Alright, so theres probably no one else besides mindy gonna read this. but i figured i was bored and why not explain my feelings now and from when i first met you baby. Well to start, when i met you i was lookin for no more than a friend because i was with jenn, but then me and her had falling outs and eventually broke up. I had NO ONE to confide in, due to friendships that ended by them backstabbing me because of me and jenn breaking up. I was depressed all the time. Until you started talkin to me more and more. at first i thought, "no. shes way too good for me" and to tell you the truth i still think thats true. but then you started doin something most people cant do. Make me smile. You are amazing when it comes to making me happy when everythings going wrong, or making me smile when i havent been able to all day. At first i had no idea what it was about you. And i tried not fallin for you as fast as i did, but i couldnt help myself... you fit the description of my dream girl and i know that if i didnt "catch" you when i did, i wouldnt be happy with anything that would ever come my way. Ever since i told you i loved you, ive been hearing your voice reply to it over and over again in my head. When im at school, all i think about is you and spending my life with you. When im anywhere else i think about calling you just so i can hear the voice that brightens my whole day... i have soo many feelings for you that i never knew i could have toward a girl again... and many more that ive never felt... 

I know we havent really been together, but even not being together i know you were meant for me and i was meant for you. i can promise ill never treat you as bad as them other guys did, and i know you would never leave me down like everybody else does. Idk alot of things right now, but one thing im positive of, is ill never wanna lose you no matter the price. i would do anything for you. but the feelings i have for you are so oxymoronic. For starters, youre the only girl that can make me cry, but yet make me smile at the same time, Second youre the only girl that makes me happy and sad at the same time, and third I love you, and the thing about this feeling is the second part is different to me... you actually love me back... i can never get over if you were to ever leave me baby. YOU ARE MY WORLD! YOU ARE MY EVERYTHING! I LOVE YOU FOREVER AND ALWAYS BEAUTIFUL, THE DAY THAT CHANGES IS THE DAY THAT INFINITY ENDS...