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mmaannddyy's Homepage http://www.zorpia.com/mmaannddyy Wed, 06 Jan 2010 02:31 EST Wed, 06 Jan 2010 02:31 EST Zorpia.com Everytime, i walk pass Mr Tapping's office,... http://www.zorpia.com/mmaannddyy/journal/1073526 Everytime, i walk pass Mr Tapping's office, I will think about my selection of A-level subjects, i still haven't make up my mind. I don't know what i wanted to be. I wanted to do something that i like but that would be a difficult decision becasue i didn't do it in GCSE. It would be a different road if i choose something else. But the problem is i like most of the subjects i have studied and some i haven't. I have so many interests? but which should i follow? Personal http://www.zorpia.com/mmaannddyy/journal/1073526 Wed, 09 Mar 2005 12:09 EST For twice, I wanted to cry 2day... probably... http://www.zorpia.com/mmaannddyy/journal/1070550 For twice, I wanted to cry 2day... probably 2 much crying-causing-hormone... Why? Why? I become like the typical UK weather... Sometimes pouring rain, sometimes, sunshine, sometimes snowing, sometimes cloudy??? <IMG style="WIDTH: 60px; HEIGHT: 67px" height=147 src="http://www.zorpia.com/smi/22.gif" width=185 align=absMiddle border=0> So sleepy these days? I would do something i like as relaxation, but how can i if someone cannot co-operate? Jealous to those who can achieve their dreams? But may be i should think of the things i hv? Worries... self-comforting....Worries.... self-comforting...continue like this i will become<IMG src="/smi/48.gif" align=absMiddle border=0>, <IMG src="/smi/16.gif" align=absMiddle border=0>,<IMG src="/smi/06.gif" align=absMiddle border=0>, <IMG src="/smi/15.gif" align=absMiddle border=0>.... struggles n struggles...anyway....! Personal http://www.zorpia.com/mmaannddyy/journal/1070550 Mon, 07 Mar 2005 15:13 EST I think i will miss those time practising... http://www.zorpia.com/mmaannddyy/journal/1062418 I think i will miss those time practising the pieces. i feel like not me... Anyway... i dunno wt 2 say.. Ha Ha....<IMG height=35 src="http://www.zorpia.com/smi/23.gif" width=34 align=absMiddle border=0> I thought i will hv loadz 2 do after da exam... but still i dunno want to do them... So mo liu... no i nid 2 work!!!! Yes da ICT CW Personal http://www.zorpia.com/mmaannddyy/journal/1062418 Tue, 01 Mar 2005 13:39 EST I can't stand this... i want to tell you off. http://www.zorpia.com/mmaannddyy/journal/1029294 I can't stand this... i want to tell you off... But when i face u, i can only smile. I tell 'tales'about you to other ppl. But what can i do to change you? Responsibility is simply not an easy thg to do, but u can't reli avoid it. Take it! I m so disappointed, mo loi and angry with u! Not da 1st time! I don't mind if u tell me the truth, but i just don't want to talk 2 u for a moment! I don't know if u know i m talking 2 u, but i hope u know what i was trying 2 say! u ar always ng de ng due~ i don't mind if u want to do sth, which i may not agree. But speak it for god's sake!!! 4 many times, i didn't tell u off, tried to smile at u and tell u how i felt. becos i simply just can't tell u off in front of u! But i know i am angry, i know why i am angry! Do U know why? i hope we can discuss this stupid matter when i calm down a bit! Personal http://www.zorpia.com/mmaannddyy/journal/1029294 Sat, 29 Jan 2005 17:39 EST Ho gui arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!! Dunno y i... http://www.zorpia.com/mmaannddyy/journal/1025852 Ho gui arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!! Dunno y i hv so many things to do. I am the same as the others, may be even less subjects. Y do i hv so many things to do? PPL worry about love and whatever, i concern about my workload???? I am so X tired! (sorry for being a bit rude today and i realise actually i hv been quite rude to myself recently.get used to say those gum gei~~bad lang.) Even when i attend the most interesting lesson; genes and cross selection... or whatever like those, i didn't even pay attention to it. However, i tried unlike those ppl talking all the time, or doing maths challenge during physics lesson. (sorry to those who may be hurt, or may be she won't even notice i am mentioning her!) AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~ so tired even more stressful than hving exams... >.