http://www.zorpia.com/pikaloneyap Wed, 30 Dec 2009 17:07 EST Wed, 30 Dec 2009 17:07 EST Zorpia.com http://www.zorpia.com/pikaloneyap/journal/1895639 <p align="center"><strong><font color="#ff915a" face="courier new,courier,monospace">总觉得自己很聪明 其实不然</font></strong></p> <p align="center"><strong><font color="#ff915a" face="courier new,courier,monospace">总觉得自己很潇洒 其实不然</font></strong></p> <p align="center"><strong><font color="#ff915a" face="courier new,courier,monospace">总觉得自己能承担这一切后果 其实不然 </font></strong></p> <p align="center"><strong><font color="#ff915a" face="courier new,courier,monospace">无奈的&nbsp;&nbsp; 我低叹着</font></strong></p> <p align="center"><strong><font color="#ff915a" face="courier new,courier,monospace">这&nbsp; 只能怪我遇人不淑</font></strong></p> <p align="center"><strong><font color="#ff915a" face="courier new,courier,monospace">他告诉我</font></strong></p> <p align="center"><strong><font color="#ff915a" face="courier new,courier,monospace">“我是认真的，我是对你有感觉的”</font></strong></p> <p align="center"><strong><font color="#ff915a" face="courier new,courier,monospace">结果咧？？</font></strong></p> <p align="center"><strong><font color="#ff915a" face="courier new,courier,monospace">伤痕累累的是自己</font></strong></p> <p align="center"><strong><font color="#ff915a" face="courier new,courier,monospace">无人可怨。。。只因自己太笨了</font></strong></p> <p align="center"><strong><font color="#ff915a" face="courier new,courier,monospace">拿起来了&nbsp;&nbsp; 却放不下&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;心里总是耿耿于怀</font></strong></p> <p align="center"><strong><font face="courier new,courier,monospace">记得听到的曲子满有意思的</font></strong></p> <p align="center"><strong><font color="#cdb4ff" face="courier new,courier,monospace">“每个人都有一份礼物</font></strong></p> <p align="center"><strong><font color="#cdb4ff" face="courier new,courier,monospace">就是为另一个人付出</font></strong></p> <p align="center"><strong><font color="#cdb4ff" face="courier new,courier,monospace">没经历过挥之不去的痛苦</font></strong></p> <p align="center"><strong><font color="#cdb4ff" face="courier new,courier,monospace">不懂珍惜手中的礼物”</font></strong></p> <p align="center"><strong><font color="#ff915a" face="courier new,courier,monospace">那&nbsp; 我现在已经得到了一份很笨重的礼物</font></strong></p> <p align="center"><strong><font color="#ff915a" face="courier new,courier,monospace">我&nbsp;&nbsp; 还得去珍惜那份礼物吗？？</font></strong></p> <p align="center">&nbsp;</p> Personal http://www.zorpia.com/pikaloneyap/journal/1895639 Thu, 09 Apr 2009 08:46 EST http://www.zorpia.com/pikaloneyap/journal/1810860 <p><font color="#c65aff" size="4"><strong>在这儿，我遇见了一个很有趣的网友。</strong></font></p> <p><font color="#c65aff" size="4"><strong>怎么说。。。 挺有个性的吧！！</strong></font></p> <p><font color="#c65aff" size="4"><strong>虽然我已预先告知他我的本人不如照片上镜</strong></font></p> <p><font color="#c65aff" size="4"><strong>他不信</strong></font></p> <p><font color="#c65aff" size="4"><strong>结果咧。。。</strong></font></p> <p><font color="#c65aff" size="4"><strong>一碰面，他的脸色，就一幅不可致信的表情</strong></font></p> <p><font color="#c65aff" size="4"><strong>这种表情，我遇见太多太多了</strong></font></p> <p><font color="#c65aff" size="4"><strong>然而，他却很强烈直接的表现了出来</strong></font></p> <p><font color="#c65aff" size="4"><strong>那种坦然，那种直率，我太欣赏了。。。</strong></font></p> <p><font color="#c65aff" size="4"><strong>他说，觉得我和他个性有点相似</strong></font></p> <p><font color="#c65aff" size="4"><strong>或许，</strong></font></p> <p><font color="#c65aff" size="4"><strong>就是一样直来直往，不懂转弯，不懂掩饰的个性吧。。。</strong></font></p> <p><font color="#c65aff" size="4"><strong>虽然深知彼此不会喜欢上对方</strong></font></p> <p><font color="#c65aff" size="4"><strong>但与他见面的那一天，</strong></font></p> <p><font color="#c65aff" size="4"><strong>让我看见了，一个23岁的大男孩。。。</strong></font></p> <p><font color="#c65aff" size="4"><strong>然而，我好想好想对他说。。</strong></font></p> <p><font color="#c65aff" size="4"><strong>“再过个几年，心智再成熟些，你一定是位充满魅力的男性”</strong></font></p> <p><font color="#c65aff" size="4"><strong>虽然他不自知，我却察觉出了。。。</strong></font></p> <p><font color="#c65aff" size="4"><strong>朋友，不必为了感情而低叹，你其实是最好的。</strong></font></p> <p><font color="#c65aff" size="4"><strong>共勉之吧！！