So it comes to be nearly mid JULY. Ah, its been awhile, huh my friends? Yea... well im busy here trying to figure out who the heck iam! lol Ive been up working lately on my new book Jeremy the less..and.. its pretty cool. Well, i wrote the plot so far, and worked out all the dates. But soon enough i will begin to WRITE it FOR REAL! lol anyways,. and im editing my last book The Rise of an Anti-Social Rockstar  It was an awesome book. Sometimes i wish i was in my books because the things the ppl get to do are like my dreams. lol becomming a famous musician.. HELL YA! but not quite so much with Jeremy.. i dont wanna kill my english class or anything like that shit he does in the book. The book is mainly to show everyone that suicide is NOT a solution,, or atleast a good one. well.. its a permanent solution to a temporary problem. Its not worth it. Thats what i mean. Besides,,, who would be so selfish? Ah, I cant undertand that much. I understand were suicidal ppl come from though bc Ive been there, in a sense. I just always held myself back. All you can really do it hold yourself back or make a mistake forever, eternally.I find myself lately... awakening to myself, realizing.. that ive been agreeing with everyone on pills,,. and happiness. but NO. its not true so why would i tell them what they want to hear? why not what i REALLY feel. Im currently takin my pills bc im forced to, but moods and rage have resulted since i began, moreso. and I was diff b4 it. I dont like these ones, and I want another way out. They need to give me something else. I also remembered when i used to Skate, that it was a therapy. Hell, i did it 10 mins after finding out my aunt died. Its a good thing Id like to jump back into sometime. It was before the hwole loserskaterrevolution. lol i was a true one.  anyways, that and haning in there is all i can possibly do bc Ill be triumphant in the end. I am so lucky to appreciate what i can do. Not everyone does., anyways, This cd i bought at goodwill yesterday also reminds me. Its called WAKE by Emmet Swimming, I took a risk in buyin a cd i didnt even know, but it sounded good. It made me smile about my good old skating times.. and IT INSPIRED ME! WAY TO GO! im so up for these old time fun therapies again. So see ya! off 2 try-- EMILY THE GREAT!!!!!!

ah, school or hell as i liek to call it, is ALMOST OVER!! and you see what rocks? i go to school at 11 so that means that on the last day (classes 1-4) iLL BE ONLY  GO FOR AN HOUR, 4TH PERIOD, 12:20-1:30. hahahahaha. kicks ass huh? yea i bet u all wish u were me!!! :D anyways. im in worldhistory, NOVANET and im listenin to avenged sevenfold... doing nothing. its pretty fun u know? seize the day.. bitch, no thats just the song im listenin to. :D well,s guess what?!

I TURN 16 ON JUNE 2ND!!! THATS LIKE... 14 OR 15 DAYS!!!!!! I CANT WAIT TO BE 16 FINALY. ITS GONNA ROCK. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. YEPS. EVERYONE WHO READS THIS SHOULD WISH ME A HAPPY BIRTHDAY~ ~!!!!!!

laters.. EMILY THE GREAT!!!!!

hello there my good great great grand wondeful friends... lmao no im just kiddin. my friends.. who all DONT view my page.. u bastards.. jk., i am in computer apps. i am supposed to be watching everyones power points on topics they feel strong about, .. .YEA RITE!! Lol no im just sittin on my ass,.... typing... mrs.fieck thinks im working.. lmao. my power point is on violence in music,, eventhough i dont care about it.. who cares? u know? lol anyways... yes school is gay as aids. I made cookies lastnight for the kindergarten farewell party today, and EVERYONE loved them... hell yea! my secret? WALMART COOKIES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOL yep anyways....... im really bored. i wonder if its nice outside. perhaps ill play outside.. lol play, no just kiddin just kiddin,. hang..... ANYWAYS! ... IM GONNA GO NOW BC IM BORED AND I HATE ZORPIA BC ITS THE ONLY INTERACTION SITE AVALIABLE IN MY SCHOOL THE TEACHERS DONT KNOW ABOUT LMAO anyways... bye