Journals
Sunday,Jun 11 2006, 07:24:36 AMME nd JOSH
june 9th 2006
HAPPY ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY!!
ISNT IT AMAZING HOW TWO PEOPLE FALL DEEPLY INLOVE..YET IN ORDER FOR THEM TO BE TOGETHER THET HAVE TO BE AWAY FROM EACH OTHER.. SEE OTHER PEOPLE ND SEE IF THEY ARE JUST NOT MEANT TO BE.. THEN ONE DAY IT ALL COMES TO MAKE SENSE, THAT NO MATTER WHERE THEY GO NO MATTER HOW FAR THEY ARE OR HOW LONG THEY DONT EVEN CONTACT EACH OTHER.. NO MATTER HOW THINGS CHANGE.. THEY STILL LOVE ONE ANOTHER DEEPLY!
WELL I THINK ITS PRETTY AMAZING... JOSH NGIRASWEI ND I HAVE BEEN FRIENDS SINCE LIKE WAT FRESHMEN/SOPHOMORE IN HIGH SCHOOL. WE BECAME BESTEST FRIENDS.. WE DID THINGS TOGETHER SHARE EACH OTHER SECRETS ND WE BASICALLY HID OUR RELATIONSHIP. WE BOTH WERE PRETTY MUCH FREE TO DO WATEVER WE WANT BUT WE STILL HAD EACH OTHER... WE WERE PRETTY MUCH TOGETHER I MIGHT SAY.. WE DID THINGS COUPLES WOULD DO... WE GET JEALOUS OF EACH OTHER.. WE FIGHT... BUT IT ALL WAS FUNNY BECAUSE WE DIDNT MAKE DA COMMITMENT TO BETOGETHER FOR REALS.. WELL AFTER A LONG WHILE... WE BOTH CAME TO REALIZE THAT WE NEED EACH OTHER DEEPLY..DURING HIS ND MY RELATIONSHIPS WE STILL HELD TIGHT TO EACH OTHER SECRETLY.. DEN ON
JUNE 9TH 2005
OUR HEARTS BECAME ONE!! LIKE IT SHOULD HAVE BEEN SINCE DAY ONE
IVE BEEN CRAZY IN LOVE WITH JOSH SINCE OUR VERY FIRST KISS... ND SINCE THEN IVE WISHED FOR THIS.. AND..
HERE WE ARE HAPPY ND INLOVE.. WE ARE STARTING TO PLAN DA WEDDING DA BABY ND DA LIFE... LOLS WELL KIND OF... I LOVE HIM VERY VERY MUCH ND I KNOW HE LOVES ME TOO..
WE WILL GET MARRIED..WE WILL HAVE KIDS.. ND WE WILL BE TOGETHER ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS!
TO MAH BEBE: I LOVE YOU ND I KNOW U KNOW THAT BY NOW.. ND U MUST BE SICK OF HEARING IT EVERY DAMN SECONDS.. LOLS.. I LOVE YOU TOO!! HEHE
TOECH ER KAU
Tuesday,Oct 25 2005, 06:35:13 AMyOoOo whOoOo im sOoOo x-tremely x-cited...
**Casmir..mOtOL nd Ochob!! at 14th ave... next pic.. Band..obzy.Ben.Luch.Ing.nd MOtOL on tOp..hehe hung over from da partee at bellows beach juss nite before... hehe LOOKING tired,,,guys!!o by da way... datz da famous...non alcoholic (puhlease) OBZY nd da GANG da 14th AVERS!! yaouch!!
Urrei..Ashley..PrinCess Tammy..Ariel...MotOL nd CaSmir @ nOrthshOre haWaii... hOtt.. next.. mOtOL daz me! nd sHarLa nite oUt in gUam... cheers ladies...hehe SU...SULY took da pix we had to take da pictue with her name made with Marlboro Lights 100 menthol..lols... hehe dont tell i do smoke sometimezz,,, oopz!
sHarla SuLy nd mEeh.. feelin lil tYpSy..almost closing time,, hehe den das me..MOTOL nd JOSH.. hehe i carry dat pictue like everywhere i go..lols.. dat was first class seat... i think was 3 c & d..seats from GUAM to PHILLIPINES den to PALAU..Princess tammy took da pix.. missing josh already!
**juss couple of pictures to enjoy!!!! da xtremely xciting life of MOTOL TOECH KODEP
Saturday,Oct 22 2005, 03:28:08 AMin good or bad times!
---*nOthing interesting*--- juss that this month has finally paid off,,hehe i got da promotion... yay!! im in management already... hehhe yay!! and me nd mah hOnee has been happy..actually i think happier than ever.. jOsh is da one ive been looking for all along and im so freakin happy i swear.. i wont trade dis happiness for anything,, i feel so blessed..so lucky i might say...