</strong></font></p> Personal http://www.zorpia.com/pikaloneyap/journal/1810860 Sun, 08 Jun 2008 10:29 EST http://www.zorpia.com/pikaloneyap/journal/1807609 <p><strong><font color="#878787" size="4">想要拥有一个疼爱我的人&nbsp;&nbsp; 真的那么难吗？？</font></strong></p> <p><strong><font color="#878787" size="4">为何老天总是喜欢让我一场欢喜一场空？？</font></strong></p> <p><strong><font color="#878787" size="4">他说不想让我受伤害&nbsp; </font></strong></p> <p><strong><font color="#878787" size="4">殊不知我的心已经被镪水腐蚀得千疮百孔</font></strong></p> <p><strong><font color="#878787" size="4">他说不想让我哭泣</font></strong></p> <p><strong><font color="#878787" size="4">却不知心底淌了多少的泪&nbsp; 多少的血</font></strong></p> <p><strong><font color="#878787" size="4">自以为掩饰的完美无缺</font></strong></p> <p><strong><font color="#878787" size="4">然而&nbsp; 从他的字句中</font></strong></p> <p><strong><font color="#878787" size="4">笨拙的我&nbsp; 已经听出当中的隐喻</font></strong></p> <p><strong><font color="#878787" size="4">我&nbsp; 已经成了他的麻烦</font></strong></p> <p><strong><font color="#878787" size="4">我&nbsp; 已经成了他所需解决的问题</font></strong></p> <p><strong><font color="#878787" size="4">已经变质的感情&nbsp; 还需要执著吗？？</font></strong></p> <p><strong><font color="#878787" size="4">心&nbsp; 虽已崩溃&nbsp;&nbsp; 还是得继续跳动</font></strong></p> <p><strong><font color="#878787" size="4">天&nbsp; 虽已黑暗&nbsp;&nbsp; 秒针还不停走动</font></strong></p> Personal http://www.zorpia.com/pikaloneyap/journal/1807609 Tue, 27 May 2008 09:50 EST http://www.zorpia.com/pikaloneyap/journal/1787303 <p><strong><font color="#0b7eb4">these happened too suddenly...</font></strong></p> <p><strong><font color="#0b7eb4">just in a blink of eyes...</font></strong></p> <p><strong><font color="#0b7eb4">till i cannot accept and digest it...</font></strong></p> <p><strong><font color="#0b7eb4">i can't imagine that i am so unfortunate</font></strong></p> <p><strong><font color="#0b7eb4">i lost almost all my belongings in a week...</font></strong></p> <p><strong><font color="#0b7eb4">haiz... why???</font></strong></p> <p><strong><font color="#0b7eb4">why the god must be so cruel to me???</font></strong></p> <p><strong><font color="#0b7eb4">look up to the sky...</font></strong></p> <p><strong><font color="#0b7eb4">it is cloudy bright... but the sky inside my heart is greyish...</font></strong></p> <p><strong><font color="#0b7eb4">i wanna cry, but tears not drop down...</font></strong></p> <p><strong><font color="#0b7eb4">tears dropped inside my heart...</font></strong></p> <p><strong><font color="#0b7eb4">and, my heart is bleeding...</font></strong></p> <p><strong><font color="#0b7eb4">my lovely handphone and my vitamin M...</font></strong></p> <p><strong><font color="#0b7eb4">it is not the all... </font></strong></p> <p><strong><font color="#0b7eb4">i have been misunderstood by my parents also...</font></strong></p> <p><strong><font color="#0b7eb4">they think that i am cheating...</font></strong></p> <p><strong><font color="#0b7eb4">haiz...</font></strong></p> <p><strong><font color="#0b7eb4">better shut my mouth up and pretending nothing has happened...</font></strong></p> Personal http://www.zorpia.com/pikaloneyap/journal/1787303 Wed, 26 Mar 2008 22:16 EST http://www.zorpia.com/pikaloneyap/journal/1771856 <p><strong><font face="courier new,courier,monospace" color="#1be1e0">昨夜，发了一个很奇妙的梦。。。 一个我从不觉得会在我梦里出现的梦境。。。</font></strong></p> <p><strong><font face="courier new,courier,monospace" color="#1be1e0">梦里的我，生了一个宝贝，印象中他很可爱很惹人疼惜。。。</font></strong></p> <p><strong><font face="courier new,courier,monospace" color="#1be1e0">而我，梦里的我，也很能发挥母爱，很珍惜我的小宝贝。。。</font></strong></p> <p><strong><font face="courier new,courier,monospace" color="#1be1e0">然而，我却不能时时触碰拥抱他，和他，如同牛郎和织女。。。</font></strong></p> <p><strong><font face="courier new,courier,monospace" color="#1be1e0">为什么？？ 不解。。。 只知道我俩之间总有栋无形的墙阻隔着。。。</font></strong></p> <p><strong><font face="courier new,courier,monospace" color="#1be1e0">至今我还不了为何我会拥有那么怪异的一个梦。。。 我明明就不会让自个儿怀小孩的啊？？ </font></strong></p> <p><strong><font face="courier new,courier,monospace" color="#1be1e0">真的无解。。。</font></strong></p> <p><strong><font face="courier new,courier,monospace" color="#1be1e0">更怪异的是，梦里的我是个僵尸，为何我能生出一个拥有天使光环和翅膀的宝贝咧？我犹豫，迟疑。。。</font></strong></p> <p><strong><font face="courier new,courier,monospace" color="#1be1e0">盼谁能为我解出这个梦境吧。。。