http://www.zorpia.com/onionaut Sat, 02 Jan 2010 09:35 EST Sat, 02 Jan 2010 09:35 EST Zorpia.com http://www.zorpia.com/onionaut/journal/568713 I tear my heart open, I sow myself shut My weakness is that I care too much My scars remind me that the past is real I tear my heart open just to feel Drunk and I'm feeling down and I just wanna be alone I'm pissed cause you came around Why don't you just go home Cause you channel all your pain and I can't help to fix myself Your making me insane All I can say is... I tried to help you once A kiss will only vise I saw you going down But you never realized That your drowning in the water So I offered you my hand Compassions in my nature Tonight is our last dance I'm drunk and I'm feeling down and I just wanna be alone You shouldn't ever came around Why don't you just go home? Cause your drowning in the water and I tried to grab your hand and I left my heart open but you didn't understand but you didn't understand You fix yourself I can't help you fix yourself But at least I can say I tried I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life I can't help you fix yourself But at least I can say I tried I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life. F up day Personal http://www.zorpia.com/onionaut/journal/568713 Sat, 04 Sep 2004 12:30 EST http://www.zorpia.com/onionaut/journal/563344 i'm hiding. hiding. stfu Personal http://www.zorpia.com/onionaut/journal/563344 Wed, 01 Sep 2004 11:35 EST http://www.zorpia.com/onionaut/journal/545689 sam is no stock analyst sam is dead test a sam is no "change agent" sam is calling sam is listening sam is dead * written by james and lincoln collier sam is a bastard sam is carbon neutral sam is dead @web english teacher sam is not your dad sam is expected to make sam is back sam is out to get you sam is the greatest homepage sam is beautiful sam is dead journal questions sam is stuck in the gulf without a compass sam is home sam is stupid and so he shall die sam is hooked on search and seizure and just can't stop it sam is dead by james lincoln collier & sam is xbox bound sam is leading in r sam is sam is dead at sam is a chinese spy sam is the stuff this doll is made of sam is footing the sam is 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Personal http://www.zorpia.com/onionaut/journal/545689 Tue, 24 Aug 2004 22:09 EST http://www.zorpia.com/onionaut/journal/544334 woke up. 12pm. lol she forgot to give me morning call. had some lunch with mom. showered. talk to mom. played some mahjong game on the other comp. went out to buy shrimps and stuff. these r the things i bought with $10/= - 10 no of grey shrimps $1.05 - kitchen paper towel $1.70 - Muruku Jumbo Pack $3.20 - 4 Electronic Lighters $1.50 - Got a free paper bag from 256 kopitiam western food stall. Prepared shrimps for tempura frying. Msged her that when she reach i will fry. oh yah , read the sgforums , haiz same story. hopefully turn out well. iwasbys,nmw. yh,ih, Personal http://www.zorpia.com/onionaut/journal/544334 Tue, 24 Aug 2004 03:21 EST http://www.zorpia.com/onionaut/journal/541207 went to sentosa palawan beach today with anto,yogi and tasha. met up with suzie and friends. swam and enjoying with sun sand and the sea,with out the sun block. sunburnt. went back to sembawang and had dinner,then met up with ah boy and ah zhan and played game at sembawang shopping centre. went back yishun and met up with mingfen,walked together home. sent her to her home,went back. all together,is a gr8 day. Thanks suzie for organising. Personal http://www.zorpia.com/onionaut/journal/541207 Sun, 22 Aug 2004 10:28 EST http://www.zorpia.com/onionaut/journal/529311 made breakfast for mingfen/calis. fish fillet,beehoon and veg. went back after that. felt kinda cheated. haha Personal http://www.zorpia.com/onionaut/journal/529311 Mon, 16 Aug 2004 21:29 EST http://www.zorpia.com/onionaut/journal/521219 Woke up by mike's call. Met up with him. went for the interview. successful. start work next week. part time technician. crashed