Saturday,May 22 2004, 10:09:48 AMi cant believe im getting sick NOW.. like in...

^{i cant believe im getting sick NOW.. like in year 12 !! i wasnt sick at ALL last year.. how unfair is that !?!??! i have a sore throat.. a fever... blocked nose and a blocked ear....} its all systems go for year 12 -------- i have no time to BE sick.. no time to miss out on school.. there isnt enough time at ALL !!!!

anyhow.. i miss how things USE to be.. when we were all young and carefree..we could just go out and feel the winter breeze blowing across our faces without a worry in the world... we wouldnt have all these problems in our lives. how wonderful would that be !?!??! .....now we have this additional PROBLEM of the HSC that is haunting us and is always breathing down our neck.. i HATE this game.. i absolutely HATE it....

i want to escape...and i am yet to see the light at the end of the tunnel..

this is just a GAME [i keep on telling myself, reassuring myself that it will be over SOON...SOON...SOON]... a game that has been going on for WAYY too long and im just getting tired...

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Tuesday,May 18 2004, 12:51:10 PMi must say that after reading lise's, fee's...

i must say that after reading lise's, fee's and saz's journals/comments this has started my brain thinking about my OWN relationships with my friends...

i think that it is quite sad that after our secondary school years we only really know most of our friends from a materialistic perspective.. wat is their fav colour ? wat features they want their 'perfect' guy to have etc...

i think the most difficult thing is actually finding someone u can confide in deeply... like course u would have friends to hang out with but sharing ur problems is just ...

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Monday,May 10 2004, 12:07:40 PMargghhh !!! wats this world coming to ?!!??!

argghhh !!! wats this world coming to ?!!??! there is NO love triangle !!! argghhh

and SHELLY and ANT.. you guys better watch out !!

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