</font></strong></p> Personal http://www.zorpia.com/pikaloneyap/journal/1771856 Tue, 05 Feb 2008 11:26 EST http://www.zorpia.com/pikaloneyap/journal/1767324 <p><strong><font color="#df35e1">兴致勃勃，想在这儿爬格子，结果却被一盆冷水给从头上往下浇。。。</font></strong></p> <p><strong><font color="#df35e1">为什么要将图片附上竟是如此的烦人呢？？ 无解。。。</font></strong></p> <p><strong><font color="#df35e1">喜欢在部落格里趴趴走时选择一张图片来点缀文章，但是这儿太麻烦了。。。</font></strong></p> <p><strong><font color="#df35e1">一个字 ---&nbsp; 唉。。。</font></strong></p> <p><strong><font color="#df35e1">以上及以下所要写的，绝非原本心里所想表达的。。。</font></strong></p> <p><strong><font color="#df35e1">原本的背景图画，不知从何时开始不能使用，于是，我换了一张，</font></strong></p> <p><strong><font color="#df35e1">就现在这一张。。。</font></strong></p> <p><strong><font color="#df35e1">然而，今天我在别的网页看到了原本属于自己的背景图画。。。</font></strong></p> <p><strong><font color="#df35e1">那个 QQ 龙是不容易找得到的，我也找了很久。。。</font></strong></p> <p><strong><font color="#df35e1">然而，我却在那网页看到一个这儿的会员将那QQ龙当成自己的背景</font></strong></p> <p><strong><font color="#df35e1">靠!!! 太气人了。。。</font></strong></p> <p><strong><font color="#df35e1">为什么要用和我一样的主角当背景咧?????</font></strong></p> <p><strong><font color="#df35e1">为什么要让我遇见他咧???? 我宁可被蒙蔽。。。</font></strong></p> <p><strong><font color="#df35e1">算了算了。。。 气也没用。。。 只能再找过。。。</font></strong></p> Personal http://www.zorpia.com/pikaloneyap/journal/1767324 Mon, 21 Jan 2008 07:41 EST http://www.zorpia.com/pikaloneyap/journal/1761545 <p><em><strong><font color="#5acaff">Doesn't matter whom you are with</font></strong></em></p> <p><em><strong><font color="#5acaff">Doesn't matter where you are going</font></strong></em></p> <p><em><strong><font color="#5acaff">Don't you know i'm still waiting here for you</font></strong></em></p> <p><em><strong><font color="#5acaff">And pray for you</font></strong></em></p> <p><em><strong><font color="#5acaff">In the sunny days&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; sun will light your day</font></strong></em></p> <p><em><strong><font color="#5acaff">In the windy days&nbsp;&nbsp; wind will leave your way</font></strong></em></p> <p><em><strong><font color="#5acaff">I have to say&nbsp; you're my treasure moments</font></strong></em></p> <p><em><strong><font color="#5acaff">Never gonna walk away</font></strong></em></p> <p><em><strong><font color="#5acaff">In the rainny days&nbsp;&nbsp; rain will share my tears</font></strong></em></p> <p><em><strong><font color="#5acaff">In the stormy days&nbsp;&nbsp; storm will steal my pain</font></strong></em></p> <p><em><strong><font color="#5acaff">Just go your way and leave things all behind</font></strong></em></p> <p><em><strong><font color="#5acaff">Spread your wings and fly away</font></strong></em></p> <p><em><strong><font color="#5acaff">I'm pretending you're mine</font></strong></em></p> <p><em><strong><font color="#5acaff">I'm wishing you'll be fine</font></strong></em></p> <p><em><strong><font color="#5acaff">The moments we share never die</font></strong></em></p> <p><em><strong><font color="#5acaff">You've made a difference to my life</font></strong></em></p> <p><em><strong><font color="#5acaff">And let me realize</font></strong></em></p> <p><em><strong><font color="#5acaff">The feeling i've got deep inside</font></strong></em></p> <p>&nbsp;</p> <p>&nbsp;</p> <p>&nbsp;</p> Personal http://www.zorpia.com/pikaloneyap/journal/1761545 Tue, 01 Jan 2008 12:02 EST http://www.zorpia.com/pikaloneyap/journal/1758477 <p><strong><font color="#02b400">a birthday... suppose without a celebration&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; suppose without a birthday cake...</font></strong></p> <p><strong><font color="#02b400">but they celebrate for me... they bought me cakes... </font></strong></p> <p><strong><font color="#02b400">i should be deny but how could i??? i stood still and become numb....</font></strong></p> <p><strong><font color="#02b400">very touching but what can i do??? i just can ask my dear &quot;brother&quot; to blow the candles and cut the cake for me....</font></strong></p> <p><strong><font color="#02b400">luckily i got one &quot;brother&quot; born same day with me.... thank god....</font></strong></p> <p><strong><font color="#02b400">day before yesterday midnight.... they force me to make wishes and blow the candles....