Thursday,Dec 22 2005, 10:18:28 AM*~*~He's Back!!!!~*~*

*~*~He's Back!!!!~*~*

Okay i'm goin to tell a story frm A-Z which is goin to be quite long... Met dis guy NAme Hairi.... Wen i was still werking in Swensens fer mua attachment. We got to noe each other at KFC. All very cute.. he luk at me, i steal glances frm him, we exchange no.s... and blablahblah!! Da thing that gt me attracted was his Hair... If u luk at da pic above, he has a mahawk hair.. I LOVE guys wif mahawk hair and he gt it.. While dis all were happening i WAS and STILL am wif Yan... I noe2 hw low can i stood to cheat on him after all da shit we been thru?!? Bt i juz dunno... it happen soo fast and da next thing i noe i was wif dis Guy A.K.A Adek..Has a tattoo...very hard to understand Guy...21... Juz finish his NS...Quitted his job right after i was wif him coz of sum family crisis...and lives wif his mum and a 13 year old brother in a 1- room-flat house...His Twin- bro.. yesh he has a twin bro whu is already married and has a Baby whu is damn cute i might add. 

At ferst he was rily nice... and i mean rily nice.. oh before i ferget.. nw i remember y... I was havin Crisis wif Yan.. coz of mua job.. we hardly see each other... and he wif his School activities... We also hardly tok on da fone... sumtimes he tries to wait up fer me wen i have night-shifts.. bt he was too sleepy so he slept.. i didn't mindlah.. ANd i did miss him.. bt bcoz of da lack of communication we had lately rily got to us and wen we DO mit each other we fought like crazy..!! yesh there was happy tymes... bt it wasn't enuff fer us to kip da r/ship goin... haizzzz... and Dis guy... he was there.. He even pick me up everyday after werk.. we spent soo much tyme together is like everything in dis werld stood still. I felt like i was in cloud nine... bt that feeling went away wen reality struck me again and again... i knew i had to do sumthing.. before it gets out of hand.. 

Den soon after.. my attachment ended.... He was still werking so we mit up after his werk... i spend most of my tyme at his uncle's place which was where he was living b4 he moved back to his 1-room-flat house at Aljunied.. Coz his parents was splitting or sumthing so they lived at his uncle's fer awhile.. I met a lot of his family.. His makciks, his uncles, his mum of coz.. his lil cuzzins lotz of dem.. and even his Nenek.. so practically i noe most of his family.. and he rily didn't mind showing me to dem.. i was a bit uncomfortable at ferst.. bt i got used to it after awhile... I was most closses to his fav's Cuzzin Hashim and Nor.. both younger den me... either a year younger or 3 years younger...both of them siblings.. After my attchment ended i was usually da one to cum dwn and mit him... at Pasir Ris.. Where his Uncle lived.. He played lots of soccer wif all his cuzz.. lil ones in fact.... most of dem are in primary school.. so he was da only ABANG there... and being da oldest makes him da most *terrer*... so dey all looked up to him.. it was cute.

I usually watched him play over and over.. after da game we wld juz chill out,tok,crap arnd which is wad Hashim was gd at.. if it was a weekend we usually wld go sumwhere.. after da game... dey freshen up and we're on our wae... Oh.. He and Hashim.. haizzzz.... They're so close that dey shower together. I know... how embarassing is that?? hahahaha.. bt i find it amusing sumhow... dey play fighting in da shower.. wad fighting i also dunno... Soon his family had a quarrel wif HAshim's & Nor's Family.. i'm nt too sure why... bt i think itz bcoz Nor's Father thought that his children had been cuming home late bcoz of Hairi.. and he didn't like it dat his children is following bad example... He was convinced that Hairi's Family is a bad example fer his growing children... Hairi's mum was soo offended that they decided to move back to their Aljunied's house... well i think that's it lah.. nt soo sure... and definitely dowant to kpo on other ppl's affair.. i juz comforted himlah..

