Journals
Tuesday,Jul 5 2005, 10:45:00 PM
All love that has not friendship for its base,
is like a mansion built upon the sand.
~ Ella Wheeler Wilcox
---man i have not blogged in so long but imma juss give a brief on wat has happened this past month and some!! well i went to Belau on the 4th of June actually i left cali den nd i arrived on the 8th! wats so funny is that i got bumped in houston hawaii (which i got to see luch,bich, yolch,kieth, band, rodch, OBZY and sO on sO forth) and den Guam.. well wen i got to palau kirvie and clifft came to get me at the airport..we dropped off cliffton and den me and kirvie were driving around looking for josh who was suppose to come to the airport.. nd i left before he got there.. well.. so yeah we got to melekeok and i called josh and his crazy head drove to meleke around two am.. juss to see me.. wehn he got there we talked.. nd on the previous blog i mentioned giving a chance to someone who i have loved for a long time.. and taht was josh! so wen he asked me out i did not want to wait cos dats wat ive wanted for so long... so yeah we started dating..(officially) on the 9th of June.. we caught the sunrise nd all dat,,, okei so i was so happy!! well after that i went to SPC.. man it was dead but yeah i got to play some games and all... i saw travis.. he looks okei..happy i might say... its funny cos i dont feel a bit saddness that we aint together again.. of course there weere good times ng ding its over so dats dat... i have never been this happy nd i think im inlove cos JOSH is AMAZING always have been and da fact that im his girl now is enough to make me happy. so yeah i was in palau den i left to guam to escort brells girlfrend to belau.. wen i got back it was saturday so we went out me and mah boyfriend.. we went to every single club in palau.. it was fun.. i like hanging out with him and i totally enjoyed mah nite... meral mle fun and i spent all mah days and nites with him until i left on the 14th. though it was short.. i still enjoyed it cos me and josh did so many things... we watched the sunset.. hang out under the moonlight..talked..and i met his dad.. and all that so i am happy... real hapy. so yeah das wat happened in BELAU and i did fall in love and i will always be in this cos i love josh and dats dat! well a lot of people hate me now.. but i dont know he asked me out and ive liked him forever so i just sayed yes.. wats so bad a bout dat...nd to all those who are in wonderment.. lol i didn t break up with travis he broke up with me so i dont understand why he gets dat way wen he sees me happy.. sorry to say but wats done is done... kuk mla mo merek meseikid.. i belong to someone else now and i think imma stay dis way until he decide to let me go... cos I LOVE JOSH too much! well okei so i am getting promoted at work i have almost everything down.. so yeah happy.. and im not with the guy in oregon no more.. so if e kom wonder im with josh..only josh el di melemolm! okei so yeah wehn i returned back from palau i picked up ochob me and brell ra hawaii and we came here but imm blog bout that tommorow,,.. okk tia kmal kemengetang! well do tekker ma klukuk ek continue... much love to mah JOSH.. and to all mah friends! dis BOBA is OUTTY!!