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ME nd JOSH

Sun, 11 Jun 2006 02:24 EST

june 9th 2006

HAPPY ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY!!

ISNT IT AMAZING HOW TWO PEOPLE FALL DEEPLY INLOVE..YET IN ORDER FOR THEM TO BE TOGETHER THET HAVE TO BE AWAY FROM EACH OTHER.. SEE OTHER PEOPLE ND SEE IF THEY ARE JUST NOT MEANT TO BE.. THEN ONE DAY IT ALL COMES TO MAKE SENSE, THAT NO MATTER WHERE THEY GO NO MATTER HOW FAR THEY ARE OR HOW LONG THEY DONT EVEN CONTACT EACH OTHER.. NO MATTER HOW THINGS CHANGE.. THEY STILL LOVE ONE ANOTHER DEEPLY!

WELL I THINK ITS PRETTY AMAZING... JOSH NGIRASWEI ND I HAVE BEEN FRIENDS SINCE LIKE WAT FRESHMEN/SOPHOMORE IN HIGH SCHOOL. WE BECAME BESTEST FRIENDS.. WE DID THINGS TOGETHER SHARE EACH OTHER SECRETS ND WE BASICALLY HID OUR RELATIONSHIP. WE BOTH WERE PRETTY MUCH FREE TO DO WATEVER WE WANT BUT WE STILL HAD EACH OTHER... WE WERE PRETTY MUCH TOGETHER I MIGHT SAY.. WE DID THINGS COUPLES WOULD DO... WE GET JEALOUS OF EACH OTHER.. WE FIGHT... BUT IT ALL WAS FUNNY BECAUSE WE DIDNT MAKE DA COMMITMENT TO BETOGETHER FOR REALS.. WELL AFTER A LONG WHILE... WE BOTH CAME TO REALIZE THAT WE NEED EACH OTHER DEEPLY..DURING HIS ND MY RELATIONSHIPS WE STILL HELD TIGHT TO EACH OTHER SECRETLY.. DEN ON

JUNE 9TH 2005

OUR HEARTS BECAME ONE!! LIKE IT SHOULD HAVE BEEN SINCE DAY ONE
IVE BEEN CRAZY IN LOVE WITH JOSH SINCE OUR VERY FIRST KISS... ND SINCE THEN IVE WISHED FOR THIS.. AND..

HERE WE ARE HAPPY ND INLOVE.. WE ARE STARTING TO PLAN DA WEDDING DA BABY ND DA LIFE... LOLS WELL KIND OF... I LOVE HIM VERY VERY MUCH ND I KNOW HE LOVES ME TOO..
WE WILL GET MARRIED..WE WILL HAVE KIDS.. ND WE WILL BE TOGETHER ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS!

TO MAH BEBE: I LOVE YOU ND I KNOW U KNOW THAT BY NOW.. ND U MUST BE SICK OF HEARING IT EVERY DAMN SECONDS.. LOLS.. I LOVE YOU TOO!! HEHE

TOECH ER KAU

yOoOo whOoOo im sOoOo x-tremely x-cited...

Tue, 25 Oct 2005 01:35 EST

**Casmir..mOtOL nd Ochob!! at 14th ave... next pic.. Band..obzy.Ben.Luch.Ing.nd MOtOL on tOp..hehe hung over from da partee at bellows beach juss nite before... hehe LOOKING tired,,,guys!!o by da way... datz da famous...non alcoholic (puhlease) OBZY nd da GANG da 14th AVERS!! yaouch!!

Urrei..Ashley..PrinCess Tammy..Ariel...MotOL nd CaSmir @ nOrthshOre haWaii... hOtt.. next.. mOtOL daz me! nd sHarLa nite oUt in gUam... cheers ladies...hehe SU...SULY took da pix we had to take da pictue with her name made with Marlboro Lights 100 menthol..lols... hehe dont tell i do smoke sometimezz,,, oopz!

sHarla SuLy nd mEeh.. feelin lil tYpSy..almost closing time,, hehe den das me..MOTOL nd JOSH.. hehe i carry dat pictue like everywhere i go..lols.. dat was first class seat... i think was 3 c & d..seats from GUAM to PHILLIPINES den to PALAU..Princess tammy took da pix.. missing josh already!

**juss couple of pictures to enjoy!!!! da xtremely xciting life of MOTOL TOECH KODEP

in good or bad times!

