journal,

  there are moments in our lives when we have to get over the time and the sense..

  that life is never going to be perfect and you will never be able to sustain a certain wish...

 friendships change and people grow to be either close or far apart..

lol....i see the end of the world coming sometimes when i feel like the people around us...

no longer find the purpose to see the light and time of days...

i am no longer a stranger and no longer the mat at the door...

i am no longer the empty hollow window that the wind passes through...

i see the door of the world opening and comes a new day we will all be doing something great...

with patience is the key to regeneration and life is aimcable when things are decided...

decide to live life and dont let it take your soul away from your heart...

let the Lord come into your life and dont let people make you feel like you are not worth the moment.

be alive with every passing day of the Lord and dont let mistrust take your soul away from your heart

the time will come when you can see all that you have done in this life...i am alive with patience!!

I thank the Lord for friends that do not judge my ways, for family members watch with all the heart full patience

Today is the last day of my undergrad years...tomorrow i will become a graduate and graduate a level higher..

i will let no one into my heart and no one into my borders..for no longer will i let y heart run the phase of my

course..i will be me and I will see the life that the Lord has made for me...

Congratulations ........Saint Patricks Day!!!

Dagmars wedding as well....moms 9th year of death...its a new beginning and a new life...

Love and God Bless................

Lisa catherine Margot Florance Patricia Netzler