</font></strong></p> <p><strong><font color="#02b400">i can't deny their sincerity, i ignore the curse and i blow it.... am i doing the wrong thing??</font></strong></p> <p><strong><font color="#02b400">i don't know.... i just know i can't make them disappointed.... i am not wanting to see their upset faces....&nbsp;</font></strong></p> <p><strong><font color="#02b400">a greyish birthday... not too high... not too excited... but quite unique and memorable...</font></strong></p> Personal http://www.zorpia.com/pikaloneyap/journal/1758477 Fri, 21 Dec 2007 09:27 EST http://www.zorpia.com/pikaloneyap/journal/1757401 <p><strong><em><font face="times new roman,times,serif" color="#fe78ff" size="4">心底的一份悸动&nbsp;&nbsp; 只因你的出现&nbsp;&nbsp; </font></em></strong></p> <p><strong><em><font face="times new roman,times,serif" color="#fe78ff" size="4">赫人的幽暗悄悄被击退&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; 冰冷的躯体逐渐回温</font></em></strong></p> <p><strong><em><font face="times new roman,times,serif" color="#fe78ff" size="4">我不曾想象&nbsp;&nbsp; 陌生的世界&nbsp;&nbsp; 我还能拥抱微笑</font></em></strong></p> <p><strong><em><font face="times new roman,times,serif" color="#fe78ff" size="4">我不曾想象&nbsp;&nbsp; 绝望的世界&nbsp;&nbsp; 我还能听见声音</font></em></strong></p> <p><strong><em><font face="times new roman,times,serif" color="#fe78ff" size="4">没有多余的设计&nbsp;&nbsp; 没有繁复的心机&nbsp;&nbsp; 没有特别的目的</font></em></strong></p> <p><strong><em><font face="times new roman,times,serif" color="#fe78ff" size="4">就那么的单纯&nbsp;&nbsp; 就那么的自然&nbsp;&nbsp; </font></em></strong></p> <p><strong><em><font face="times new roman,times,serif" color="#fe78ff" size="4">臭味相投&nbsp;&nbsp; 侃侃而谈&nbsp;&nbsp; 相见恨晚</font></em></strong></p> <p><strong><em><font face="times new roman,times,serif" color="#fe78ff" size="4">谢谢你&nbsp;&nbsp; 在我的身边&nbsp;&nbsp; </font></em></strong></p> <p><strong><em><font face="times new roman,times,serif" color="#fe78ff" size="4">听我发牢骚&nbsp;&nbsp; 听我述说那不堪入耳的往事</font></em></strong></p> <p><strong><em><font face="times new roman,times,serif" color="#fe78ff" size="4">谢谢你的陪伴&nbsp;&nbsp; 谢谢你的关心</font></em></strong></p> <p><strong><em><font face="times new roman,times,serif" color="#fe78ff" size="4">朋友&nbsp;&nbsp; </font></em></strong></p> <p><strong><em><font face="times new roman,times,serif" color="#fe78ff" size="4">或许因相识而了解&nbsp;&nbsp; 或许因了解而窝心</font></em></strong></p> <p><strong><em><font face="times new roman,times,serif" color="#fe78ff" size="4">因窝心而感动&nbsp;&nbsp; 因感动而庆幸</font></em></strong></p> <p><strong><em><font face="times new roman,times,serif" color="#fe78ff" size="4">庆幸老天在一个人&nbsp; 蹲在漆黑的角落画圈圈时</font></em></strong></p> <p><strong><em><font face="times new roman,times,serif" color="#fe78ff" size="4">送来了一位又一位的天使&nbsp;&nbsp; 带着温暖的晕黄</font></em></strong></p> <p><strong><em><font face="times new roman,times,serif" color="#fe78ff" size="4">驱走黑暗...</font></em></strong></p> <p><strong><em><font face="times new roman,times,serif" color="#fe78ff" size="4">真的很想对我亲爱的你说</font></em></strong></p> <p><strong><em><font face="times new roman,times,serif" color="#fe78ff" size="4">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; 朋友&nbsp; 虽然朋友之间是不需要说谢谢</font></em></strong></p> <p><strong><em><font face="times new roman,times,serif" color="#fe78ff" size="4">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; 但是&nbsp;&nbsp; 真的&nbsp;&nbsp; 谢谢你的陪伴</font></em></strong></p> <p><strong><em><font face="times new roman,times,serif" color="#fe78ff" size="4">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; 谢谢你所带给我的贴心与欢乐</font></em></strong></p> Personal http://www.zorpia.com/pikaloneyap/journal/1757401 Mon, 17 Dec 2007 07:35 EST http://www.zorpia.com/pikaloneyap/journal/1750600 <p><strong><font face="georgia,times new roman,times,serif" color="#ff5f10" size="4"><em>i spent very very very few time on zorpia</em></font></strong></p> <p><strong><font face="georgia,times new roman,times,serif" color="#ff5f10" size="4"><em>and also spent the least time to post journals or blog on this site....</em></font></strong></p> <p><strong><font face="georgia,times new roman,times,serif" color="#ff5f10" size="4"><em>don't know why, today, i got the mood to post some feelings on this site...