have made it through.

When we first met I did not know how to trust anymore. The spirit of life had been taken away, but somehow you have helped me find it again. At the time that we met, I was going through some things, but when others turned their backs on me ... you stood strong. You were determined to be there for me and for that I thank God every day that he sent you to me. If I would have known that when I told about my past you would be there to help me through it then I would have told you a long time ago.

And honestly, I know that I start things between us sometimes ... okay, a lot of the time, but even you know - well, to be honest you are the only one who knows why. Baby, you know that it took a lot from me to trust you, but now I do. I am so happy that you are still here with me, being patient, and still the only one by my side. So many people say that I will not make it far in life, but they do not understand me, let alone know me. So many of those people do not know how hard you push me to make something of myself. In the past, I honestly believed that I would not make it anywhere, but now I know that as long as I am happy and still alive, with you by my side I am doing great.

Every day that I wake up and every night before I fall asleep, I thank God that we met, because without you I would still be nothing. Through the hard times you have held my hand, through the rough times you have held me close, and through the ups and downs you have stayed by my side. What else could I ask for? Even when I am sick you tuck me in. You have brought back the person that everyone loved and helped me learn to be the person I always wanted to be. Some people say that when you are with someone for a long time, you create a bond with them, and now that we have been together for a while, I honestly believe it, because only you know the meaning of the words you-you, and only you know how much they mean to me. What kind of person would I be to give you up? Where would I be? All I know is that I would go crazy without you.

I honestly do not know exactly what I am saying in this letter, except I am sorry for anything stupid I have started an argument about in the past, and thank you for sticking with me. I know that this does not even measure up to the many promises that you have made to me and kept, but I promise to you that from this day forward I will try my hardest and do my best to keep from doing anything that will hurt us in any way because I never want to be without you. You are my one and only ... for always.

Jakarta!!

4th may i was in jakarta ,again for work and i well i cant say is boring place,jakarta is very nice place to shop and night life is awesome the only thing i hate is busy schadule for my work,and jakarta was raining since the day i arrive;( that make thing harder,well did not stay in jakarta only i did when to bogor which is awesome place,nice vila even i did not even had a chance to stay in but its was good enough i could look at it lol......well back in singapore was bit late i did not when back straight instead i when to friend bbq party with my big bag lol after i home late and had to wake up early for work,till than i did not had time to rest and i just get drunk after i finis office hour...thank to my friend for making me drunk hahahaha.............

I have be In relationship ,there is serious relationship or just some1 i date Just for the sake of Having Some1 to talk too,Breaking up is nothing new for me,I have been through this More than Once But something That I really Hate is Falling Inlove with some1 who live far And Give my Heart to him completely just to let him Break it into many Pieaces...I nvr though Love could Drive me Nutt...I knew All Along He not what I looking for,Not the Smart guy who will wear suit to work...But well Love is Blind...I was blided by Love;-) That Amaze Me lol....I hate The Fact that He play Mind game,In this Relationship I wont pin point to one another,I deserve what i deserve!!!Now That Everything Is clear And I get the answer of my own question That He dont deserve Me At All...When he broke up with me he has Gf and he told me He break up just to get back With Me!!!That Make Me Smile and Help Me Moved On!!!God Love Any1 who Deserve to be Happy And i deserve Happiness!!!Life Has been great So Far...My career and Life Is change...Party been stopped...I gonna fight for my goal and Do What I got to do!!!No bulshit Love That Just make me Vomit LOl...But Well Am in love with Some1 Amazing Now!!!Mwah....