< Personal http://www.zorpia.com/mmaannddyy/journal/1025852 Wed, 26 Jan 2005 17:02 EST I dunno y i suddenly want to cry... read so... http://www.zorpia.com/mmaannddyy/journal/981248 I dunno y i suddenly want to cry... read so many things just now n a story about a teen that her father bcame rich and became less caring of their family... i suddenly want to cry... and possibly because that passage was quite good... and it could describe the emptiness and saddness that like loosing a father and everything in the family changes... SO SAD Now i still can't recover... reli want to cry... someone cheer up ar?!?!? and possiblyi read one of the news about a diver had died yen years ago and another diver was volunteered to dive down the sea and find the dead man's body... and that man also pass away without coming back... then recently some police force of a country( i forgot da name)found their Bodies... i feel reli sypathy with the volunteer that died.... <IMG height=41 src="http://www.zorpia.com/smi/09.gif" width=46 align=absMiddle border=0> Personal http://www.zorpia.com/mmaannddyy/journal/981248 Fri, 14 Jan 2005 09:59 EST Hai~~ Sometimes i think i am really bad at... http://www.zorpia.com/mmaannddyy/journal/977936 Hai~~ Sometimes i think i am really bad at reading instructions.. i always answer the wrong thing eventhough i was being really careful. When i was small, i always copy the wrong thing. I remembered once, when i was primary 3, u know we nid 2 copy the passage of da unite we were taught. I copied the passage 3 times... eventhough it was only about a hundred words... my mum n dad were so angry @ me that time when i was copying the text. i get wrong n wrong... n that makes my parents thought that i hv ' read n write difficulties' !!!! Even now i am 16 gonna be 17 in Feb... i am still so careless.... i wonder when will i grow up to become more careful and mature ????   Nvm those silly things i just said!! It is always happy to come to an end of exams....(opposite view to dear roomate, Kary; XD )even though i hvn't finish the exams YET?!?!? But i hope i won't become lazy to study.... cos trm's exams are quite important. I bet all people that are doing exams @ da moment would plan wt 2 do after exams.... i hope you guys will reli hv a nice rest.... hee hee... nvm...i nid 2 study la....  Personal http://www.zorpia.com/mmaannddyy/journal/977936 Thu, 13 Jan 2005 04:57 EST Help me ar!!! can u just get away from my... http://www.zorpia.com/mmaannddyy/journal/906237 Help me ar!!! can u just get away from my place near da computer...I am so so so scared of u although u ar only 4 cm long, but 4 u this kind of scary creature, this is already too frightening. I look at u so often cuz i am so scared of u, that i feel so annoyed... Can u leave this place place at once... i know may be u want a place to stay n hv a rest... but plz leave me a lone or should i leave u alone staying on top of my father's hi fi.... Now u are ready to leave, that's my pleasure and my wish. Door will be opened just 4 u, the curtain will be withdrawn just 4 u, wind will be blown just 4 u, to let to leave this paradise as fast as possible. The faster the better 2 me... I hate u... although u ar hard working and worth praises 4 ur gd work and sacrafices.   U STUPID BEE........ GET OFF MY PLACE... U ar the biggest bee i ve ever seen  Personal http://www.zorpia.com/mmaannddyy/journal/906237 Tue, 21 Dec 2004 23:47 EST å¥½é–‹å¿ƒå‘€!!ç•ªåˆ°hk lu....aã€€ï½ˆï½…ï½ï½„ã€€æœ http://www.zorpia.com/mmaannddyy/journal/885694 å¥½é–‹å¿ƒå‘€!!ç•ªåˆ°hk lu....aã€€ï½ˆï½…ï½ï½„ã€€æœ‰å¥½ï½„ï½•ï½é‡Žåšï¼Œä½†ä¿‚ä»ç„¶å¥½é–‹å¿ƒï¼Žã€€ ä¸éŽæˆ‘å°±å·²ç¶“ï½…ï½˜ï½ï½…ï½’ï½‰ï½…ï½Žï½ƒï½…åˆ°ï½‡ï½Œï½•ï½…å£æ—¢ï½‰ï½ï½ï½ï½’ï½”ï½ï½Žï½ƒï½…ã€€ï½Œï½ï¼ï¼ ç•¶æ™‚ï½–ï½…ï½’ï½™ç„¡å¥ˆï¼Œå˜—è©¦ï½‚ï½…ã€€ aã€€ï½‡ï½Œï½•ï½…ï¼Œä¸éŽå¥½ä¼¼ä»²é›£éŽï½‚ï½…ï½†ï½ï½’ï½…ï¼ï¼ (è«‹å®¹è¨±æˆ‘change language, chinese typing is a very difficult challenge to me!!) May be there are some thoughts hidden within themselves and didn't speak out loud so they would know what each other are thinking. May be it is not that serious, it is just what i thought. However, when i heard them TALKING LOUDLY... i nearly want to cry. The voice annonced in my heart: " I come back to HK and hope to meet my family and have a lovely chat with them, talk to them about all the funny things happened in the school, which they missed them... Now, they are arguing about a tiny little things. Is the presence of 'THE GLUE' is very important? It is 1 year and 1/3 i have left that home, and it seems that it had changed a lot since i have left... Is that a wrong decision? i tried very hard to persuade them and solve the problem..." "perhaps my mum was very pressured and tired, and want someone who really could understand her!" Personal http://www.zorpia.com/mmaannddyy/journal/885694 Thu, 16 Dec 2004 23:13 EST æˆ‘æƒ³æ¸¸é€²ä½ çš„æ€æµ·ï¼Œé€éŽæ–‡å—è·Ÿä½ ä¸‹ä¸ http://www.zorpia.com/mmaannddyy/journal/821385 æˆ‘æƒ³æ¸¸é€²ä½ çš„æ€æµ·ï¼Œé€éŽæ–‡å—è·Ÿä½ ä¸‹ä¸€æ¬¡åœ°ç„ï¼Œä¸Šä¸€æ¬¡å¤©å ‚ï¼›è¿”ä¸€è¶Ÿå¾žå‰ï¼Œå¾€ä¸€è¶Ÿæœªä¾†ï¼›æ¯€ä¸€å€‹ç¹å›‚åŸŽï¼Œå»ºä¸€å€‹çƒæ‰˜é‚¦ï¼›åƒä¸€å£è¾£æ¤’ï¼Œè«‡ä¸€å ´æˆ€æ„›ã€‚ Personal http://www.zorpia.com/mmaannddyy/journal/821385 Thu, 02 Dec 2004 17:32 EST [IMAGE] Hong Kong, I love YOU, I am coming... http://www.zorpia.com/mmaannddyy/journal/816875 <IMG style="WIDTH: 489px; HEIGHT: 441px" height=227 src="http://www.heycookie.com/wallpaper/Illustration_wallpaper/illustrationwall10.gif" width=303> Hong Kong, I love YOU, I am coming back on 16thDecember, wait for me will you!! I miss you sooooo much!! You are always the one i remember!! 