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meloy96's Homepage http://www.zorpia.com/meloy96 Thu, 07 Jan 2010 11:17 EST Thu, 07 Jan 2010 11:17 EST Zorpia.com lol http://www.zorpia.com/meloy96/journal/1918056 just running around killing time, lol what about you? Personal http://www.zorpia.com/meloy96/journal/1918056 Mon, 20 Jul 2009 05:53 EST annoyed venting http://www.zorpia.com/meloy96/journal/1916929 Even across an ocean one can not escape hate, love seems to fall by the waste side when it comes to true emotion. even i get annoyed every now and again but those who know me know i can usually keep a level head about things. But a bit back i got a series of emails that actually pissed thee living shit out of me for a few minutes before i regained myself, sadly i vended my moment of weakness on a friend who was just conveying what she had heard and was merely venting herself, rather the taking a clam approach to it I basically said what was really on my mind which i rarely do, this is what i said;   "lmao, I now laugh even harder at these ppl. it you don't trust me then its fine, you don't have to end the end we can really only rely on our own resolve when it comes to these matters. even if you choose never to confide in me ever again Iâ€™ll still be here should the need ever arise why because you a good person and a close friend. although I would like to pop in a nugget that you can mull over or dismiss. in the entire time you've known me have I ever said unkind things to or about a woman guys yes all the time hell there where some i just wanted dead but only under the most tire of reasons did I ever give up on them. during all the odd misadventures we've had were our lovely friends are banning someone from the group, did i ever stop hanging with that person, being there friend?   Sometimes I wonder much Iâ€™ve actually spent on B-gifts, parties, bills, books, classes, groceries, clothing for first days back to school. the number of times in the middle of the night, @ work, on vacation, even across the county & ocean to console so many when their upset the hours upon hours on the phone or right beside them to catch so many tears some I hadn't even know for even a day I knew in my heart if it came down to it Iâ€™d die for them no questions asked.    Often you ladies and gents ask me if I have a girlfriend or if Iâ€™m seeing anyone and if you know me I just laugh and make some pervy joke to quickly change the topic. its because I refuse to fail you if I can help it. if me missing a date or 2 means you are safe and happy Iâ€™d do it till the end of time. do with that fun fact what you will like I said if you have to say bad things along with them to make it stop, if you truly are that tired, then please curse me, try and kill my name. I care not because you will be happy and thatâ€™s all that I want. but know this,  I GORDON MELOY HESTER II AIRMAN, SON, BROTHER, AND FRIEND WILL NEVER STOP BEING THERE FOR YOU & OUR SLIGHTLY DISFUNCTIONAL FRIENDS. IF YOU EVER NEED HELP I'M STILL HERE. AND I WISH YOU THE BEST. PEACE"   sorry for the poor sentence structure i was mad at the time. i am also sorry but i ment every single work jumbled as they may be. if you ever need help, I'm still here now that, thats done its time for ice cream tacos! yummie(^_^) Personal http://www.zorpia.com/meloy96/journal/1916929 Tue, 14 Jul 2009 16:05 EST moved back to the place of my birth http://www.zorpia.com/meloy96/journal/1910587 lol, yaa it was time to move back i haven't really lived here for a while so i moved back to germany, lol great to see old friends and meet new ppl, but i still miss some of the conviences from living stateside all this time, oh well familys always telling me I'm one of those grass is always greener kind of guys, tee hee moved here about 2 months ago just thought i'd pop a little note on here about it Personal http://www.zorpia.com/meloy96/journal/1910587 Fri, 12 Jun 2009 00:13 EST wee katrena http://www.zorpia.com/meloy96/journal/1876126 yep i moved to mississippi! woo love the ppl and its time or mart'e graw i know its hella mispelled oh well i'm happy Personal http://www.zorpia.com/meloy96/journal/1876126 Tue, 27 Jan 2009 22:25 EST Rain http://www.zorpia.com/meloy96/journal/1832326 Bwaahhhhhhhh!!! i miss the rain, how with one clensing breath the land is refreshed and clear. I miss that counter to fire Miscellaneous http://www.zorpia.com/meloy96/journal/1832326 Thu, 28 Aug 2008 17:39 EST trip http://www.zorpia.com/meloy96/journal/1787229 lol, having fun at the beach, wish you where here! bye bye Personal http://www.zorpia.com/meloy96/journal/1787229 Wed, 26 Mar 2008 17:00 EST Join me! http://www.zorpia.com/meloy96/journal/1772677 Hey I've decided to raise a sleeper army so far I have 1,300 volinteers so join us or well get you, mwahahaha............Ahhhh a spider kill it kill it!   *SPLAT* whooo that was close.... ahhh another spider!!! Personal http://www.zorpia.com/meloy96/journal/1772677 Sat, 09 Feb 2008 08:13 EST hmm/... http://www.zorpia.com/meloy96/journal/1770034 in my dream, why did she have to die? Personal http://www.zorpia.com/meloy96/journal/1770034 Wed, 30 Jan 2008 07:16 EST K. to the F. to the C. http://www.zorpia.com/meloy96/journal/1761552 "What are you supposed to be?" was the question the average-looking mundane man asked me while I was standing in line at KFC tonight. Being somewhat surprised that someone even spoke to me (it doesn't happen often, due to my intimidating demeanor, I suppose), I still managed a quick comeback: "A damned weirdo-- isn't it obvious?" It didn't seem to be the reply he was expecting or even hoping for. Looking somewhat confused, he said, "oh," and left with his dinner in hand. He seemed disappointed that I didn't attempt some long-winded explanation, and also that I didn't appear flustered by his big "confrontation." As I sat eating my dinner, I started to ponder the question. Just what the hell AM I supposed to be, relative to J. Random Mundane? I'm a bit of colorful (not literally) background to their otherwise drab and routine lives. Wouldn't it be that much more boring if everyone they encountered looked, acted, and spoke pretty much the same way they do? I provide their day with something memorable; they can say to themselves, "Oh yes, I remember last Wednesday. That was the night I saw that tall weird guy in KFC." I'm an example. They can look at me and be thankful they're not weird like me; that their god made them and their family and their children good, wholesome people, and not some black-clad weirdo who probably drinks blood and does drugs and worships Satan. Just by looking at me, they can feel superior, and this makes them feel good about themselves. They can pity me, and pray for my soul, and be all the better for it. I'm a scapegoat. I, and those like me, embody everything that's wrong with the world these days, all rolled up into one convenient, evil- looking package. Drugs, violence, AIDS, moral decline-- all the fault of people like me, and nothing to do with them. They're just the victims, the poor innocent citizens whose world I'm ruining. I'm the villain. They're frightened of me; I might attack them at any moment. Or their children, or their spouse, or someone else they know. So they're cautious when they see me, wary of the crimes I'm going to commit, of the killing spree I'm about to go on. They don't stop to notice that most such crimes are perpetrated by people who look a lot more like them than like me. When the evening news interviews the killer's neighbors, they rarely say, "He always wore black, listened to strange music, and was really strange." It's always, "He was so nice and quiet. We never suspected he could ever do something like this. He seemed so normal." So, Mr. Flannel-n-jeans, that might not be what I'm supposed to be, nor what I intended to be, but that's what I am to you. I'm more purposeful than you even realize. Personal http://www.zorpia.com/meloy96/journal/1761552 Tue, 01 Jan 2008 12:48 EST Ho ho ho http://www.zorpia.com/meloy96/journal/1749276         The temps growing cold and so are our hearts. So many friends have been lost through tragidy, distance, time and by our own hands. Think back way back to middle or even elementary, how many of those people you once called your "Best Friend" do you still actually still hang out with? Do you even know their family? If you went missing would your family ask them where you where? The tears that flow from loss... is their anyone left to catch them on their heart? Here to keep you moving from day to day when you just want to fall to your knees and give up. If you are reading this I want you to look through you page, your phone, your mind and find an old friend you havenâ€™t talked to in ages and reconnect... Just call a friend and say thanks for being there, because so many have no one to confide in and wall through the cracks of life never to rise again.   This has been a holiday notice brought to you by Gordon M. Hester a.k.a. Mr. Snow. Personal http://www.zorpia.com/meloy96/journal/1749276 Wed, 21 Nov 2007 18:10 EST Rating System http://www.zorpia.com/meloy96/journal/1735741 Hi hi, hereâ€™s my Friend Rating System(FRS) that well it puts you into a kind of category, you know the type of friend I think you are. Its nothing bad. But which category do you think you fall into. LOL Protection -- This class is know for loyalty and for protecting females & loved ones from physical and emotional pain. When times get bad, they'll be there to stop the pain.(Pros better as council) Blitz -- This class is similar to the "PROTECTION CLASS" except they deal almost entirely in the offensive aspect of friendship. The best way to explain it; if a rumors going around about you then rather then tell you and try to comfort you they'll just kick the crap out of those spreading the rumors. (blitzers to call in a fight) Intel. -- This class won't fight they just gather info on whatever you need, they can tell you where?, when?, how?, and often why? This group works best with Com. & Blitz Com. -- Communication class, they can get in touch with almost any and everyone like that. They are able to give you the contact info on almost everyone you know, quick fast and in a hurry! Another group not to into fighting but will get people there to back you up. Works best with all classes. Recon -- fast moving and quick to talk although a good source of information often times no reliable in accuracy and may just be rumors. Although when it comes to sight their not matched. Where this class shines is in relationship watch. Because this is one of the largest classes they see a lot in most places and will tell you if your significant other is cheating or someone is planning to get you. This class works best with Protection, Ghost, and Com. classes. Ghost -- Ghost class friends are basically friends you know that others don't know and won't really notice. They are close friends that if asked will keep and eye out for you and watch people you don't trust. Often loaners they don't really care how things turn out and may not tell you anything if you don't ask and when they do you often have to pry it out of them. Good friends, although a bit lazy, LOL. Work best