Journals
Wednesday,May 25 2005, 01:53:00 PM
darn... its so funny cos u know, things have been the same every since i last blogged... its not so funny i know.. cos im all about parteez and shit.. but im fo reals.. im slowing down,.. getting to know life and all its struggles... im not in school anymore... yes i took about 2 years in La Sierra University and they were hard times... i met so many wonderful people and wat not,,, (lol) but yea.. my bills are like up to HELL--oooo yeah i am like 7-10,000 dollars in debt and im working to pay that off and den ill go back and finish.. it might not be LSU but ill go back to school,, imma not slag man i need school. however im working hard,,, saving some and paying some... still not wasting YET! well okei, i make about 500 dollars in two weeks but dat aint nothing in CALI its minimum so im looking for either a better job or a second job.. depends... but yeah.. okei so das bout it with life...
I am not with no one if others are wondering,.. im single and happy.. yes im talking to someone and things are getting serious but dis time imma wait for someone.. IF HE MAKES A MOVE ILL STICK TO IT BUT AFTER DIS SUMMER ILL MOVE ON.. IT SUCKS COS I NEVER WAS ABLE TO GIVE HIM A CHANCE COS I WAS ALWAYS WITH SOMEONE.. EVER SINCE LIKE FRESHMEN YEAR IN HIGH SCHOOL, NEVER BEEN SINGLE FOR MORE THEN TWO DAYS SO I KNOW I DID NOT GIVE DIS SPECIFIC A CHANCE SO ILL WAIT.. YES I LOVE HIM AND YES ITS WHO U THINK IT IS.. LOL MIGHT NOT BE.. BUT YEA..
** das bout it with life and ill blogg later cos i got somethings to get done... aite well get in touch mah frends.. tekker and GOD BLESS!
diz hOnee is Out--mOtOL
Saturday,May 21 2005, 07:20:19 AMhOw bOut sOme LoVe!!
yah yah yah..so im bored as hell trying to find something to do... oh im sleepy but i dont want to go to sleep juss yet.. hai i donno.. well okei so things have been good lately... pretty checks.. good work hours.. church bible study and all dat religious have been blossoming and i cant thank GOD enough for it has not only made me a different person it has brought us more closer and bonder than ever and its amazing!! Also im getting a promotion at work.. well its kind of still in the process i still have to go through bunch of interviews as well as some classes and shit there are so many things to memorize so yeah its a long shot yet ive started somewhere which is not that bad.. hehe okei so das bout it with me!!
mah MAN
is doing fine,,, hehe its actually going juss fine,,, still dont want to go public yet cos dis person is rather wat can i say SPECIAL... heehe i know if u feel offended reading dis,... to dat particular person who i talked to,, ke di medengei a cheldechedechak okei... but erei ea friend er kau a mal etil// ehhe wat ever well yeah im happy where i am now,,, its good and fine and of course there are some worst but hey who does not go through all those... okei yeah so im yatter yatting about none sense and yall might not be interested so okei...
just a quicky to mah SHOUT OUT 2 all mah good buddies from back in em days... esp PHS 2003 dirt roads..tornado.. calm seas.. mountains and lakes.. tears and love... laughter and anger we all pulled through.. so lets juss cherish da past and start the future together... seek for that shining star and REACH FOR IT AND NEVER STOP REACHING.. TO DREAM THE IMPOSSIBLE AND TO BECOME WHO WE HAVE INTENDED TO BECOME THAT VERY DAY WHEN WE MOVED THOSE TASSLES AND REMOVED THOSE GOWNS.. I BELEIVE WE CAN DO IT.. AND SO MAY IT BE DONE... TO ALL MAH FAMILY AND FRIENDS MUCH LOVE.. TO THE GRADUATING CLASS OF 2005 PHS.. SO PROUD OF YOU ESP TO KIRVIE DILU ALICIA OSMOCHEL REMARII KARABI HAI SO MUCH U ALL KNOW WHO U ARE.. IM SO PROUD OF YOU AND THINKING OF YOU ALWAYS... I LOVE EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU DEARLY... TEKKER TILL NEX.. PEACE
DIZ BEBE IS out! miSskOdep
Wednesday,May 4 2005, 03:54:00 AM
Mary McLeod Bethune: "Without faith, nothing is possible. With it, nothing is impossible."
----I have not blogged in ages.. i swear i never had the time.. things have been kinda hectic these days and i donno wat to do with mah time.. is like work...work work and den sleep sleep sleep.. i work bout six days in the week.. and only sundays off.. and u know but lots have happened and its crazy...
* mah mom had a still birth to a beautiful baby boy.. mah LATE BROTHER KINLEY U. LIEP. it saddens me because i did not get to see mah lil baby brother... but GOD has plans for everything... i know that he did not make a mistake and that we all learn from our lives struggles and we all know that .... what i have learn from diz i dont know cos i still am sad... but i have come to understand that it happened for a reason rite?? and that seems to keep me going each and every day.. i dont know if it was a test of faith... a hard lesson in life... a price to pay for all the sins or what but GOD KNOWS it all!!.. I love mah brother like crazy and i pray that ill get to meet him someday!! LOVE YOU MOM!!
*ive been having a having problems with mah so called boyfriend.. we dont seem to connect anymore.. man!! its so weird being in a relationship rite especially with this person that im kind of with!! well okei with!! well wateva...lolz.. i dont think about mah past life if you all think that.. its juss that there seems to be soemthing missing... gosh i dont know wat its juss drives me crazy.. its so fucking stupid how it is rite now..hai diak kudengei.. i dont even want to talk about it... i want out sometimez den its all bout HIM den vice versa,,, mah goodness wat ever happened to me...ikel its aite... i like this person im with now,.. whose name will be kept on da down low till im ready to go public... well yeah i care a lot bout him and i want him to know tha problem and we'll work it out together... aite e "BUIK" yoro ra "NGALK"..
*kk... work... hmm been going GREAT... loving it...yeah yeah yeah mah boss not mah big boss juss mah second boss is still getting on mah nerves but i have come up with ways to avoid her and juss make her pissed heehe yah yah yah i know im good..lols bai erei!!yeah been getting grerat remarks from mah customers and da region manager so im in a such a good shape juss gotta keep it up!! den i still do GET toOOoo tired... hehe but aint nothing in life is easy rite??
*kk been keeping in touch with mah classmates and friends.. Dilyabed, Rona, Bilakerei, Olivia Jerry Greenlaw (called her in Korea), Dawn, Yvonne, Ulang, etc etc etc... so yeah im happy.. but yeah juss a SHOUT OUT to em rest that i have not talked to in ages... yall know i love ya miss ya and hopin to c yalls soon... repeat em BAD ASS things we are GOOD AT. --
*********aite been yatteyatting for a long time... imma save some for laters aite.. and if yall wanna holla herez mah new digits... so dial em up anytime.. aite...j10D00PM11 hehe get em down... aite... well do tekker ma nex.... aite and keep in touch.....
GOD BLESS YALL and REMEMBER ME IN UR PRAYERS AS I WILL DO DA SAME! MUCH LOVE MA ATODE.... PEACE OUT NIGGAZ...DONT FORGET TO HOLLA ETCHA GIRL!