Fri, 21 Oct 2005 22:28 EST

---*nOthing interesting*--- juss that this month has finally paid off,,hehe i got da promotion... yay!! im in management already... hehhe yay!! and me nd mah hOnee has been happy..actually i think happier than ever.. jOsh is da one ive been looking for all along and im so freakin happy i swear.. i wont trade dis happiness for anything,, i feel so blessed..so lucky i might say...

However all dis happiness theres also saddness that lies within,,, mah step fathers dad has juss passed away nd it hurts me so much cos he was such a wonderful person... so funny... i swear... he likes dancing and wen mah mom told me last nite that he has passed to the better world... all i could think of was how he danced.. tears came nd the saddness evolved mah heart... there are so many people who needs him in this world nd i send mah sympathy to them all,,. i hope you all get through dis,,, nd dont forget that GOD has plans for us all... i pray that he be with you through dis very difficult time of your lives.. nd help you through it,,, to mah step grandpa.. may you rest in peace.. nd you will truly be missed...

GOD do have his reasons...

mOtOech ra jOsh

YADDADAIMSAYIN

Thu, 06 Oct 2005 03:59 EST

...hey yall.. its been awhile since i last update.. hehe been busy as hell nd wen i am online i juss email mah honee bee... so yeah!! nothing new juss same same... me loving josh...me tired of work...me bored... nd etc etc etc... great news though,,, im finally promoted at mah job so im like management now... more money man hehe so yeah das da latest,,, the class took place at pleasanton CALI on 10-04 so yea..met a lotta people.. nd da class was not at all i expected it was FUN FUN FUN nd LOTSA FUN.. so im certified now.. nd watnot,,, good stuff i guess..

so i also got hired at another job which will conduct an interview with me tommorow nd den ill now mah hours to start... kk... yeah im getting mah ass whooped by all dis job but it keeps me busy e mengiil ra babe er ngak...

okei nothing much goin on now its juss dat its kinda late nd i gotta go to work in the morning so i think imma seal for now nd update more tommorow...

**tO mah hOnee bee... i love you so much nd i want you to know that i 100 percent support ur decisions... al etik mal soak but if it makes you happy den ill get over mah self,,come on now beibi... da sun does not rise nd set on mah ass...hehe i love you nd i wanna see u happy nd enjoy with ur friends esp da world out there..as long as you know ur way back im cool...okei so go with ur plans enjoy to da fullest but tekker of urself okei?? nd dont forget taht im always thinking of you... betik a renguk er kau el load ra load!!

wink wink smilez...
tOech ra jOsh

mah trip to belau n love to JOSH!!

Sun, 28 Aug 2005 00:38 EST

jOsh B. ngiRaswei

You are the love of my life.
A dream that stepped right out of my sleep.
You are my bitter and my sweet.
You are my weakness, my pain, my tear, my
Laughter, my joy and my strength.
You are more than a week, a month, or a year.
You are my blessing forever,
My friend, my life and my sweet lover.
May this love we've started continue on..
because babe.. I LOVE YOU
always did and always will!!!!

**i was in belau juss this summer..okei again cos i had to drop somethings off for mah family and i had to see mah honee!! well okei so i did go and though it took me forever i got there.. and we got to spend a nite at mah house and at his.. i met his whole family.. and he met mine.. oh mah gosh and his dad made us BELOCHEL.. i had such a time.. meral mle ungil a asi er ngii anest to God never did have em with any guy i went out with so when his dad was all saying, "eleoch el buchelsechal" i was like kekeke... im juss 20 """COME ON NOW""" lols e babe i love you.. well yeah josh been so good to mah family and i swear i love his family every single one of em... i am so happy with mah life rite now.. all im doing now is trying to fullfill our PROMISE.. his parents has agreed and mine cant be happier to see us together so yeah.. well almost everyone in mah family likes josh so i think imma be happy with this one..

well okei so yeah i came to hayward juss yesterday i got stuck in hawaii, i had fun though id miss mah babey juss happy to be there for Kieth and Lyolas wedding and their barbecue... also had fun withObzy and Casmir ma Bich and all dat they did all da money they spent and for making every single one of em minute memorable.. yeah so i was stranded in Hawaii and we slowly split so i was stuck alone..and it took me 4 days to get on the flight to LA, TEXAS den back to SFO.. so yeah at the airport i met some Army studs... hehe di fake dimle Mcraylee Omelau..Tracy Nobuo, Jesita Pedro, and more.. plus Jason Riungel i think well he was pretty nice gave us buuch.. e meral imis el mle nice.. so yeah we were on a plane to Los Angeles and all split... Jason went to Missouri.. McRaylee and em went to Cincinnati and me Houston Texas.. den back to SFO.. well i got home and ate den straight to sleep. oh yeah EMAILED JOSH.. so yea das bout the story of mah trip wanna know more and da fun @ Hawaii email me.. hehe..