</em></font></strong></p> <p><strong><font face="georgia,times new roman,times,serif" color="#ff5f10" size="4"><em>this website, gies me alot...&nbsp; what alot??</em></font></strong></p> <p><strong><font face="georgia,times new roman,times,serif" color="#ff5f10" size="4"><em>alot of friends, alot of shocks, alot of messy, alot of surprise, alot of sadness...</em></font></strong></p> <p><strong><font face="georgia,times new roman,times,serif" color="#ff5f10" size="4"><em>say the truth, i really do not like this website so much...</em></font></strong></p> <p><strong><font face="georgia,times new roman,times,serif" color="#ff5f10" size="4"><em>through here, i gain alot.... alot of upset... alot of unhappiness...</em></font></strong></p> <p><strong><font face="georgia,times new roman,times,serif" color="#ff5f10" size="4"><em>everytime i dare not try to search for people...</em></font></strong></p> <p><strong><font face="georgia,times new roman,times,serif" color="#ff5f10" size="4"><em>but, evrytime i can't control myself and search page by page...</em></font></strong></p> <p><strong><font face="georgia,times new roman,times,serif" color="#ff5f10" size="4"><em>to search for the person... insanely....</em></font></strong></p> <p><strong><font face="georgia,times new roman,times,serif" color="#ff5f10" size="4"><em>me really really try to force myself to forget about the person....</em></font></strong></p> <p><strong><font face="georgia,times new roman,times,serif" color="#ff5f10" size="4"><em>however i failed to do it... </em></font></strong></p> <p><strong><font face="georgia,times new roman,times,serif" color="#ff5f10" size="4"><em>maybe i am too stubborn, and refuse to face the fact it is...</em></font></strong></p> <p><strong><font face="georgia,times new roman,times,serif" color="#ff5f10" size="4"><em>all of them advise me to put it down and try not too care about it</em></font></strong></p> <p><strong><font face="georgia,times new roman,times,serif" color="#ff5f10" size="4"><em>but always, oral is more easy than the action....</em></font></strong></p> <p><strong><font face="georgia,times new roman,times,serif" color="#ff5f10" size="4"><em>i knew it....</em></font></strong></p> <p><strong><font face="georgia,times new roman,times,serif" color="#ff5f10" size="4"><em>last time i have been spent 7 years.... how about this time???</em></font></strong></p> <p><strong><font face="georgia,times new roman,times,serif" color="#ff5f10" size="4"><em>another 7 years??? or even more???</em></font></strong></p> <p><strong><font face="georgia,times new roman,times,serif" color="#ff5f10" size="4"><em>or, i am the scalp that god has forgotten</em></font></strong></p> <p><strong><font face="georgia,times new roman,times,serif" color="#ff5f10" size="4"><em>and disqualified to find a true relationship??</em></font></strong></p> <p><strong><font face="georgia,times new roman,times,serif" color="#ff5f10" size="4"><em>yaya... an imperfect broken doll should not expect more than a life</em></font></strong></p> <p><strong><font face="georgia,times new roman,times,serif" color="#ff5f10" size="4"><em>living is the most honour i can get in my life maybe....</em></font></strong></p> <p><strong><font face="georgia,times new roman,times,serif" color="#ff5f10" size="4"><em>what else i can dream more than still can have a living life??</em></font></strong></p> <p>&nbsp;</p> Personal http://www.zorpia.com/pikaloneyap/journal/1750600 Mon, 26 Nov 2007 10:00 EST http://www.zorpia.com/pikaloneyap/journal/1684898 <p><strong><em><font color="#d2784b" size="5">初时选择了这张照片</font></em></strong></p> <p><strong><em><font color="#d2784b" size="5">是因为以为能够保持神秘感</font></em></strong></p> <p><strong><em><font color="#d2784b" size="5">结果。。。</font></em></strong></p> <p><strong><em><font color="#d2784b" size="5">却引来了一堆挥之不去的苍蝇</font></em></strong></p> <p><strong><em><font color="#d2784b" size="5">唉，真是失算了。。。</font></em></strong></p> <p><strong><em><font color="#d2784b" size="5">或许是自己的想法太简单了吧！！