with Runner & Recon classes Sleeper -- Plain and simple this class of acquaintance is not a friend, you just know their name and not much more. You don't hangout and their just there mainly on the off chance your someone screws you over in some way. They have no emotional ties to you or the person your sending them upon. Basically muscle this class works almost solely with the Blitz class. Motivator â€“ Super up beat almost all the time this class is basically the glue that holds the different friend branch groups together. Often suggesting the insane, fun and down right odd this class brings excitement and chaos into the mix almost always making you laugh or just say 'What?" This class works well with every class for the most part but best when combined with Protection classes. Runner -- This class is all about travel and transport they'll bring you from point A to B and whatever in between! This class comes in handy when you need to get to another city FAST! Loyal and rarely denying you safe passage this group almost falls into the Protection class for their general demeanor. this class works best with almost all class, NEVER COMBINE WITH SHEEP CLASSES! Sheep -- Sheep....they just go with the crowd, no real opinion often saying it doesnâ€™t matter what they do. Often waiting for others to decide for them and just sitting around and their kind of dull....baaaa, LOL This class really lacks individuality often being seen in the near exact same attire but not rally knowing what it means. Often know as the fools in the group. Just there for looks. Mem. -- basically keep track of any and every detail from any event in near perfect detail often having tons of pics, vids or general info about everyone. Works well with Intel., Protection, & Com. classes. Tracker -- can find just about anyone past or present often a bit lazy except when ask to do what their good at this class will find you in any place you hide. Will work with all classes even sheep. This class is one of the more dangerous yet needed groups. Often helping protection class but also helping all other groups equally. Puppet -- Watch out for this class they are just there to gain your trust and can turn on you in a heart beat, if the Puppet master tells them to often the most loyal friends they are the weakest. As they have lost most of what made them unique and becoming a sort of dog to another. Often hard to brake the strings that bind them when you do you have to catch them or they just fall and fade. If you do catch them you have a loyal life time friend. Works best with Sheep and Recon. class. Well thatâ€™s it for Gordons rating system, they are in no real order so pick two that described you the best. Or hell pick some of your friends and do them! I just got board and hell you must have been board to read all of this so why not do it! (^_^) yaaya! Personal http://www.zorpia.com/meloy96/journal/1735741 Thu, 11 Oct 2007 15:40 EST eye http://www.zorpia.com/meloy96/journal/1700624 <del>...</del> <del>If I cut my eye with this razer these blood tainted tears will show you everything and nothing about me.  You will know that no matter how cold I act I can still feel pain and I can by wounded deep enought that my true essence; my heart; my mind; my soul will pour out for all to see, for all to know.  If I cut my eye with this razer I will know you aswell. But which is worse?  That I could do this to myself without flinching or that I could do the same to you.  Will you blink or gaze back with new insight on anothers; no your own soul...</del> Personal http://www.zorpia.com/meloy96/journal/1700624 Tue, 03 Jul 2007 15:32 EST Pain... http://www.zorpia.com/meloy96/journal/1699147 This pain, this pain that grips me in the nightâ€¦ All that I know all that is real is this pain griping ever tighter around my throat. Why wonâ€™t it just finish my now rather then teasing me of over the abyss; licking my soul with ever growing intent? Is this some sort of test to see how long Iâ€™ll last before I end it myself, why I ask you again! ...*growl* â€¦ (*_*) Oh, lol it was just hunger, time to go to taco bell Yummies!!!!!!! (^_^) now I happy yaa Food & Drinks http://www.zorpia.com/meloy96/journal/1699147 Fri, 29 Jun 2007 22:55 EST People http://www.zorpia.com/meloy96/journal/1689834 We the Unwilling, Led by the Unknowing, Are doing the Impossible, For the Ungrateful!  We've done so Much, For so Long, With so Little, We are now Qualified, TO DO ANYTHING WITH NOTHING! Zorpia Related http://www.zorpia.com/meloy96/journal/1689834 Wed, 06 Jun 2007 23:44 EST Remnant http://www.zorpia.com/meloy96/journal/1667893 Itâ€™s true I guess, Iâ€™ve become a remnant of days long past. As I look on at old photos of friends & family, I canâ€™t help but feel a bit sadâ€¦most are still around close but still far; a few have run away; gotten arrested again; died;â€¦or even sadderâ€¦they just fade into the memories of those that once held them dearâ€¦ How many have I forgotten, friends that Iâ€™ve lost to the trials of time? Sureâ€¦thatâ€™s all I can say for certain Iâ€™ve forgotten my share of friends but Iâ€™ve made a ton to fill that empty void inside me. This is just another message from a friend you once held dear, a friend who was there for the good times and the badâ€¦â€¦â€¦â€¦â€¦â€¦â€¦.damn, sorry for going on about nothing. Who really cares about the ramblings of a fool, lol                                                                                                     Sin~ Gordon Hester P.S best of luck to you all in life. Personal http://www.zorpia.com/meloy96/journal/1667893 Thu, 12 Apr 2007 21:16 EST