2 more weeks to go Yeppy!!!!Yeppy!!! Sooo Happy!!!   Personal http://www.zorpia.com/mmaannddyy/journal/816875 Tue, 30 Nov 2004 11:31 EST Hee hee, i think i'm a bit emotional now,... http://www.zorpia.com/mmaannddyy/journal/813142 Hee hee, i think i'm a bit emotional now, cuz i was so down yesterday, but i am so happy today, except the time in the morning although i am going to have Geog test, n need to hand in my Chem CW tomorrow, and i still have 1/2 of my CW havn't done, may be that's becuz i spend my time wisely today. Ha i even went to town!! I need to work hard and i believe i can do it. Hay!! Hay!!People who are stuck at da moment!! cheer upp. Spent your time wiser, and work you will feel happier!! GOOD LUCK TO ALL OF YOU!! Personal http://www.zorpia.com/mmaannddyy/journal/813142 Mon, 29 Nov 2004 16:46 EST I want to give up now, it is like walking in... http://www.zorpia.com/mmaannddyy/journal/806341 I want to give up now, it is like walking in the dark without light, going through a place with horrible creature surrounding me, I am scared, helpless, hopeless, and disappointed. What can i do, while i have no idea, what i could do to improve my intelligence. I am feeling like i am a stupid, why somebody could do much better than me, while i try so hard to be hardworking. Isn't that fair?? Why??? While somebody are enjoying themselves, i try to avoid those laughters and concentrate, will i be successful? Is that possible? Personal http://www.zorpia.com/mmaannddyy/journal/806341 Sun, 28 Nov 2004 16:10 EST Finally, it had become the history of mine!!... http://www.zorpia.com/mmaannddyy/journal/751560 Finally, it had become the history of mine!! The grade 3 singing examination has passed. Although i didn't know my results yet, no matter what i get, i will still do my best. I love singing... It is so good to know how to sing!! And express myself! I told the examinor that my throat was not good and it had been so dry for 2 weeks, he also asked me and greeted me. I did quite well on my songs, but oral was not that good. Anyway, this is me, no one can change me!! Other hand, i talked to my family, i felt really bad as i came here, i could not be the glue of my family. From the dynamics and the way they spoke, the content as well. I know that there are some communication problems within my family. I tried my best to educate them and tell them that actually both of them have problem of saving secrets. Misunderstanding of both of them made thing worse. I hope my sister could be more gentle, think positive, and relax more on work, and talk more to my mum. I hope my mum could understand more of my sister, as she has to do her projects with her friends and need to use the computer. I hope that my father could get a ..... as soon as possible or what ever he wants to do.... I hope everyone in the boarding house will be happy!! I hope people won't talk about others, and be considerate!! There are so many wishes of mine that couldn't tell at the same time, but I will do my best to continue to be the glue of people. Personal http://www.zorpia.com/mmaannddyy/journal/751560 Wed, 17 Nov 2004 13:19 EST So mo liu~~ dunno wt 2 do le... but actually... http://www.zorpia.com/mmaannddyy/journal/745540 So mo liu~~ dunno wt 2 do le... but actually i want to work hard!! however, always go 2 zorpia, heehee. So naughty!! I am so scared of the singing examination on Wednesday!! I hope i can pass it. My throat is getting worse because i practice so much, i think i have hurt it. I don't want to think about it. I am also worried about my oral of the exam, alothough it is grade 3 oral, but i dunno y i always couldn't seperate 2 times and 4 times!! That annoys me so much. I forget what i need to do, now.. As I did grade 5 theory 5 years ago, i almost forget everything that i've learnt, besides the basic ones. I don't know how to describe the music, i know it, but i can't remember it in such a short time. For the accompany piece, i always can't get da right tune, sooooooooooo worried. I hope this could become my history quickly as well as a good memory!! Personal http://www.zorpia.com/mmaannddyy/journal/745540 Mon, 15 Nov 2004 15:53 EST