I used to wonder when I saw you If I'd ever get to know you and if you'd ever me And if you'd notice me noticing you.. And when you did I tried so to calm myself because you said ''HELLO'' I had hoped you'd never come to know how deeply I cared.....

Though my life I've never need anyone,or so I convinced myself.After knowing you I've experienced the fear of need- and yet I'm thankful

if i were to reach back for the memories of the good times,                                                            i'd want them all back                                                                                                               so i could feel warm  again.                                                                                                      but within my limited understanding of what has been and what can be- a feeling that is gone can never be retained as it once was.                                                                                                  i wish i could believe  in the phoenix and rise from the ashes of what has been. but time only move forward to give birth to tomorrow.......