well now things are back to da same routine work and bunch of bullshit.. but one thing that i enjoy in mah whole life is JOSH BELTAU NGIRASWEI.. yeah babe i love you and i miss you.. thanks for taking me to Melekeok and being ur self oh by da way YOU AND MAH MOMS anest u both do ur thing ak mla dead ra mondai,.. hehe love you so much baby.. well i will keep mah promise and u and i will live happily forever and ever.. betik a renguk er kau.. well babe i miss you and ill keep on emailing you!!

TO JOSH: babe i know uve heard it enough but thanks for all youve done and thank your mom and dad for da belochel.. betik a renguk er kau el imis ra ulis e diak a mo tomelii a delongeld.. like u said... we are stuck together and im happy with it anest to GOD meral imis el soak kau e soak el melemolm ra klengar er ngak lobengkem.. love you!!

givin mah shoutouts/mah love

Sun, 07 Aug 2005 00:18 EST

Hey here i am juss sitting feeling like shit i swear... i was suppose to leave to belau tonyte den things came up so i reschedule for tommorow.. well its official supposedly so i should be in belau by tuesday nite.. cant wait man.. its crazy.. but yeah ill be there..ive been having a funny feeling about all dis but o well.. things do happen for a reason.. [so i believe] well so yeah no worries no matter wat... im always going to be alrite.. ngak a motol kodep [di daits] lol but yeah! ive talked to rush ngiramengior well weve been talking cos he's about to be deported to iraq. [sux i know..im hatin] but he seems to be happy so as long as i know that he would be fine its okei. well yall know pretty much all da details in mah life so i dont need to be braggin all da time..

**juss a quicky for mah friends..esp. PHS class of 2003..[where ever you all are..dont forget to wish upon dat star...i know deep in mah heart dat everythings going to be fyne.. i miss yall... and holla back its been awhile] rush ngiramengior..ill be praying for u bro,, u know ill miss you..all da souljah.. im proud of yall...

**to mah fambam da K O D E P.. esp mi madre..mi padre..mi hermana mi hermano.. te amo... mucho mucho.. lol.. love yall too much.. and to mah sis obzy whose bout to be goin to training.. ill miss u and i love u... bilang in da navy.. holla chicah.. miss tu.. kirvie..sis palau wont be da same without u..miss u millions.. to mah sis..TELM NGIRACHITEI, girl cant thank you enough.. u been there through thick n thin.. love you millions chicah! im always here for u! Dilu, ayayayaiiiii miss u millions... ill see u in about two days,, hehe but yeah girl imma be here for you endlessly.

**to everyone whose been there for me every step of da way. da strangers dat made mah days..teachers esp. merline for leading me da rite path.. for teaching me da essential knowledge of life.. hehe and every single person who gives a smile.. may GOD BLESS!

**to JOSH BELTAU NGIRASWEI..babe i will love you always.. always did always will.. no matter wat happens between u and me.. ngidi modengei el kmo YOU AND I WILL BE FRIENDS FOREVER!!

tOechjOsh
LOVES

kk yall.. tekker thanks for stopping by and HOLLA atcha GIRL... aite den PEACE!!

..::miSs mOtOL sHerrie kOdep::..

aint nothing interesting,,same ol'

