Journals
Wednesday,Dec 17 2008, 09:59:11 PMbecause smiling is the alternative for crying...
i don't know why i said that lu... suppose it just came straight out of my head? suppose... maybe in the time i need, i hv to take my mind away from thinking? suppose i m sick and tired of feeling upset?...
if smiling is a disguise... i'll laugh!!
but i won't let myself cry in front of anyone... it's not worth it.
Friday,Dec 5 2008, 05:59:40 PMone day
i've decided to give myself one day to come over; one day to break down if i want to...
and i realise that all i need is inspiration... i've received it! i found my comfort and i m fine now... i hope u are too...

