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marwansha's Homepage http://www.zorpia.com/marwansha Sun, 21 Mar 2010 21:12 EDT Sun, 21 Mar 2010 21:12 EDT Zorpia.com As I go through life http://www.zorpia.com/marwansha/journal/1802918 As I go through life....   "I've learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to them. I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people just don't care back. I've learned that it's not what you have in your life, but who you have in your life that counts. I've learned that you can get by on charm for about 15 minutes. After that, you'd better know something. I've learned that you shouldn't compare yourself to the best others can do, but to the best you can do. I've learned that it's not what happens to people that's important. It's what they do about it. I've learned that no matter how thin you slice it, there are always two sides. I've learned that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I've learned that it's a lot easier to react than it is to think. I've learned that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I've learned that you can keep going long after you think you can't. I've learned that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel. I've learned that either you control your attitude or it controls you. I've learned that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades and there had better be something else to take its place. I've learned that heroes are the people who do what has to be done when it needs to be done, regardless of the consequences. I've learned that learning to forgive takes practice. I've learned that there are people who love you dearly, but just don't know how to show it. I've learned that money is a lousy way of keeping score. I've learned that my best friend and I can do anything or nothing and have the best time. I've learned that sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you're down may be the ones to help you get back up. I've learned that I'm getting more and more like my grandma, and I'm kinda happy about it. I've learned that sometimes when I'm angry I have the right to be angry, but that doesn't give me the right to be cruel. I've learned that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love. I've learned that just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have. I've learned that maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you've had and what you've learned from them and less to do with how many birthdays you've celebrated. I've learned that you should never tell a child her dreams are unlikely or outlandish. Few things are more humiliating, and what a tragedy it would be if she believed it. I've learned that your family won't always be there for you. It may seem funny, but people you aren't related to can take care of you and love you and teach you to trust people again. Families aren't biological. I've learned that no matter how good a friend someone is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. I've learned that it isn't always enough to be forgiven by others. Sometimes you have to learn to forgive yourself. I've learned that no matter how bad your heart is broken the world doesn't stop for your grief. I've learned that our background and circumstances may have influenced who we are, but we are responsible for who we become. I've learned that sometimes when my friends fight, I'm forced to choose sides even when I don't want to. I've learned that just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do. I've learned that sometimes you have to put the individual ahead of their actions. I've learned that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change. I've learned that if you don't want to forget something, stick it in your underwear drawer. I've learned that you shouldn't be so eager to find out a secret. It could change your life forever. I've learned that the clothes I like best are the ones with the most holes in them. I've learned that two people can look at the exact same thing and see something totally different. I've learned that no matter how you try to protect your children, they will eventually get hurt and you will hurt in the process. I've learned that there are many ways of falling and staying in love. I've learned that no matter the consequences, those who are honest with themselves, get further in life. I've learned that many things can be powered by the mind, the trick is self-control. I've learned that no matter how many friends you have, if you are their pillar, you will feel lonely and lost at the times you need them most. I've learned that your life can be changed in a matter of hours by people who don't even know you. I've learned that even when you think you have no more to give, when a friend cries out to you, you will find the strength to help. I've learned that writing, as well as talking, can ease emotional pains. I've learned that the paradigm we live in is not all that is offered to us. I've learned that credentials on the wall do not make you a decent human being. I've learned that the people you care most about in life are taken from you too soon. I've learned that although the word "love" can have many different meanings, it loses value when overly used. I've learned that it's hard to determine where to draw the line between being nice and not hurting people's feelings and standing up for what you believe. I've learned that no matter how fast or how far you go, you can't outrun God. I've learned that no matter how far away I've been, He'll always welcome me back. I've learned that love is not for me to keep, but to pass on to the next person I see. I've learned that even if you do the right thing for the wrong reason, it's still the wrong thing to do." Personal http://www.zorpia.com/marwansha/journal/1802918 Mon, 12 May 2008 10:15 EDT About Life http://www.zorpia.com/marwansha/journal/1793570 <table id="HB_Mail_Container" height="100%" cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" width="100%" border="0"> <tbody> <tr height="100%"> <td id="HB_Focus_Element" valign="top" width="100%" height="250"> Life isn't about keeping score. It's not about how many friends you have. Or how accepted you are. Not about if you have plans this weekend or if you are alone. It isn't about who you're dating, who you used to date, or how many people you've dated, or