Tue, 02 Aug 2005 04:45 EST

Hey its been awhile since I stopped by..well mah summer has been great so far,, and mah gosh im inlove with dis perfect gentlemen whom I juss got off da phone with.. I miss him..da love of mah life MR JOSH B. NGIRASWEI. Well things have been alrite lately.. Emails phonecalls.. People tryin to mess us up and all dat shit but weve pulled through and dats the beauty of us.. We have always been able to accomplish things together and we are accomplishing now so im very happy. Nothing much have been going on except that im taking a trip to see mah boo in less than a week so im so happy bout dat. Funny how dis may sound but I juss found out dat someone still likes me. See it may be good news if I was not with anyone and still like da guy.. But I have someone who is willing to be there for me and understand wat im going through and all dat crap in mah life and vice versa so I really don’t see a reason to leave all dis. I care bout da dude I really do, but im in love with JOSH and dats dat. Its been a journey dis past months and I can honestly say it was rough.. Fighting all da rumors..da jealousy da dumping and all da crying. But I made it and GOD had a plan for me. So im juss so freakin thankful that I made it and I want to thank mah family especialy mah boyfriend Josh for sticking by me through it all. I would also like to say, IM SORRY IF I EVER DID HURT ANYBODY I SWEAR ON MAH LIFE I AM. TO SOMEONE EL DI NGII EL MEDENGELII.. THANK YOU FOR FORGIVING ME. YOU ARE SUCH A SWEET PERSON AND I THANK YOU FOR THAT. Well things been pretty much da same me loving missing and wishing to be with JOSH… mah family and most of all mah friends, also work and mah management training is in progress finally. Another thing is that IM HAPPY AGAIN. AND I THANK EVERYONE WHO HAD A SAY IN IT,, YALL HELP ME AND ILL BE FOREVER THANK FUL..
To mah baby.. I LOVE YOU AND I MISS YOU.. SEE U IN A WEEK BABY!
Aite yall dats been me da past month yadda dai mean? hehe donno how to spell dat but o well kk tekker GOD bless and hope to hear from yall soon.. Enjoy da remanding of ur summer!!
Peace.. MiSskOdep ra jSwei is OUTTA HEA!

tO jOsh er NGAK!!

Sun, 19 Jun 2005 04:25 EST

GOD SENT ME YOU.. JOSH!!

I didn't know I could love
anyone as much as I love you
for the sound of your voice,
makes all my dreams come true.

You walk into a room, and
I know you have arrived;
my heart skips a beat when
you walk up to my side.

You smile and i get weak,
you hug me and
everythings seems okei,
you kiss me and all things dim,
baby, i want to keep u forever!

I hope this kind of magic stays
forever between us two,
and the whole wide world will
know that God sent me you, JOSH.

My love, you know you are my best friend.
You know that I'd do anything for you
And my love, let nothing come between us.
My love for you is strong and true.
~ by Sarah McLachlan ~

Let the world stop turning,
Let the sun stop burning,
Let them tell me love's not worth going through.
If it all falls apart,
I will know deep in my heart,
The only dream that mattered had come true
...In this life I was loved by you.
~ by Bette Midler ~

**theres nothing much going on juss hanging out with ochob brell eltuk aloys and jay ma mars..watching the film from the GRAD PARTEE and laughing..hehe i like it cos wen i go to sleep it kills me cos i miss mah bebe so much.. i talked to him today... hehe he was like half asleep when i called but my GOD i felt good talking to him.. i didnt go to work cos after i talked to him i cried mah self to sleep again i was so weak to get up.. i miss him so much and i cant stop thinking bout him.. JOSH you make me so HAPPY and the fact that im finally with you and not hiding from whoever i juss want you to know that this is a dream come true..ke di medengei a mle eldechedechak remember when i told you that u were always to late... im juss so happy that i waited for you dis time.. i really dont care what people seem to say bout me and taking advantages cos u know how i was always running to you for help when i had problems with mah boyfriends and u to me.. we both know the inside of the story and for now i dont care wat they say cos i love you and you love me and dats all there is to it... they can talk away but i juss want em to know that i LOVE YOU and have never LOVED anyone as much as i love you... if i survived all the mondai and the errirs den having to be happy is more then enough to keep me with you forever I LOVE YOU and I WANT THE WORLD TO KNOW...that im all yours!! LOVE YOU BABE!

