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matteo68's Homepage http://www.zorpia.com/matteo68 Thu, 16 Oct 2008 17:50 EDT Thu, 16 Oct 2008 17:50 EDT Zorpia.com Excitement http://www.zorpia.com/matteo68/journal/1785274 I am so excited by one woman (Miss Rabbit) I have her and her only on my mind, she truly excites all my senses and makes me long to get home to her. Romance & Relationships http://www.zorpia.com/matteo68/journal/1785274 Thu, 20 Mar 2008 21:50 EDT Young Again http://www.zorpia.com/matteo68/journal/1778787 The world seems new.  Love can do that.  Love can change the greeness of the grass.  The sweetness of an orange becomes noticeably better when in love.  Birds sing happier songs. Being in love is like a fountain of youth.  I need less sleep. There is an extra spring in my step and I am happy. Romance & Relationships http://www.zorpia.com/matteo68/journal/1778787 Fri, 29 Feb 2008 22:08 EDT This is Dedicated to TwatWaffle357 with LOVE http://www.zorpia.com/matteo68/journal/1778232 We got it together, didn't we? Nobody but you and me. We got it together, baby. My first, my last, my everything, And the answer to all my dreams. You're my sun, my moon, my guiding star. My kind of wonderful, that's what you are. I know there's only, only one like you There's no way they could have made two. You're, you're all I'm living for Your love I'll keep for evermore. You're the first, my last, my everything. In you I've found so many things, A love so new, only you could bring. Can't you see if you, You'll make me feel this way, You're like a first morning dew on a brand new day. I see so many ways that I can love you, 'Till the day I die.... You're my reality, yet I'm lost in a dream. You're my first, my last, my everything. I know there's only one, only one like you There's no way they could have made two. Girl, you're my reality. But I'm lost in a dream, You're the first, you're the last, my everything. Romance & Relationships http://www.zorpia.com/matteo68/journal/1778232 Thu, 28 Feb 2008 03:45 EDT Her Voice http://www.zorpia.com/matteo68/journal/1778131 I am such  a lucky guy.  I called the girl I love a couple of hours ago and I am still feeling like a kid, because her voice is resonating in my mind.  I can't control my smile when she picks up and just say "hello."  Her voice is music in my ears. Romance & Relationships http://www.zorpia.com/matteo68/journal/1778131 Wed, 27 Feb 2008 21:04 EDT Time, Space and Love http://www.zorpia.com/matteo68/journal/1777435 Time, as I would define it is the distance between two distinct events.  Space is the distance between two defined points. And, Love is the brigde that makes it possible to get to the point in time and space that an individual visit.  There are many things that we have that are not bound by space or time; dreams, memories, hope, emotions and desire.  All of the things that make the distance seem longer are doubts, fears and inhibitions.  I am so happy that my girlfriend and I met.  I have to face my the time and space that is separating us and fill it with the Love Hope and Desire I have for her. The wu wei is a Taoist concept that I ascribe to.  Basically I must me the true me and flow with life as it comes.  When I must become the wind, all the things I do will allow me the freedom to express my whole love to her. As I know about every breath I take, my journey to my true love is underway.  I must be strong at heart to enjoy the scenery and share my adventure with her.  I LOVE YOU.  Personal http://www.zorpia.com/matteo68/journal/1777435 Mon, 25 Feb 2008 16:39 EDT Pacing Myself http://www.zorpia.com/matteo68/journal/1776843 Well I can't believe the strenght of the love that I am feeling right now, it grows more and more each day. I can't wait to talk to my girlfriend everyday.  It is like being a kid trying to sleep on Christmas Eve.  It is also like the first day of the last semester of highschool, lots of emotion, lots of thought and lots of dreaming fill my days.  I have let the most incredible woman innto my heart and I am sooooooooooo happy.  Oh yeah I hope you like what I sent. Romance & Relationships http://www.zorpia.com/matteo68/journal/1776843 Sat, 23 Feb 2008 20:52 EDT Why I am so lucky http://www.zorpia.com/matteo68/journal/1776211 Well I have been here in Iraq for a while.  