if you haven't been with anyone at all. It isn't about who you have kissed. It isn't about who your family is or how much money they have, or what kind of car you drive, or where you are sent to school. It's not about how beautiful or ugly you are, or what clothes you wear, what shoes you have on, or what kind of music you listen to. It's not about if your hair is blonde, red, black, or brown. Or if your skin is too light or too dark. Not about what grades you get, how smart you are, how smart everybody else thinks you are, or how smart standardized tests say you are. It's not about what clubs you're in or how good you are at "your" sport. It's not about representing your whole being on a piece of paper and seeing you will "accept the written you." But, life is about who you love and who you hurt. It's about who you make happy or unhappy purposefully. It's about keeping or betraying trust. It's about friendship, used as a sanctity or a weapon. It's about what you say and mean, maybe hurtful, maybe heartening. About starting rumors and contributing to petty gossip. It's about what judgments you pass and why. And who your judgments are spread to. It's about who you've ignored with full control and intention. It's about jealousy, fear, ignorance, and revenge. It's about carrying inner hate and love, letting it grow, and spreading it. But most of all, it's about using your life to touch or poison other people's hearts in such a way that could have never occurred alone. Only you choose the way those hearts are affected, and those choices are what life's all about....</td> </tr> <tr> <td style="FONT-SIZE: 1pt" height="1"> <div id="hotbar_promo"></div> </td> </tr> </tbody> </table> Romance & Relationships http://www.zorpia.com/marwansha/journal/1793570 Sun, 13 Apr 2008 15:24 EDT As You Might Claim Love http://www.zorpia.com/marwansha/journal/1712472 <h1 align="center"><img hspace="0" src="http://i158.photobucket.com/albums/t85/i_love_terry_2007/heart%20broken/heart5a.gif" align="baseline" border="0" /></h1>   <h1>As You Might Claim Love</h1> <h4>by Carol Frost  </h4> If by blinking, your eyes turn sharp as they are bright, you see like a knife can smell blood. Glitter: keeping watch at the border, your fences are electric eels. In the slightest wave of a hand from the woods you hear a call to arms, feel the dog in you leap to your throat as if you would growl, fearing the disappearance of the hand in the strange, black woods. Your voice a spotlight, you encircle the small gesture, â€œWho goes there?â€ This way it grows from nothing to a trophy or a password. Anyway, your own, as you might claim love. In boot camp you learned nothing subtle about time. Your heart under house arrest, the flick of a wrist can turn the sun black or raise the day to the ceiling the way he lifts your son. In your breast pocket is a manual describing what you stand to lose, whereas the dream is the uniform of the day. As sentry you are so quickened.   Personal http://www.zorpia.com/marwansha/journal/1712472 Fri, 03 Aug 2007 11:35 EDT WHAT IS A DAD ? http://www.zorpia.com/marwansha/journal/1699956     <img hspace="0" src="http://i189.photobucket.com/albums/z1/romeoojoo/BABY/dad.gif" align="baseline" border="0" />  WHAT IS A DAD? A DAD IS SOME ONE WHO WANTS TO CATCH YOU BEFOR YOU FALL  BUT INSTEAD YOU PICKS YOU UP  BRUSHES YOU OFF, AND LET YOU TRY AGAIN A DAD IS SOMEONE WHO WANTS TO KEEP YOU FROM MAKING MISTAKES BUT INSTEAD LET YOU FIND YOUR OWN WAY, EVEN THOUGH HIS HEART BREAK IN SILENCE WHEN YOU GET HURT.  A DAD IS SOMEONE WHO HOLD YOU WHEN YOU CRY SCOLD YOU WHEN YOU BREAK THE RULES, SHINES WITH PRIDE WHEN YOU SUCCEED, AND HAS FAITHED IN YOU EVEN WHEN YOU FAILâ€¦ DAD, YOU ARE EVERYTHING A DAD SHOULD BE AND SOME. Personal http://www.zorpia.com/marwansha/journal/1699956 Mon, 02 Jul 2007 02:05 EDT DYING TO http://www.zorpia.com/marwansha/journal/1698828   <img hspace="0" src="http://i189.photobucket.com/albums/z1/romeoojoo/DIFFERENT/image001111.jpg" align="baseline" border="0" /> TO MAKE MONEY WE LOOSE OUR HEALTH AND THEN TO RESTORE OUR HEALTH WE LOOSE OUR MONEY. WE LIVE AS IF WE ARE NEVER GOING TO DIE AND WE DIE AS WE  IF NEVER  LIVED . Personal http://www.zorpia.com/marwansha/journal/1698828 Fri, 29 Jun 2007 03:38 EDT Do You Love Me? http://www.zorpia.com/marwansha/journal/1682715 Do You Love Me?   A lover asked his beloved, Do you love yourself more than you love me?   The beloved replied, I have died to myself and I live for you.   Iâ€™ve disappeared from myself and my attributes. I am present only for you.   I have forgotten all my learning, but from knowing you I have become a scholar.   I have lost all my strength, but from your power I am able.   If I love myself I love you. If I love you I love myself. RE:WR. M             Personal http://www.zorpia.com/marwansha/journal/1682715 Sun, 20 May 2007 03:28 EDT love http://www.zorpia.com/marwansha/journal/1663628 <div align="center"> <table style="WIDTH: 100%" cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" width="100%" border="0"> <tbody> <tr> <td style="BORDER-RIGHT: #e0dfe3; PADDING-RIGHT: 3.75pt; BORDER-TOP: #e0dfe3; PADDING-LEFT: 3.75pt; PADDING-BOTTOM: 3.75pt; BORDER-LEFT: #e0dfe3; PADDING-TOP: 3.75pt; BORDER-BOTTOM: #e0dfe3; BACKGROUND-COLOR: transparent"> I am thinking of you In my sleepless solitude tonight If it's wrong to love you Then my heart just won't let me be right 'Cause I've drowned in you And I won't pull through Without you by my side I'd give my all To have just one more night with you I'd risk my life To feel your body next to mine 'Cause I can't go on Living in the memory of our song I'd give my all For your love tonight Baby, can you feel me Imagining I'm looking in your eyes I can see you clearly Vividly emblazoned in my mind And yet you're so far Like a distant star I'm wishing on tonight I'd give my all To have just one more night with you I'd risk my life To feel your body next to mine 'Cause I can't go on Living in the memory of our song I'd give my all For your love tonight I'd give my all To have just one more night with you I'd risk my life To feel your body next to mine 'Cause I can't go on Living in the memory of our song I'd give my all For your love tonight Give my all for your love Tonight   </td> </tr> </tbody> </table> </div> Romance & Relationships http://www.zorpia.com/marwansha/journal/1663628 Mon, 02 Apr 2007 07:54 EDT