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  • About me:O係每一段感情裡面,我地都有可能不經意去傷害對方,誤解對方;使大家逐漸疏離,為左保護自己,害怕受到傷害以收起自己既感情,可能有一方比另一方更愛對方,故仍然努力去付出自己既愛,改變自己迎合對方,希望得到對方既接納,對方既諒解,去維繫呢段感情。一個人要改變o係需要時間和勇氣,過程當中心裡面既矛盾,內心既迷茫〈有誰會共鳴〉,害怕失去既痛苦,害怕自己既失誤,一個人戰戰兢兢地每一天每一日孤獨地去面對失眠,現實既壓力,內心既交戰,帶著自己〈笑容〉面具面對其他人裝作生活在幸福當中,我曾經面對死亡,逃避現實。活像一個活死人,一個沒有靈魂的皮囊。

    直至有一日自己趺到了,自己再無力氣站起來,好希望得到照顧,回頭望自己另一半;一個自以為最親既人,伸出自己軟弱的手臂,希望得到對方既關心和照料的時候,發現自己愛的人已經不再愛自己和關心自己,你知道那個人有多麼痛苦;心有多麼碎嗎??

    那個人便是"我"了,我個心已碎....已死.....

    在迷茫的蒼海中孤獨地飄浮,努力為愛情和人生往前游,身心有多麼的疲倦,內心有多麼的害怕,每天期望著快樂的綠土出現...神呀!!可否給我無窮的精力給我面對人生種種的困難,給我勇氣面對各種衝擊,驚濤駭浪可否停下來.....我真的累了!!
  • Language:English / Cantonese / Chinese
  • Interests:any kind of pastime
  • Favorite music:Rock Music
  • Places I've Traveled To:Australia / Taiwan / Main China / Thailand
  • I'm looking for:一班交心既朋友 / 一份真摰既友情 / 如果可以...可否給我一個溫暖的家...我想開心,唔想孤獨....我好幸苦/_\
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  • Sales Department, Savino Del Bene China Ltd [ 2004 - 2007 ]

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Monday,Aug 13 2007, 04:35:43 AM11 Aug, 2007

今天心情很低落,昨天又再開始要食安眠藥訓覺了,我又再一次被那個人拋棄,為什麼那個人總是這樣對我。

為什麼快樂的日子永遠是那麼短暫,我感到在這段感情上的無忙,永遠不知道如何去迎合那個人的要求。

Wednesday,Aug 8 2007, 03:09:37 PM8 Aug, 2007

Today I need to do over time in office to deal with the problem of company customer. When get off the duty then get back home...feeling so emptiness><. not in the mood to do my homework just sit infont of my cumputer...seaching the net...decorate my Zorpia web site.

In the afternoon I go and try to approach with the trading company to use our service but I failed. Feeling so fucken sad. I have to travel for one and half hour from my office to visit the company. She just gave me two minute for my presentation...What's the fuck= =

I've got a english ...

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Saturday,Jul 14 2007, 04:29:56 AM14 Jul, 2007

經過咁多次,我明白到兩個人相處是不公平的,只能夠盡力去平衡自己既心態去面對一段感情。緣木求魚既愛情無需去強求,一切以質為本,愛便能恆久不變。

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Posted at 7/29/2007 8:15 PM=D
Jiorjina*Bay

heyhey wai! how are you? are you fine now with that "happening" you said before?

Posted at 7/31/2007 5:24 AMRe: =D
wan
  • wan
  • 30, Hong Kong

ok 啦^^..多謝關心

Posted at 7/7/2007 11:23 PMhello
fanny

早晨!你好嗎?

Posted at 7/10/2007 2:40 AMRe: hello
wan
  • wan
  • 30, Hong Kong

還好....^^

如果你有興趣可以加我的msn,在msn聊天比較方便

savinodelbene@hotmail.com

Posted at 7/10/2007 2:43 AMRe: Re: hello
fanny

可以

Posted at 7/9/2007 3:04 PMRe: hello
fanny

你曾經有一段這樣的感情!
到現在你還是放不下嗎?