</font></em></strong></p> <p><strong><em><font color="#d2784b" size="5">往往忽略了从别人的角度去思考，</font></em></strong></p> <p><strong><em><font color="#d2784b" size="5">单纯的目的被扭曲了。。。</font></em></strong></p> <p><strong><em><font color="#d2784b" size="5">不想理会了。。。</font></em></strong></p> <p><strong><em><font color="#d2784b" size="5">就酱吧！！</font></em></strong></p> <p><strong><em><font color="#d2784b" size="5">反正我也不是为别人而活</font></em></strong></p> <p><strong><em><font color="#d2784b" size="5">何须为了那几个败类</font></em></strong></p> <p><strong><em><font color="#d2784b" size="5">而坏了自己的雅兴呢？？</font></em></strong></p> <p><strong><em><font color="#d2784b" size="5">只要过得了自己就行了。。。</font></em></strong></p> <p><strong><em><font color="#d2784b" size="5">wuahaha....</font></em></strong></p> Personal http://www.zorpia.com/pikaloneyap/journal/1684898 Fri, 25 May 2007 11:01 EST http://www.zorpia.com/pikaloneyap/journal/1678207 <p><font face="verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif" color="#57aad2"><strong><em>with a tired body</em></strong></font></p> <p><font face="verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif" color="#57aad2"><strong><em>and&nbsp;desperate mind</em></strong></font></p> <p><font face="verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif" color="#57aad2"><strong><em>i sit in front of my computer...</em></strong></font></p> <p><font face="verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif" color="#57aad2"><strong><em>checking for the exam result</em></strong></font></p> <p><font face="verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif" color="#57aad2"><strong><em>i already have a preparation inside my mind...</em></strong></font></p> <p><font face="verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif" color="#57aad2"><strong><em>that's the final conclusion of a playful emotion and action...</em></strong></font></p> <p><font face="verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif" color="#57aad2"><strong><em>i sighed...</em></strong></font></p> <p><font face="verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif" color="#57aad2"><strong><em>nothing can say but just sigh...</em></strong></font></p> <p><font face="verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif" color="#57aad2"><strong><em>if i can put more effort...</em></strong></font></p> <p><font face="verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif" color="#57aad2"><strong><em>if i can study hard...</em></strong></font></p> <p><font face="verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif" color="#57aad2"><strong><em>if i don't play too much...</em></strong></font></p> <p><font face="verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif" color="#57aad2"><strong><em>a lot of &quot;if&quot; blowing up frrom my brain...</em></strong></font></p> <p><font face="verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif" color="#57aad2"><strong><em>what could it be if i get the second chance??</em></strong></font></p> <p><font face="verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif" color="#57aad2"><strong><em>what could it be if there is a time machine </em></strong></font></p> <p><font face="verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif" color="#57aad2"><strong><em>to switch my time back??</em></strong></font></p> <p><font face="verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif" color="#57aad2"><strong><em>it is all at the end now...</em></strong></font></p> <p><font face="verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif" color="#57aad2"><strong><em>cry for regretness??</em></strong></font></p> <p><font face="verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif" color="#57aad2"><strong><em>no use...</em></strong></font></p> <p><font face="verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif" color="#57aad2"><strong><em>sigh for regretness???</em></strong></font></p> <p><font face="verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif" color="#57aad2"><strong><em>no use too...</em></strong></font></p> <p><font face="verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif" color="#57aad2"><strong><em>can do what????