Journals
Wednesday,Mar 9 2005, 04:09:01 PMEverytime, i walk pass Mr Tapping's office,...
Everytime, i walk pass Mr Tapping's office, I will think about my selection of A-level subjects, i still haven't make up my mind. I don't know what i wanted to be. I wanted to do something that i like but that would be a difficult decision becasue i didn't do it in GCSE. It would be a different road if i choose something else. But the problem is i like most of the subjects i have studied and some i haven't. I have so many interests? but which should i follow?
Monday,Mar 7 2005, 07:13:01 PMFor twice, I wanted to cry 2day... probably...
For twice, I wanted to cry 2day... probably 2 much crying-causing-hormone...
Why? Why? I become like the typical UK weather... Sometimes pouring rain, sometimes, sunshine, sometimes snowing, sometimes cloudy???
So sleepy these days? I would do something i like as relaxation, but how can i if someone cannot co-operate?
Jealous to those who can achieve their dreams? But may be i should think of the things i hv?
Worries... self-comforting....Worries.... self-comforting...continue like this
i will become
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.... struggles n struggles...anyway....!
Tuesday,Mar 1 2005, 05:39:53 PMI think i will miss those time practising...
I think i will miss those time practising the pieces. i feel like not me... Anyway... i dunno wt 2 say.. Ha Ha....![]()
I thought i will hv loadz 2 do after da exam... but still i dunno want to do them...
So mo liu... no i nid 2 work!!!!
Yes da ICT CW
Saturday,Jan 29 2005, 09:39:24 PMI can't stand this... i want to tell you off.
I can't stand this... i want to tell you off... But when i face u, i can only smile. I tell 'tales'about you to other ppl. But what can i do to change you? Responsibility is simply not an easy thg to do, but u can't reli avoid it. Take it! I m so disappointed, mo loi and angry with u! Not da 1st time! I don't mind if u tell me the truth, but i just don't want to talk 2 u for a moment!
I don't know if u know i m talking 2 u, but i hope u know what i was trying 2 say!
u ar always ng de ng due~ i don't mind if u want to do sth, which i may not agree.
But speak it for god's sake!!!
4 many times, i didn't tell u off, tried to smile at u and tell u how i felt. becos i simply just can't tell u off in front of u! But i know i am angry, i know why i am angry! Do U know why?
i hope we can discuss this stupid matter when i calm down a bit!
Wednesday,Jan 26 2005, 09:02:25 PMHo gui arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!! Dunno y i...
Ho gui arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!
Dunno y i hv so many things to do. I am the same as the others, may be even less subjects. Y do i hv so many things to do? PPL worry about love and whatever, i concern about my workload????
I am so X tired! (sorry for being a bit rude today and i realise actually i hv been quite rude to myself recently.get used to say those gum gei~~bad lang.)
Even when i attend the most interesting lesson; genes and cross selection... or whatever like those, i didn't even pay attention to it. However, i tried unlike those ppl talking all the time, or doing maths challenge during physics lesson. (sorry to those who may be hurt, or may be she won't even notice i am mentioning her!)
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~ so tired
even more stressful than hving exams... >.<