I am not at the end of my tour, but I could count the days if I were so inclined.  I am having an excellent time with my work, and doing interesting things off duty as well.  I miss my kids. I long for my girlfriend, and I am anxious to get back to my condo. (That Condo Was My Life) I am blessed to have the wonderful people in my life and if I were not away I would be happier than I am now. When I get home I have so much to share with my girlfriend I don't know where to start.  I can't wait to kiss her lips. I can't wait to look in her eyes and tell her I love her.  I hope she is ready for the passionate embrace...I can think of very little else.  Well I will write more later. Romance & Relationships http://www.zorpia.com/matteo68/journal/1776211 Thu, 21 Feb 2008 21:21 EDT Change the World http://www.zorpia.com/matteo68/journal/1775412 SHE CHANGED MY WORLD ALL THAT IS GOOD IS BETTER THE TRIVIAL IS SMALLER AND MY HAPPINESS IS GROWING Romance & Relationships http://www.zorpia.com/matteo68/journal/1775412 Tue, 19 Feb 2008 00:20 EDT How I found Zorpia http://www.zorpia.com/matteo68/journal/1775354 <del>Bob, Bob had bitch tits.  See Bob was a champion body builder</del> That's not my story, but it is a story I like.  The way I came to be on Zorpia is that I am in Iraq and I want to have a good record of my time here.  This is my 4th deployment for the Army and I have very little written about the first three.  So back in October, I was websurfing for an online journal that I could periodically update. Well with in a week or so I was some what taken in by a scammer.  She had the perfectly ridiculous notion that she could claim to be from a small town in Colorado, even though she was from a Moscow suburb.  It took about 30 seconds worth of investigation to figure out what the deal was. Well I was ready to throw this site out the window and I met Lisa and Silver.  I was overly forward with them.  Pretty F---ed up on my part. But I let Lisa know that I was cooling my jets.  Different story with Silver, but I won't bore you anymore.  I was convinced by this point that the notion of meeting someone on a website, that I am sidetracked from journaling on was foolish.  So I tried to keep my conversations in the platonic realm only. Fate had other plans.  Thank God I met TwatWaffle.  Yes her real name is TwatWaffle, I know it is unusual but it is still a very pretty name once you say it outloud (try it, I MEAN LOUD).  Well now the story begins.  Because I keep a Journal in MS Word and this is a great way to chonicle the sweetest romance ever. Matteo Movies & Videos http://www.zorpia.com/matteo68/journal/1775354 Mon, 18 Feb 2008 20:05 EDT Penthouse http://www.zorpia.com/matteo68/journal/1775116 Penthouse Letter # 1   Penthouse letters always begin, " I never believed the letters were real until now."  So here I go, "I never believed I could meet the girl that sets my heart on fire online.  The the Pentouse letters describe in graphic detail the sexual appeal of the object of desire. Well I met a girl who is truly beautiful inside and out.  She has excite two of my 5 senses and guarentees to please the all soon.  Her eyes are magical, her face radiates a pure joy for me and her body stimulates mine.  Her voice is a melody in my ear and her goodbye invites me to get home to gratify her body.  Her laugh lights up my face.  The Penthouse letter tells how the lover get in position to make wildly go at the old in out.  Well I did everything I could to get through to her on the phone.  I drove to a friend house the and my number came up unknown.  True to her man she didn't answer. I left a message. She waited. The line went down. NOOOOOOO! How to make my connection.  Finally the line was back and I got through.  My heart was racing, my mind focused, with a steady hand I dialed. It's ringing. She picks up. The voice of an angel.  Better than sex? For now. Now for the best part; I met the someone who has interests that interest me.  I found someone who I admire. I met someone who make me feel like a school boy. I found a friend who is so much more. When we were done talking I was satisfied better than any orgasm on the pages of an adult magazine, and more than willing to share the pleasure I just had.  