However all dis happiness theres also saddness that lies within,,, mah step fathers dad has juss passed away nd it hurts me so much cos he was such a wonderful person... so funny... i swear... he likes dancing and wen mah mom told me last nite that he has passed to the better world... all i could think of was how he danced.. tears came nd the saddness evolved mah heart... there are so many people who needs him in this world nd i send mah sympathy to them all,,. i hope you all get through dis,,, nd dont forget that GOD has plans for us all... i pray that he be with you through dis very difficult time of your lives.. nd help you through it,,, to mah step grandpa.. may you rest in peace.. nd you will truly be missed...
GOD do have his reasons...
mOtOech ra jOsh
Thursday,Oct 6 2005, 08:59:58 AMYADDADAIMSAYIN
...hey yall.. its been awhile since i last update.. hehe been busy as hell nd wen i am online i juss email mah honee bee... so yeah!! nothing new juss same same... me loving josh...me tired of work...me bored... nd etc etc etc... great news though,,, im finally promoted at mah job so im like management now... more money man hehe so yeah das da latest,,, the class took place at pleasanton CALI on 10-04 so yea..met a lotta people.. nd da class was not at all i expected it was FUN FUN FUN nd LOTSA FUN.. so im certified now.. nd watnot,,, good stuff i guess..
so i also got hired at another job which will conduct an interview with me tommorow nd den ill now mah hours to start... kk... yeah im getting mah ass whooped by all dis job but it keeps me busy e mengiil ra babe er ngak...
okei nothing much goin on now its juss dat its kinda late nd i gotta go to work in the morning so i think imma seal for now nd update more tommorow...
**tO mah hOnee bee... i love you so much nd i want you to know that i 100 percent support ur decisions... al etik mal soak but if it makes you happy den ill get over mah self,,come on now beibi... da sun does not rise nd set on mah ass...hehe i love you nd i wanna see u happy nd enjoy with ur friends esp da world out there..as long as you know ur way back im cool...okei so go with ur plans enjoy to da fullest but tekker of urself okei?? nd dont forget taht im always thinking of you... betik a renguk er kau el load ra load!!
wink wink smilez...
tOech ra jOsh
Sunday,Aug 28 2005, 05:38:14 AMmah trip to belau n love to JOSH!!
jOsh B. ngiRaswei
You are the love of my life.
A dream that stepped right out of my sleep.
You are my bitter and my sweet.
You are my weakness, my pain, my tear, my
Laughter, my joy and my strength.
You are more than a week, a month, or a year.
You are my blessing forever,
My friend, my life and my sweet lover.
May this love we've started continue on..
because babe.. I LOVE YOU
always did and always will!!!!
**i was in belau juss this summer..okei again cos i had to drop somethings off for mah family and i had to see mah honee!! well okei so i did go and though it took me forever i got there.. and we got to spend a nite at mah house and at his.. i met his whole family.. and he met mine.. oh mah gosh and his dad made us BELOCHEL.. i had such a time.. meral mle ungil a asi er ngii anest to God never did have em with any guy i went out with so when his dad was all saying, "eleoch el buchelsechal" i was like kekeke... im juss 20 """COME ON NOW""" lols e babe i love you.. well yeah josh been so good to mah family and i swear i love his family every single one of em... i am so happy with mah life rite now.. all im doing now is trying to fullfill our PROMISE.. his parents has agreed and mine cant be happier to see us together so yeah.. well almost everyone in mah family likes josh so i think imma be happy with this one..
well okei so yeah i came to hayward juss yesterday i got stuck in hawaii, i had fun though id miss mah babey juss happy to be there for Kieth and Lyolas wedding and their barbecue... also had fun withObzy and Casmir ma Bich and all dat they did all da money they spent and for making every single one of em minute memorable.. yeah so i was stranded in Hawaii and we slowly split so i was stuck alone..and it took me 4 days to get on the flight to LA, TEXAS den back to SFO.. so yeah at the airport i met some Army studs... hehe di fake dimle Mcraylee Omelau..Tracy Nobuo, Jesita Pedro, and more.. plus Jason Riungel i think well he was pretty nice gave us buuch.. e meral imis el mle nice.. so yeah we were on a plane to Los Angeles and all split... Jason went to Missouri.. McRaylee and em went to Cincinnati and me Houston Texas.. den back to SFO.. well i got home and ate den straight to sleep. oh yeah EMAILED JOSH.. so yea das bout the story of mah trip wanna know more and da fun @ Hawaii email me.. hehe..
well now things are back to da same routine work and bunch of bullshit.. but one thing that i enjoy in mah whole life is JOSH BELTAU NGIRASWEI.. yeah babe i love you and i miss you.. thanks for taking me to Melekeok and being ur self oh by da way YOU AND MAH MOMS anest u both do ur thing ak mla dead ra mondai,.. hehe love you so much baby.. well i will keep mah promise and u and i will live happily forever and ever.. betik a renguk er kau.. well babe i miss you and ill keep on emailing you!!
TO JOSH: babe i know uve heard it enough but thanks for all youve done and thank your mom and dad for da belochel.. betik a renguk er kau el imis ra ulis e diak a mo tomelii a delongeld.. like u said... we are stuck together and im happy with it anest to GOD meral imis el soak kau e soak el melemolm ra klengar er ngak lobengkem.. love you!!