Saturday,Nov 13 2004, 06:21:19 AM[IMAGE] I almost had a heart attaack tonight...

 I almost had a heart attaack tonight man my friend almost died...this month is just not going to great with me..first i found out that a friend of mines died in which im still in shock about the whole thing well you could say im still in denial about the whole situation...and tonight my best friend got in a car accident and i thought she was gonna die but thank god her back and chest just hurt but it's nothing serious so im happy...what hurt me was that i was the only person there for her..i was the only person who came and waited with her until she was called in to be checked and waited for hr until she was checked.. i went and got her something to eat..dropped her off to get her insurance paper and everything and trust me it was cold as hell outside plus it was raining cats and dogs, and where was the other people who say they love her and care about her.. no where to be found...her boyfriend suppose to be the main one who should be there ..after her mom he should be the first one there..but where was h.. no where to be found and she's always there for him when he is in trouble or something happens to him..and i was very disappointed in them..but hey she just seen who cares for her the most..and who will have her back no matter what. I love that girl to death..i know her for almost 5 years now and she is the only person that has been true to me and i have been true to her..so if anything worst that tonight had happen to her i swear i would be crushed for a very long time.i would be in even more shock than i already am about my other friend and he being passed away..i will always remember him.

R.I.P ETHAN ....i will always have love for you my dear friend.

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Wednesday,Jun 26 2002, 02:13:00 AMWell this is the first time that I've ever...

Well this is the first time that I've ever done anything like this and I don't really know what to talk about. I'm new at this so if anybody would like to be kind and help me out by talking to me, it would be really helpful.

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