at my place for awhile. went to meet mingfen/calis. mingfen gave me a hard slap on the back. shocked. but it was nice. went to kfc. yes kfc and traffic is heavy. queued for calis order. bought ramli burger. mingfen too bought. sinful yet aiyah! calis bought a heh bia they went home. mingfen acc me wait for bus while i chomp down my burger. offered me tissue. juicy burger. definately go for a second 1. went into bus 811. msged her whether she wants to meet up at her blk. she's in northpoint,so yeah. guess not. asked her again. she nvr replied. so i guess i shldnt carry on. Instead called up jingquan who lives nearby. stayed down at void deck talk cock. He's a piece of whore crap. lol talked abt comp. Guodong joined in. after which jingquan left for home. Chong pang with guodong. waited for them. never came. tick tock tick tock. Finally. xiang hui came with a girl named angela. cute girl. she's scared of me. i was too crude in my conversation then. met up with qiang. hui sent the girl home. went down 925 talk cock. talk more cock. yes. and more cock. Personal http://www.zorpia.com/onionaut/journal/521219 Fri, 13 Aug 2004 14:45 EST http://www.zorpia.com/onionaut/journal/519776 what a day. Went to catch fighting spiders with ah boy and firdaus. i caught nothing. they each caught 2 males. went to the old blk. fight the spiders. excited. long time never see. walked around the empty flats. exploring. slack at the sky garden. caught couple making out. use my sisscors which i brought to catch spiders and cut of firdaus hair and leg hair while he is sleeping. it was fun. gonna bring mike with his digicam and take some of the pictures there. went to sun plaza with ah boy. firdaus went to play sepak takraw. met 2 new ppl. ah hui , a guy in his thirties and ah buck in his late thirties,ah hui was impressed with my virtua striker. i kick ass. relac at the coffeeshop with them. ah boy treat me to 2 glasses of teh peng. cigs and more. anto called. met up with him and tasha at sun plaza. he is having problems with handling the payment of bills and stuff and was fed up when tasha asked money from him to pay off her bills. money. tasha went back after that. anto went home to put his stuff and bathe. i went to ah boy house to do for him the msn. fuck msn. his comp cant install becos t does not meet the sys requirments. got him trillian. but the msn is still not working. damn. told him i figure it out with my computer. Met up with ah zhan at ah boy house. ah boy's brother is a fucking moron. stopped trouble shooting his problem with connecting to trillian as his moronic brother wans to use the fone. went down and go meet anto. then firdaus. bought baron , garlsberg , vodka alcopops and went to the multi storey carpark to relax. ah boy opened the stairway door. i peep in. we caught another couple making out in there. a fat girl and a old guy. the guy looks pissed. as we found out his fetish for fat girls. he signal us. lol fuck that. he went off soon after that. The fat girl is crap. talked abt it for awhile and start the crapping/drinking and smoking. talked abt ghosts , girls and fuck experiences. i'm still a virgin. wtf. some one anyone . i wanna get laid. walked around and went to sun plaza 7 11 amd bought some stuff to eat. saw this family blasting music sitting outside sun plaza floor. police came. also,head a distance someone is shouting commands. weird place. its fucking 3am in the morning. After that , rotted at the playground. everyone is tired. slept on the playground. woke up around 5 plus and went back with ah zhan. All in all. im getting old. staying overnight outdoors is crap. im old. over and out. had a long day. later meeting mike for lunch/interview , mingfen/buy ingredients for sat tempura making , qiang and xianghui and shunan for beer. so tomolo i think i spend quite alot. maybe i will not eat lunch with mike. just eat something lite. buy cigs and meet up with mingfen to shop at cold storage for the tempura flour and drink beer with xiang hui and friends. i see