I want this level of happiness for anyone who is seeking someone special. Hopefully Horny Romance & Relationships http://www.zorpia.com/matteo68/journal/1775116 Sun, 17 Feb 2008 22:16 EDT Just for TwatWaffle357 http://www.zorpia.com/matteo68/journal/1774875 Friday night,it was late ,i was walking you home We got down to the gate and i was dreaming of the night Would it turn out right How to tell you girl I wanna build my world around you Tell you that it's true I wanna make you understand i'm talkin' about a lifetime plan That's the way it began, we were hand on hand Glenn Miller's Band was better than before We yelled and screamed for more And the Porter Tunes(Night and Day) Made us dance across the room It ended all too soon And on the way home i promised you'd never be alone Hurry, don't be late, i can hardly wait I said to myself when we're old We'll go dancing in the dark Walking through the park and reminiscing (Instrumental Break) Friday night, it was late, i was walking you home We got down to the gate and i was dreaming of the night Would it turn out right Now as the years roll on Each time we hear our favourtie song The memories come along Older times we're missing Spending the hours reminiscing Hurry, don't be late, i can hardly wait I said to myself when we're old We'll go dancing in the dark Walking through the park and reminiscing Romance & Relationships http://www.zorpia.com/matteo68/journal/1774875 Sun, 17 Feb 2008 02:37 EDT Man On A Mission http://www.zorpia.com/matteo68/journal/1774504 Capture and hold on to the Heart of the truest Beauty I have ever encountered. Romance & Relationships http://www.zorpia.com/matteo68/journal/1774504 Sat, 16 Feb 2008 00:24 EDT True Romance http://www.zorpia.com/matteo68/journal/1773996 Anyone who knows me, knows I love movies.  As a kid I would watch Kung Fu Action Theater with my Mom.  One of the best experiences with my Dad was going to see Platoon right after I finished Basic Training.  I love movies at home, on airplanes and  in the cinemaplex.  One of my favorite movies is True Romance; if you have not seen it and you have the stomach for a little violence and razor sharp humor then watch it.  The best part of the movie is the relationship between Clarence and Alabama (even better than the soliloquies) the relationship is so pure and deep that you can taste it from the first bite of pie.  Tarantino show cases other deep loves; like Butch and Fabian, Mia and Marcellus, Mia and Vincent and even Bill and Beatrix. The deep bonds that are formed between the two causes them to throw caution to the wind, and the let there hearts unite.  Not some cerebral equation of a balance sheet True Romance.  And although I don't live vicariously through anyone, I am awe struck by the magic in that movie. And I know beyond a shadow I have found such a bond.  Some one who can relate to my every thought, who I can trust with $200,000 while I go pee and talk to Elvis.  And Cancun does sound nice. Matteo HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY  Movies & Videos http://www.zorpia.com/matteo68/journal/1773996 Thu, 14 Feb 2008 04:20 EDT Fight Club http://www.zorpia.com/matteo68/journal/1770506 I was talking to a friend in here about Fight Club recently so I watched the movie again yesterday.  Tyler Derdin (I can't spell for shite) dwells in all of us.  There is the man I am and the man I want to be.  So I am not advocating blowing anything of unless of course it happens to be your job, but find a challange and get it done.  Meet your Marla and make her happy.  Be a doer not a watcher.  Live life hard. Personal http://www.zorpia.com/matteo68/journal/1770506 Thu, 31 Jan 2008 23:28 EDT When I Get Home http://www.zorpia.com/matteo68/journal/1770199 When I get home from Iraq, I am going to have a cold drink in a hot bath.  I almost never feel clean enough here.  The fine sand gets everywhere, the mud when it rains is insane and it is like I can never escape the dust. I am also going to do nothing for about three straight days.  Jus enjoy being back in the good old USA. If you want to know more about my post Iraq plan send me a message...I don't wat to post every thing. Personal http://www.zorpia.com/matteo68/journal/1770199 Thu, 31 Jan 2008 00:31 EDT