That is also when Hairi quitted his job.. He werks at his uncle's company.. So he decided to quit wen all this drama happened.. This is also when his attitude towards me change... A lot. I was rily taken Aback... i didn't expect him to change soooo drastically... bt he did, and all i cld do is to endure.... i tot that maybe if i tried to be a bit moore patient wif him he willl change fer da better.. bt i was sooo wrong... my trust fer him drew very thin... I'm nt trying to offend anybody whu might be living in Aljunied. Bt da kids there? i mean those gangster... is nt rily a place u wld want ur kid to grow up in.. He also became moore Matrep!! His Gangfrens are mostly there...so da influence is so huge.. And da gerls?? nid i say moore?? all very da minah... and very da bitchy... and Hairi? u'll nvr know.. he cld juz fall fer them juz like that... 

Wen he lived in Aljunied.. i met his twin- bro a lot.. and even his wife.. His wife Lynn told me a lot bout HAiri... Asked me y i wanted to be wif Hairi wen i can find sumone even better.. She said "Hairi is nt da person u thought u know.." she suggested me to think twice whether to stay wif him.. She said that Hairi is da Setia type.. bt he doesn't rily noe hw to handle r/ship that well.. i absolutely agree.. he rily don't.. He juz tot.. if once in a blue moon he treats me well i wld stay there forever... I'm nt a patong okay? haizzzz.. he rily treat me like a tunggul u noe.. i felt rily hurt.. i felt stupid fer even trying to belive that he wld make me happy.. Guilt rush into me like a slap on my face especially wen i tot of Yan.. i felt rily guilty fer cheating on him.. i felt i was taking him fer granted... He was rily upset wif me fer nt spending enuff tyme wif him.. his right i didn't... I spend most of my tyme wif hairi.. including my pay frm swensens... was all spend on him... i mean i did blanjer Yan.. bt nt as much as i should be... 

Den 2 months passed... i was wif him fer two months.. after semester started...i rarely mit him... thats wen we hardly tok or even mit each other.. Da kols became really frequent... usually i was da one whu wld be kolling him.. den i gt rilly tired...so i juz gave up.. hoping that he wld kol me instead.. bt the kol i waited fer nvr came.. Fasting started, he still nvr kolled...Raya came also no kol frm him.. Hashim gave me Raya greeting... bt nt HIM.Which is weird coz u noe y?? b4 we gt together he rily insisted that we go on steady coz he wanted to spend da raya wif sumone special. Isn't he a gd liar? no? i tot so too. den Raya ended.. by the tyme i hardly tok or think bout him... Den now! His Back!!! i shld be happy right???? Nooooooo.... i became bitter.. rily bitter... Wen i saw Hasim's n0. on my hp screen.. i tot it was juz Hashim.. didn't tot it wild be him... that was last Sunday.. He ask me hw i was doin.. i answered in a hush wae and said i was fine.. den i ask him y he koled... den he said juz to see hw i was doin.. i can tell he was smiling thru da fone.. den i said bitterly dat i tot he forgot me.. den he said he juz lost my no. which is lame coz he prob cld check at his mum's fone to get my n0. wen he kolled i was about to go out to rent some DVD's so i said kol me back later.. den he said okay and told me if i was free i shld kol him.. see? again he ask me to kol him.. y must it alwaes be me to find him??? Y can't it be him fer a change..??

Den Tuesday he msged me while he was werking.. Yes. Hairi Dear gt himself a job... atlast... a security guard at a polytechnic... i forgot da name.. He msged me and told me how much he missed me.. i told him hw he cld miss me wen we had already broken up?? Den he said who told me we evr broken -up.. we only lost cntact and didn't mit each other.. i smurked... den he also said he wanted to mit me.. den i say we'll see ferst... Up till now he's still MIA... haizzzzzzzz....

i dunno wad i wld do if he evr calls fer me again.. some part of me juz can't be bothered...the other part of me wants to take revenge...

We'll see then..

Oh ya ppl, do give me sum tips!! i do want to know...    

Peace!

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Tuesday,Apr 19 2005, 06:30:21 AMWeylowzzzzzzzzzz!!! won't be writing much...

Weylowzzzzzzzzzz!!! won't be writing much here no more... bt u can find me at www.lilmizzpinkie.blogspot.com otayz?? LuV ya!! MuaaaaccccckkkkkkzZzzz!!

PeaCe!!

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Friday,Apr 15 2005, 02:18:50 PMWeyloz..haizzzz...sooo bored... finally...

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