how tomolo. cheers, Personal http://www.zorpia.com/onionaut/journal/519776 Thu, 12 Aug 2004 17:27 EST http://www.zorpia.com/onionaut/journal/515918 helped ah boy with his computer. installed kazaalite 2.4.3 for him. had beer. it's good. met up with mingfen. had lunch with her at kfc. walked and shop around northpoint. bought a crossword puzzle book at popular bookstore. never smoke that much today. on the way back. pasar malam. hungry. she bought tea egg and tapioca cake. i bought 2 tea egg. sat at the void deck , talk. doing crossword puzzles. called her. no replies. heck care. chatted with mingfen till 7 plus. sent her to the lift. went back. watched singapore idol. dumb as fuck. funny as hell. aired my radio. 2 listeners. mike and shuilong. studioradio. she? no i think i'm wasting my time. no. not going to continue. i think its what she thinks too. stop pestering me u fucking jerk. yea i know. i'm a fucking piece of scum. if u dun hav scum. u dun hav good soup. Donots - its over. yes it's over bitch. Personal http://www.zorpia.com/onionaut/journal/515918 Wed, 11 Aug 2004 12:10 EST http://www.zorpia.com/onionaut/journal/510634 sleepless nights. nicotine driven mind. - - - -- Personal http://www.zorpia.com/onionaut/journal/510634 Sun, 08 Aug 2004 15:30 EST http://www.zorpia.com/onionaut/journal/507258 Life's a bitch. O lord why r u fucking playing games with my life? fuck you lord. i don't believe you anymore. Fuck the love. i don't need it anymore. fuck it. i'm lost it,again. back to my drawing board. Personal http://www.zorpia.com/onionaut/journal/507258 Sat, 07 Aug 2004 01:58 EST http://www.zorpia.com/onionaut/journal/504441 Today wasn't bad at all. i socialize today. which is good news. Made 2 new friends , winfred and calcal. thanks to mingfen. Chatted under the block. was very enjoyable. 1 medic 2 nurse and a cook. Definately a good day. im feeling more positive now. msged her good nite same old stuff. i don't know. its like getting nowhere. Where is the photos u promised to send? im checking the mailbox everyday.' i miss you. really. very badly. you may think i am crazy because i hardly know you in person. But it seems like i cannot get to you. why? Will you give me a chance? don't just hehe. give me a answer. Personal http://www.zorpia.com/onionaut/journal/504441 Thu, 05 Aug 2004 12:08 EST http://www.zorpia.com/onionaut/journal/498923 went out to take shaver with neighbour sathesh. was on the fone all the way from home to sembawang with mingfen. lost sathesh. went anto place relac. met up with ah boy and firdaus and some indian ppl. get free cig free drinks. good for health. went back. on the fone with jiefang. sent gay chou album to jiefang and shun an. anymore takers? #studio , galaxynet , get from JunkieXL shaved my head just now. now its shiny and new. and i feel better. thanks to neighbour shaver. Personal http://www.zorpia.com/onionaut/journal/498923 Tue, 03 Aug 2004 13:57 EST http://www.zorpia.com/onionaut/journal/497234 everyday stoned. i need some sleep. Quadmix. TrickRider. Personal http://www.zorpia.com/onionaut/journal/497234 Mon, 02 Aug 2004 23:10 EST http://www.zorpia.com/onionaut/journal/489431 today had a long day outdoor cycling , met up with shun an and chat for awhile,borrowed yogi's bicycle for shun an and in the end met up anto at his blk and shunan weird temper comes in again and he went back home saying its wasting his time. oh well. pissed off really , then after that cycle with yogi anto and went around fucking the neighbourhood with my horn. yes. met ah boy and borrowed screwdriver to tighten up my horn,rushed down to yishun and met up with mike , and cycled to my house. Life is good with a bicycle with no brakes and a loud horn. Msged her i love her , she said did i msg wrongly? oh well was quite %*(&(*& but then anyways reply back nah. she says thanks. oh well. ok now resting . mike is staying over @ my house/ he has problems with his gf too. Personal http://www.zorpia.com/onionaut/journal/489431 Fri, 30 Jul 2004 09:34 EST