Friday,Dec 31 2004, 10:44:35 AMI remember writing in the beginning of the...

I remember writing in the beginning of the year that this year would be the biggest change of my life, I'd get out for a 6-month intern, enter new talents, go back to HK, etc. etc. Well I didn't get to do most of those, but I've achieved it all.

Let's see how I did this year in my goals and other important things...
straight A quarters/maintain godly engineering GPA - check
driver license and a car - check
citizenship and related things - check
part time job and money - check
go back to HK finally - check
work out and get buff - ='(
friends to hang out with and quality time spent - check
a girl... - ='(
new computer and games - check
try out new things - check
new fashion and hairstyle - check
begin to support family financial-wise - check

It's funny. I said I would enter new talents competition and go back to HK for it. Well I did go back to HK, but for a different reason. And at least I *have* entered a singing contest that was a big enough event that gave me the singing on stage rush.. I said I would get a full time intern and so I could relax for the rest of my school years. I made it now, but not with a full time intern (tell you more about this later!). Everything that I wanted to achieve, I've done it, but not through the original way I planned for myself.

Sometimes, even when you have money, power, fame, a car, good looks... none of that matters for a girl. For a college student, at this level, I consider myself having all of that by now (good looks are subjective opinions of everyone but hey, there's gotta be SOMEBODY that finds me attractive right, even if it's not that many. And even if it was bad at least I make it up with good hairstyle and fashion now.. unlike before), but apparently none of it really matters. I don't really know what I'm doing wrong and what I lack anymore. After every failure I look back and think about what I lacked and what I did wrong. I've improved to the point where I don't see anymore how else can I improve.

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Friday,Dec 31 2004, 10:12:50 AMth IBigi: lo iambrian930: l iambrian930: ?

th IBigi: lo
iambrian930: l
iambrian930: ?
th IBigi: yes
th IBigi: fai see add
th IBigi: waste bandwidth
iambrian930: lol
th IBigi: you understand anyway

you know you are a horrible geek when you typed "lo" accidentally when you meant to type "lol".... and you didnt want to correct the typo by adding the "l", because it would "waste bandwidth".

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Thursday,Dec 30 2004, 12:20:18 AMfinally turning 21. =) i'm one of the few...

finally turning 21. =) i'm one of the few people who turn 21 right when he's about to leave college... -_- don't get to "utilize" that privilege a lot before i leave..

looking back in 2004. i've achieved most things i planned to do. definitely didn't follow my new years plan from last year, but nevertheless i still got most of the things i wanted done, in other ways. i'll talk about it in more details later on..

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Thursday,Dec 23 2004, 02:07:32 AMSo right on. Convo with Jerry... (*wow =...

So right on. Convo with Jerry... (*wow = World of Warcraft)

th IBigi: i'll escape from reality
th IBigi: ...into wow virtual reality
TFF Trigon: ROFL
TFF Trigon: should play animal crossing
TFF Trigon: know a girl
th IBigi: thats a tard game
TFF Trigon: marry her in the game
th IBigi: lol
TFF Trigon: LOL I know
TFF Trigon: but you don't get to dig chicks in wow
TFF Trigon: LOL okiez me go mah jong ten
th IBigi: i get to own ppl at least
th IBigi: but then
th IBigi: i already do in real life
th IBigi: so thats kinda the same
th IBigi: lol
TFF Trigon: that can be like a personality check thing only
TFF Trigon: you are a management, career based, competitive person
th IBigi: lol
TFF Trigon: you like to own people, win and archieve higher goals, at the same time you give up on personal relationship cause of that ^>^
th IBigi: damn, right on target

Sad -_-

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Friday,Dec 17 2004, 08:25:09 PMi did it again. got an A in eec172, the most...

i did it again. got an A in eec172, the most hellish class for CSE/CE/EE majors in undergraduate. got a B in exb102, a supposedly easy-A GE class.

and i just found out none of my friends who either took the class before in previous years or took it with me this year got an A in eec172. i think it's because a harder class only makes me work harder... it all balances out.

does that make me top-tier or low-tier?

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