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About Me: | Where are you? Where have you gone without me? Ithought you care about me Where are you? Where is my heart? Where is the dream that we have started? I can't believe we parted Where are you? when we said goodbye love... What had we to gain? When i gave you my heart ,was it all in vain? All life through, i must go on pretending? Where is my heart ending? Where are you my love? where are you where are you .............................................. At night At night I lay and think of you hoping my wishes and dreams come true At night I wonder can this be the end is this all that's left At night I wish we could go to the way things were At night I lay and cry about the things that happened and how it all ended At night I lay and think of us, I mean you and I At night I realize there's no more us At night I dream of us together again At night I wish for us to be together again But in the morning I realize it was all At Night ......................................... Purity once had a name, And beauty once had a face. Life once had a meaning, And once I was safe. Once there was freedom, And once I could laugh. Happiness once was alive, And once I had another half. Once I shared her love, Once I was by her side, Once I felt I fitted, So quickly that died. Her grace so great, Her beauty so vast, All I ever wanted, Was for it to last. Fate maybe had another plan, Or maybe she had another love, But it all fell apart, The hand too big for the glove. Now it's all died away, Happiness, joy, love; all memories. Now I walk alone in this dark, dark world, With no light to guide my way. ;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;; Why does the thought of death The feeling of ending this life The torture, the pain, the hurt The discomfort I cause, Why does it feel so right? But the thought of the pain The mechanics, the method The hows and wherefores.. Why is that so beyond me, my abilities, My confidence? I know I would be better dead All I care for is others All I do is hurt others All I want to do is leave others To their lives away from me Is my inability from caring? Knowing the final act of hurt The final ability to screw others To give those who truly care A pain even I haven't done before? But they would recover And they could see it was done Maybe not consciously, but truly For the best for them And therefore the best for me. Is it fear that stops me? The inability to take the pain I couldn't inflict on myself The yellow man I am, The quitter, never finishing the Job So I carry on to conceal the feelings Trying to do all I can for all And still I hurt and give pain Cause confusion wherever I go That is why I pray to die. |
Language: | english, spanish, hebrow, arabic, thai |
Interests: | sports |
Favorite Music: | hiphop and pop |
Favorite TV Programs: | discovery channel |
Favorite Movies: | so many |
Places I've Traveled To: | many places |
I'm Looking For: | friends |
Dating
Sexual Orientation: | Straight |
Dating Status: | Single |
Body Type: | Slender |
Eye Color: | Brown | Height: | 6'0" |
Smoking Habit: | daily |
Drinking Habit: | social |
Religion: | Christian |
Interested in Meeting for: | Friends, Activity Partners, Dating |
Currently Living with: | Alone |
In a social setting, I'm: | Shy at first, but warm up quickly |
TV watching habits: | Sports Nut |
Sense of humor: | Friendly, Clever / Quick Witted |
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Manila
Philippines
Washington D.C.
United States
i wish you great weekend ...
god bless
Manila
Philippines
Washington D.C.
United States
have great day
New York, New York
United States
Washington D.C.
United States
Washington D.C.
United States
have great day
Manila
Philippines
Washington D.C.
United States
thax for droping by to say hi ..
wht do you do for living?
Manila
Philippines
Washington D.C.
United States
do youl ive in phili?
Manila
Philippines
Washington D.C.
United States
Manila
Philippines
Washington D.C.
United States
i didnot hear from you long time ...
just wanna say hi
Thailand
Washington D.C.
United States
so wht do you do for living?
thax wish you great day too
New York, New York
United States
Washington D.C.
United States
i hope you had great weekend as well..
Philippines
flower princess
Washington D.C.
United States
wish you great day
Philippines
flower princess
Philippines
flower princess :)
Washington D.C.
United States
so how old r u ?
Washington D.C.
United States
so your really 87 y old?
Bangkok
Thailand
i think u don't stay at Thailand
u forget me!!!if u have a free time and u think of me pls sent e-mail to me
miss u naja
Washington D.C.
United States
im doing great thank you ...im in US now ..2 months already ..i didnot forget you but i think your busy or you dont like to continue ...
how are you? how is your work?
Bangkok
Thailand
take care
Washington D.C.
United States
my work is good ...hard work but i enjoy it ..
Washington D.C.
United States
i think i will go back to thailand by next year ...
do you really miss me?
Bangkok
Thailand
may be we can meetting after u come back
take care
Washington D.C.
United States
how is your work? how is your friend?
miss you
Washington D.C.
United States
sure i do enjoy my work here ...
take care
New York, New York
United States
Washington D.C.
United States
wish you great day