</em></strong></font></p> <p><font face="verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif" color="#57aad2"><strong><em>just can go into the exam hall...</em></strong></font></p> <p><font face="verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif" color="#57aad2"><strong><em>AGAIN...</em></strong></font></p> <p>&nbsp;</p> <p>&nbsp;</p> Personal http://www.zorpia.com/pikaloneyap/journal/1678207 Tue, 08 May 2007 07:58 EST http://www.zorpia.com/pikaloneyap/journal/1676076 <p><strong><font color="#ffffff">you are the one who make my heart up and down </font></strong></p> <p><strong><font color="#ffffff">like i am inside an express lift... </font></strong></p> <p><strong><font color="#ffffff">you are the one who make me </font></strong></p> <p><strong><font color="#ffffff">change to a person even i don't recognise... </font></strong></p> <p><strong><font color="#ffffff">because of you </font></strong></p> <p><strong><font color="#ffffff">you dare not give me an appropriate answer</font></strong></p> <p><strong><font color="#ffffff">makes me have a vague mind</font></strong></p> <p><strong><font color="#ffffff">i don't even know what you want </font></strong></p> <p><strong><font color="#ffffff">and i also don't even know what i want myself...</font></strong></p> <p><strong><font color="#ffffff">it is really a hard and harsh time and feeling...</font></strong></p> <p><strong><font color="#ffffff">what is the relationship between you and me??</font></strong></p> <p><strong><font color="#ffffff">where should i put you inside my heart??</font></strong></p> <p><strong><font color="#ffffff">you make my life not </font></strong></p> <p><strong><font color="#ffffff">as simple as earlier anymore...</font></strong></p> <p><strong><font color="#ffffff">you make me feel that i myself is an annoying person...</font></strong></p> <p><strong><font color="#ffffff">you make me feel that i myself is a girlish girl... </font></strong></p> <p><strong><font color="#ffffff">not a kiddy or tomboy anymore...</font></strong></p> <p><strong><font color="#ffffff">you make me like other normal girls...</font></strong></p> <p><strong><font color="#ffffff">always thought that &quot;will he love me??&quot; &quot;are we really together??&quot;</font></strong></p> <p><strong><font color="#ffffff">all such sucks questions flow up like endless bubbles...</font></strong></p> <p><strong><font color="#ffffff">i almost can't stand for it...</font></strong></p> <p><strong><font color="#ffffff">and almost suffer&nbsp;for the schizophrenia</font></strong></p> <p><strong><font color="#ffffff">i am not thought that to seperate with you but...</font></strong></p> <p><strong><font color="#ffffff">my six sense told me that you are not willing to get me together</font></strong></p> <p><strong><font color="#ffffff">after you told me that you are scaring of that sucks thing....</font></strong></p> <p><strong><font color="#ffffff">and because of you sh*t face and your frigging self-esteem...</font></strong></p> <p><strong><font color="#ffffff">i just wanna to plead you for one thing...</font></strong></p> <p><strong><font color="#ffffff">if you wanna to give me up...</font></strong></p> <p><strong><font color="#ffffff">i have already get prepared...</font></strong></p> <p><strong><font color="#ffffff">please be more generous and honest&nbsp;to tell me...</font></strong></p> <p><strong><font color="#ffffff">i definitely won't be angry... but,</font></strong></p> <p><strong><font color="#ffffff">i don't wanna be the last one to know...</font></strong></p> <p><strong><font color="#ffffff">and i also don't want you to treat me like your exs do re mi fa....</font></strong></p> <p><strong><font color="#ffffff">bring me someone to show off...</font></strong></p> <p><strong><font color="#ffffff">and&nbsp;force me to speak out the words....</font></strong></p> <p><strong><font color="#ffffff">sorry, &nbsp;i am not that kinda of people...