mOtOL n jOsh

Sat, 18 Jun 2005 06:38 EST

im in love!!! for the first time in so long i can actually remember being so happy.. im with someone now and i am so happy!! mah gosh its weird but i have always liked dis person its juss that i was involved with some one and yes i was hooked on.. but me and dis good frend of mine were still tight we did things that everyone knows about and though i denied every single one of em i juss want to clarify taht they were mostly true... im sorry if i hurt anyone in the process of being true coming out clean and start all over... JOSH NGIRASWEI and I have connected in LOVE,LAUGHTERS,TEARS (di kid e babe), SMILES and mah GOD lets hope FOREVER.. dis guy makes me crazy... ive always enjoyed mah time with him cos he lifts me off mah feet, bring a smile to mah lips and oh send shivers down mah spine... I LOVE HIM always HAD! from any degree i swear I DO! but im doing long distance again and some part of me dont want to but i dont think i can let him go... i cant live without him... i was always running to him for answers for help and most of all for the friendship but now im there for love a deeper love den ive ever imagined... babe our plans are great and they will be fullfilled like u said ONE PATH ONE HEART ONE VISION....if we do like it taht much den u know it will come true im already working on it and oh mah GOD i love you i love you and i love you.... dis is a message to whomever i hurt in the process of finding happiness... to this person... i care! im sorry if i hurt you in anyway... i know u hate me and i dont blame you... and i know for a fact that you wont forgive me but juss know that i am sorry.. if u think this is a game den its not,., girl... i do respect you and im sorry if i made ur life a living hell... i did not mean too... its jsus that i fight for wat i want... and i want him... but if u and him belong together den i dont have saying juss knwo that i apologize and i hope u can find it in ur heart to forgive me~ to all mah friends its finally true... MOTOL KODEP and JOSH NGIRASWEI... i love you josh and i will always will..diak kobekikl eak di motirakl aikel telbiled... ill see u babe in a month~ tekker and BETIK A RENGUK ER KAU....

--NGALK RA J-SWEI

hOw bOut sOme LoVe!!

Sat, 21 May 2005 02:20 EST

yah yah yah..so im bored as hell trying to find something to do... oh im sleepy but i dont want to go to sleep juss yet.. hai i donno.. well okei so things have been good lately... pretty checks.. good work hours.. church bible study and all dat religious have been blossoming and i cant thank GOD enough for it has not only made me a different person it has brought us more closer and bonder than ever and its amazing!! Also im getting a promotion at work.. well its kind of still in the process i still have to go through bunch of interviews as well as some classes and shit there are so many things to memorize so yeah its a long shot yet ive started somewhere which is not that bad.. hehe okei so das bout it with me!!

mah MAN is doing fine,,, hehe its actually going juss fine,,, still dont want to go public yet cos dis person is rather wat can i say SPECIAL... heehe i know if u feel offended reading dis,... to dat particular person who i talked to,, ke di medengei a cheldechedechak okei... but erei ea friend er kau a mal etil// ehhe wat ever well yeah im happy where i am now,,, its good and fine and of course there are some worst but hey who does not go through all those... okei yeah so im yatter yatting about none sense and yall might not be interested so okei...

just a quicky to mah SHOUT OUT 2 all mah good buddies from back in em days... esp PHS 2003 dirt roads..tornado.. calm seas.. mountains and lakes.. tears and love... laughter and anger we all pulled through.. so lets juss cherish da past and start the future together... seek for that shining star and REACH FOR IT AND NEVER STOP REACHING.. TO DREAM THE IMPOSSIBLE AND TO BECOME WHO WE HAVE INTENDED TO BECOME THAT VERY DAY WHEN WE MOVED THOSE TASSLES AND REMOVED THOSE GOWNS.. I BELEIVE WE CAN DO IT.. AND SO MAY IT BE DONE... TO ALL MAH FAMILY AND FRIENDS MUCH LOVE.. TO THE GRADUATING CLASS OF 2005 PHS.. SO PROUD OF YOU ESP TO KIRVIE DILU ALICIA OSMOCHEL REMARII KARABI HAI SO MUCH U ALL KNOW WHO U ARE.. IM SO PROUD OF YOU AND THINKING OF YOU ALWAYS... I LOVE EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU DEARLY... TEKKER TILL NEX.. PEACE

DIZ BEBE IS out! miSskOdep

quOte of da mOnth: Friendship often ends...

Tue, 05 Apr 2005 00:10 EST

quOte of da mOnth: Friendship often ends in love; but love in friendship--never
--Charles Caleb Colton

