Journals
Thursday,May 29 2008, 03:37:31 PMPast!!!
I have be In relationship ,there is serious relationship or just some1 i date Just for the sake of Having Some1 to talk too,Breaking up is nothing new for me,I have been through this More than Once But something That I really Hate is Falling Inlove with some1 who live far And Give my Heart to him completely just to let him Break it into many Pieaces...I nvr though Love could Drive me Nutt...I knew All Along He not what I looking for,Not the Smart guy who will wear suit to work...But well Love is Blind...I was blided by Love;-) That Amaze Me lol....I hate The Fact that He play Mind game,In this Relationship I wont pin point to one another,I deserve what i deserve!!!Now That Everything Is clear And I get the answer of my own question That He dont deserve Me At All...When he broke up with me he has Gf and he told me He break up just to get back With Me!!!That Make Me Smile and Help Me Moved On!!!God Love Any1 who Deserve to be Happy And i deserve Happiness!!!Life Has been great So Far...My career and Life Is change...Party been stopped...I gonna fight for my goal and Do What I got to do!!!No bulshit Love That Just make me Vomit LOl...But Well Am in love with Some1 Amazing Now!!!Mwah....
Friday,May 23 2008, 12:43:31 AMHmmmmmm
My life is getting better i have what i need.....i have good job even its stress me and took all my times,but is still a job that will give me future....but somehow i just feel i doing it cos i just want to keep myself busy....ah well...am confused women lol....I guess am lucky this time my boss trust me in anything and make me feel that i am smart lol...What else could i ask...there is Ppl who would do housework and wait on me..oh dont get me wrong is my sweet maid...she been with me for 2months now and she is nice lady who love to take care of my heart;-)...i might be traveling around for work but that what stress me more cos i will spend like hell when am out for trip:( that is bad thing and hard to change....Lalala...Whatever i am done;-)