Tuesday,Jan 31 2006, 08:35:22 AMsHe fCuK!n h@t3$ mEh!!!!!

frm the future to past......frm the first to last.....this iz the blast.......she fcukin hates meh......she fcukin hates meh........frm the morinin to nite she wuz by mah side.....but now she wantz to hide.......at first she told meh tht she needs meh but now i knew tht she fcukin hates meh......the tear drops r in mah eyz which iz for her fcukin lies......the memory dies........each n every time when the tears used to drop frm mah eyz.......                              rite now m searchin for the light....cuz i knoe tht ther iz noone by mah side......m in the mouth of death......but i knewed tht she iz sleepin wth her another boi in her bed.....i thought tht god gifted her to meh........but now she iz far by mah sight but the pictures of her iz the thing i used to see........dont knoe wat she wantz to be......but the bitter truth iz she fcukin hates meh......she told meh tht she want iz to b the star for meh......but the truth comes infront of meh....n i knewed tht she fcukin hates meh.....her love wuz fulled of fakes....i knewed it when mah heart breaks....                                                               right to left.......front to back.......dark to light......i want to tell u tht u r out by mah sight.........at first i used to tell u tht she fcukin hates meh but frm now onwards.....i will try mah best to hate u.......at the end  i will show u how to hate u.......i dont want iz to kill u anymore cuz u r already dead in mah mind.........

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Wednesday,Nov 30 2005, 09:52:55 PMeMptY m!nd$ sEEm$ t0 bE An dEv!l r00m$..!!

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Monday,Oct 17 2005, 01:51:52 PMtHe p@!nfUl hUrt.....

dont knoe frm wher should i start to write the journal.........juz m tryin to drop some of the pain tht i bare rite now...........juz wthout u m feelin realli alone in this nasty world.........m realli gettin worst n worst day by day wthout ya care wthout ya support......................i think tht if i will go in this way then someday m goin to forget mahself........

i realli dont knoe wat the heck iz goin up wth u.......n m realli gettin weaker n weaker day after day by ya behaves........y arent u sharin up ya feelingz up wth meh ha?>/??????y arent u ...

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