</font></strong></p> <p><a href="http://jinnyyap.blogs.friendster.com/my_private_world/">http://jinnyyap.blogs.friendster.com/my_private_world/</a></p> Personal http://www.zorpia.com/pikaloneyap/journal/1676076 Thu, 03 May 2007 01:37 EST http://www.zorpia.com/pikaloneyap/journal/1673151 <p><font face="verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif" color="#b41682"><em><strong>time passes second by second... </strong></em></font></p> <p><font face="verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif" color="#b41682"><em><strong>i have totally no idea... </strong></em></font></p> <p><font face="verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif" color="#b41682"><em><strong>whether should i give up??? </strong></em></font></p> <p><font face="verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif" color="#b41682"><em><strong>someone has said i am the combination of... </strong></em></font></p> <p><font face="verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif" color="#b41682"><em><strong>an ostritch and a piglet </strong></em></font></p> <p><font face="verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif" color="#b41682"><em><strong>whem i am in the trouble... </strong></em></font></p> <p><font face="verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif" color="#b41682"><em><strong>just will put my head inside the sand </strong></em></font></p> <p><font face="verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif" color="#b41682"><em><strong>just have the feel to sleep </strong></em></font></p> <p><font face="verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif" color="#b41682"><em><strong>to evade the problems and difficulties... </strong></em></font></p> <p><font face="verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif" color="#b41682"><em><strong>but actually recently really </strong></em></font></p> <p><font face="verdana,arial,helvetica,sans-serif" color="#b41682"><em><strong>i have totally no mood to study... </strong></em></font></p> <p><em><font face="Verdana" color="#b41682"><strong>feel vomiting and even smelly when i</strong></font></em></p> <p><em><font face="Verdana" color="#b41682"><strong>go near to the booklet...</strong></font></em></p> <p><em><font face="Verdana" color="#b41682"><strong>oh god...</strong></font></em></p> <p><font color="#b41682"><strong><em><font face="Verdana">why must i&nbsp;study???</font></em>&nbsp;</strong></font></p> Personal http://www.zorpia.com/pikaloneyap/journal/1673151 Wed, 25 Apr 2007 11:07 EST http://www.zorpia.com/pikaloneyap/journal/1672384 <p><strong><font color="#ff915a">内心翻腾着的</font></strong></p> <p><strong><font color="#ff915a">是无数的厌恶感... 让我作呕</font></strong></p> <p><strong><font color="#ff915a">心理压抑着的 </font></strong></p> <p><strong><font color="#ff915a">是无数的怨气... 让我头疼</font> </strong></p> <p><strong><font color="#2bb4b3">事不如愿 家常便饭 </font></strong></p> <p><strong><font color="#2bb4b3">忍耐忍耐再忍耐 </font></strong></p> <p><strong><font color="#2bb4b3">但是已到了极限</font> </strong></p> <p><strong><font color="#ff0000">崩溃之心魔 </font></strong></p> <p><strong><font color="#ff0000">装上了黑色的小翅膀 </font></strong></p> <p><strong><font color="#ff0000">悄悄地向我靠近... </font></strong></p> <p><strong><font color="#d00dd2">我哭诉着 却得不到任何回应 </font></strong></p> <p><strong><font color="#d00dd2">心理作祟 想自己生病 想睡觉 </font></strong></p> <p><strong><font color="#d00dd2">来逃避 </font></strong></p> <p><strong><font color="#d00dd2">残酷的 不想面对的 现实 </font></strong></p> <p><strong><font color="#0dc30c">懦弱胆怯 犹豫不决 </font></strong></p> <p><strong><font color="#0dc30c">狠不下心作决定 </font></strong></p> <p><strong><font color="#0dc30c">不敢开口坚持立场 </font></strong></p> <p><strong><font color="#d2d219">尽力就好??? </font></strong></p> <p><strong><font color="#d2d219">有可能吗??? </font></strong></p> <p><strong><font color="#d2d219">心里自问着... </font></strong></p> <p><strong><font color="#4c4eff">那么多双眼睛 </font></strong></p> <p><strong><font color="#4c4eff">不同的神情 </font></strong></p> <p><strong><font color="#4c4eff">渴望, 期盼, 鄙视, 不屑, 同情, 可怜... </font></strong></p> <p><strong><font color="#696969">我怯步了... </font></strong></p> <p><strong><font color="#696969">想将所有人摒除在心门外 </font></strong></p> <p><strong><font color="#696969" size="5"><font size="3">与世隔绝...</font> </font></strong></p> Personal http://www.zorpia.com/pikaloneyap/journal/1672384 Mon, 23 Apr 2007 10:28 EST