:smile: mah gOoOdness... life have been treating me so beautifully lately.. first mah BDAY on da 27th was good.. i had so much fun and no matter wat happend i still really enjoyed it.. dont care wat people may view it but it was rewarding and i felt good bout it! well another thing is that my family did a lil partee and it was fun... BIG THANKS to em'... okei also since mah bday fell on easter i swear i felt to blessed and refreshed... au kay.. so mah lil sis ALOYS went to HAWAII gosh never seen her that happy.. i am so happy for her and i pray that all things will stay da same cos she deserve the best,,,, wOw... i finally had a chance to tell someone that i cared so much for that i do care for him and i really did want him to know... i do believe that all dat happens were meant to be and i want that person to know that i have no regrets too... it juss sad how i wish that i kept him though i was not able to and i wont be able now cos i dont want him to think that the only reason im running to him is cos im free,,, but i really do want him to know that i meant every single one of em words i said to him those nites we were together... to this person..you are unbelievably wonderful and i swear i do feel a bit jealousy wen i see u so happy,... cos something inside me seems to want to be with you... but we have made it clear that we wont let that make us not be friends again and i think that we are PERFECT TOGETHER as FRIENDS... juss know that I DO CARE AND I DO LOVE YA!! OEKI THEN I THINK THAT I AM VERY HAPPY BEING FRIENDS WITH YOU AND I WOULD NOT TRADE THAT FOR ANYTHING ELSE IN THE WORLD. also i am very happy for you and i wish you the best things in life!! tO all mah wonderful frends esp the PHS class of 2003 miss yall and i wish you all da best in life and do contact me sometimes okei?? to everyone who has been there for me i want to thank each and everyone of you for all em things you did i love you all... TO MAH FAMILY ESP MAH MOMS I MISS YOU SO MUCH AND U KNOW I LOVE YA!!

kk dats bout it in mah small minnie head and ill update laters....

diz BEBE is OUT!!---- miSskOdep

quOte fOr yall: " If I think I can do it, I...

Mon, 21 Mar 2005 00:25 EST

quOte fOr yall: " If I think I can do it, I know I can. If I know I can, then I will."

diz been happenin this month----

okei so things have been da same up in here... except somethingz which are juss worth remembering and some that are juss so freakin annoying u juss wanna kill somebody.. okei let me start with the killin'.. therez diz boy who called me like wat 3 times and claim that he wanted to talk.. as bored as i was and da fact that his ugly ass cousin wanted to chat juss for the heck of it i decided that i might be a good idea juss to chit chat with em... however,, he thinks now that i like him... REALITY CHECK... how can u like someone who is head over heels in love with ur FAVORITE COUSIN/SISTER?? nigga i may be bad and i may have hurted tons of people in mah life but i swear i wont her mah sis like dat... i know that timez or all da time i may be the worlds biggest bitch but i aint dat shady... o well so i was saying he called me i hanged up on his sorry ass and dat was bout it... goodness he piss me off like hell....
---yeah on the 10th and 11th we danced at menlo atherton High school's international nite... it was nice and we felt hella good cos things went great,,,, except the second nite the coconut tree or watever almost fell on mah lil sis but hey it was the bomb and i swear we look nice imma post pics later..yeah and i had da opportunity to meet some of Adriennez tite ass friends... their so wonderful... to yall (( i had a blast in gettin to know yall.. u all are wonderful keep up da smiles and da love))... oh yeah but someting happend that very friday which i swear made me happy but kinda sad at the same time cos i donno if it was me who was in da "situation" or someone else.. well but yeah been kinda happy lately and all.. okei so some people seem to think im a bitch for doing strictly something that ive always wanted to do and i think so does the other person cos at the time it juss felt rite and watnot!! :) but by the way now its all on me and how i was trying to do something that this person did not like and i seem to have forced..loikel... meng mengerirs ra ruchedal loikel.... man i ve been so mad and i cant seem to do anything bout it but wat da hell... mla mo merek el tekoi and yes dimlak expect er ngii el last forever was juss da spur of da moment kikil a wolf... but yeah therez diz one thing that im trying to do rite diz time and ill tell yall wen da time is rite..

k den.. i also have diz huge problem... gOsh u know things happened rite and u know dis certain individual is like so gettin on mah nerves.. i think i juss got the signal wrong cos u know its like weird how i seem to think that its diz wen i think its not cos nothing been happening lately.. oikel i dont care its not like im stressing or anything cos i dont like him no more its juss funny how im so gullable... hehe anyways... yeah work has been such a pain,,, long hours and headaches,, mah boss is fukin annoying and shit,,, kikil a wolf man i need a life seriously ive been so BORED and i hate it... well yeah so i think that i should juss get over mah self and do wat i do best,,, DAY DREAM lol okei so yeah i really cant express anything here so if anyone is interested (which is like so NO) hehe me fob ass... well yeah email me motrans13@yahoo and ill juss holla back all da details bout everything... cos some bitch might start shit and i already hate hate hate her from her head to her toes... lol okei well thanks for stoppin by and dis weekend will be a partee in da SOUTHGATE PARK and we'll be dancing so come by and chek it out.. and den one more thing well juss an advice,... LIVE LIFE TAKE RISKS and HELP ONE ANOTHER... okei den much alofaz to yall ma laters..... peace out!!