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Need Some Change!!!!

Thu, 11 Dec 2008 02:14 EST

Well been party too much and its seem like i am going back to old me who love drinking and party till morning!!!I try to change those habbit from drinking to shopping!!!Last night i reject invation of party just cos i try to stop drinking and stay up late so i decide to shop and i was shock when i paid everything is kind of bomb lol...so end of the month my credit card bill will kill me for sure but after all i have to stop drinking and start saving for my next trip;-)

I Feel Free

Thu, 06 Nov 2008 08:35 EST

After Many night staying up and been thinking what has happened to me i Finally releaze that thing i did today is the best thing i ever done for myself*Letting u go*:-)

Past N Present:-)

Sat, 01 Nov 2008 00:20 EST

Gonna Have to work on present Rather Stuck with stupid Past that Hurt Us somehow...I do still Miss him hahahahaha.....What A Joke how can i miss some1 who Being Stupid and Rude?Ah Life is Wonderfull to be sad for some1 who Never Cherish u!!!!!After All He is amazing guy who been part of me and nothing gonna change the fact that i Cherish every moment spend with Him!!!

Party

Thu, 30 Oct 2008 09:44 EST

Ah lately i been party again and been drinking which i quit while ago and well i been hanging out alot with younger boys lol

27Sep2008

Sat, 27 Sep 2008 00:41 EST

I JUST WANNA SCREAM AND SLAP HER FACE!!!BLAH..I WAS BEING NICE TO APOLOGISE FOR SOME1 MISTAKE WHICH IS NOT REALLY BIG MISTAKE,YET I GET SCOLDED FOR NO REASON AND BLEH THE ONLY THING I HATE IS WHEN SHE SCREAM AND PUSH THE BLAME ON ME!!!SO HELL YEAH I TOLD HER*I DO NOT NEED UR FUCKING BUSINESS*FINALLY SHE SAY I AM SORRY*SO WHATEVER*

Rhetorical Questions

Tue, 16 Sep 2008 10:22 EST

Today my life has been changed in a way I cannot yet accept. I have so many questions running through my mind. Please consider my delicate heart. I am as a glass child and to lose you would shatter me. How is it that so much time spent loving and caring for a person can suddenly crumble to the ground? How can words of tender endearments suddenly be turned to comments of blind hatred and revenge? Why is change such a feared presence? Where is it we go when we step outside of the comfort of familiarity? How do we recreate joy when so much is trapped beneath the rubble of failure? Where is the strength to pick up all of the delicate shards that reflect the beauty of true love? Is there a cloth thick enough to wipe away the blood of our bleeding hearts? How can we absorb the surrounding happiness of our friends when our closest friendship has been sapped of any reminder of happiness? Why, if we still breathe, does life end until the rocky moment of acceptance? How does love end? It takes some getting use to. The transition between love and friendship is a blurry path. Please remember you have been in my shoes once before. And remember that time is of essence for our friendship, and our friendship is of essence for our survival.

Work And Work

Mon, 09 Jun 2008 09:21 EST

4th may i was in jakarta ,again for work and i well i cant say is boring place,jakarta is very nice place to shop and night life is awesome the only thing i hate is busy schadule for my work,and jakarta was raining since the day i arrive;( that make thing harder,well did not stay in jakarta only i did when to bogor which is awesome place,nice vila even i did not even had a chance to stay in but its was good enough i could look at it lol......well back in singapore was bit late i did not when back straight instead i when to friend bbq party with my big bag lol after i home late and had to wake up early for work,till than i did not had time to rest and i just get drunk after i finis office hour...thank to my friend for making me drunk hahahaha.............

Past!!!

Thu, 29 May 2008 10:37 EST

I have be In relationship ,there is serious relationship or just some1 i date Just for the sake of Having Some1 to talk too,Breaking up is nothing new for me,I have been through this More than Once But something That I really Hate is Falling Inlove with some1 who live far And Give my Heart to him completely just to let him Break it into many Pieaces...I nvr though Love could Drive me Nutt...I knew All Along He not what I looking for,Not the Smart guy who will wear suit to work...But well Love is Blind...I was blided by Love;-) That Amaze Me lol....I hate The Fact that He play Mind game,In this Relationship I wont pin point to one another,I deserve what i deserve!!!Now That Everything Is clear And I get the answer of my own question That He dont deserve Me At All...When he broke up with me he has Gf and he told me He break up just to get back With Me!!!That Make Me Smile and Help Me Moved On!!!God Love Any1 who Deserve to be Happy And i deserve Happiness!!!Life Has been great So Far...My career and Life Is change...Party been stopped...I gonna fight for my goal and Do What I got to do!!!No bulshit Love That Just make me Vomit LOl...But Well Am in love with Some1 Amazing Now!!!Mwah....

Hmmmmmm

Thu, 22 May 2008 19:43 EST

My life is getting better i have what i need.....i have good job even its stress me and took all my times,but is still a job that will give me future....but somehow i just feel i doing it cos i just want to keep myself busy....ah well...am confused women lol....I guess am lucky this time my boss trust me in anything and make me feel that i am smart lol...What else could i ask...there is Ppl who would do housework and wait on me..oh dont get me wrong is my sweet maid...she been with me for 2months now and she is nice lady who love to take care of my heart;-)...i might be traveling around for work but that what stress me more cos i will spend like hell when am out for trip:( that is bad thing and hard to change....Lalala...Whatever i am done;-)