Posted at 7/9/2007 1:32 AMRe: hello
wan
  • wan
  • 30, Hong Kong

早安

Posted at 7/1/2007 3:27 PM^^
yukiggbb
  • yukiggbb
  • 24, Dongguan, Guangdong, China

hey..baby

Posted at 7/3/2007 1:28 AMRe: ^^
wan
  • wan
  • 30, Hong Kong

HI...NICE To MEET U

Posted at 7/3/2007 5:18 AMRe: Re: ^^
yukiggbb
  • yukiggbb
  • 24, Dongguan, Guangdong, China

where are you now ~

my Wan~~??

Posted at 7/4/2007 3:40 PMRe: Re: Re: ^^
wan
  • wan
  • 30, Hong Kong

呢個問題都幾難覆,個人O係實現生活中,三魂七魄O係失左蹤,個心應該已經停左....

Posted at 7/4/2007 4:08 PMRe: Re: Re: Re: ^^
yukiggbb
  • yukiggbb
  • 24, Dongguan, Guangdong, China

ha ha ~`甘都得?

Posted at 6/8/2007 6:37 PMtoday
wan
  • wan
  • 30, Hong Kong

今日我去左好多home 度睇,
好多好多感人既愛情故事,
好感人...好動人...好美麗...

Posted at 6/8/2007 7:30 AM哈咯^^
shirley

你好~~我有说我住在taiwan吗??

Posted at 6/8/2007 8:06 AMRe: 哈咯^^
wan
  • wan
  • 30, Hong Kong

台北那一區呀...haha

Posted at 6/5/2007 4:27 PMhi~
Choco

呵呵 多謝關心

Posted at 6/4/2007 9:16 PMhi
Choco

nice to meet u

Posted at 6/5/2007 5:46 AMRe: hi
wan
  • wan
  • 30, Hong Kong

HI

Posted at 6/4/2007 5:35 PM腦細
vung5137

原來係你傳出來的這東西

Posted at 6/5/2007 5:46 AMRe: 腦細
wan
  • wan
  • 30, Hong Kong

係你...前幾日send msn 比我= =

我先走去join 架

Posted at 6/4/2007 1:57 PMHI
Ann
  • Ann
  • 28, Hong Kong

你的艳福可真多耶!

Posted at 6/4/2007 1:58 PMRe: HI
wan
  • wan
  • 30, Hong Kong

HAHA...我是一個很喜歡拍照的男生

Posted at 6/4/2007 2:00 PMRe: Re: HI
Ann
  • Ann
  • 28, Hong Kong

是吗?我也是啊!可是没有时间因此,现在也很小拍了.

Posted at 6/4/2007 2:12 PMRe: Re: Re: HI
wan
  • wan
  • 30, Hong Kong

工作之餘,也要做一點自己喜歡的事情呀^^

Posted at 6/4/2007 2:32 PMRe: Re: Re: Re: HI
Ann
  • Ann
  • 28, Hong Kong

是喔!所以我现在要忙完,今年的任务就去旅游拉!哈哈首先去韩国再去日本.还想去..法国玩玩耶!

Posted at 6/4/2007 2:35 PMRe: Re: Re: Re: Re: HI
wan
  • wan
  • 30, Hong Kong

韓國 / 日本 / 法國

我都沒有去過><

很羨慕呀....

Posted at 6/4/2007 2:52 PM Re: HI
Ann
  • Ann
  • 28, Hong Kong

是吗?我忙完就去了有机会一起去咯.

Posted at 6/4/2007 3:01 PMRe: Re: HI
wan
  • wan
  • 30, Hong Kong

我會破產的....哈哈

Posted at 6/4/2007 3:02 PMRe: Re: Re: HI
Ann
  • Ann
  • 28, Hong Kong

哈哈!为什么这样说.我们是AA的拉!

Posted at 6/4/2007 3:46 PMRe: Re: Re: Re: HI
wan
  • wan
  • 30, Hong Kong

好的...^^

我現在要去睡覺了..晚安

Posted at 6/4/2007 3:58 PMRe: Re: Re: Re: Re: HI
Ann
  • Ann
  • 28, Hong Kong

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Posted at 6/4/2007 6:09 AMHIHI
wan
  • wan
  • 30, Hong Kong

I hope I can be your friend^^

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