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BESRA7A

Sun, 18 Mar 2007 06:25 EST

besra7a kda ana lazem asebk 3lshan ana maba2etsh 7bibk ent ma 7abetnesh w ana 3aref knt f 3enk 7ases shayf knt bakadeb nfsy w 5ayef enk tetl3 belshakl da....

2alby mkansh msad2 gar7o wla geh f balo teday3 far7o....

yaly rasmt elah f malm7o gebt mnen kl elzolm da....

besara7a kda ana lazem asebk 3lshan ana mba2etsh 7bibk ent ma 7abtnesh w ana 3aref knt f 3enk 7ases shayf knt bakdeb nfsy w 5ayef enk tetl3 belshakl da....

ana 3omry ma 7abet 3'erk ent wla 3omry etmanet 3'erk ent....

7abet 2alby w ro7y 3shank kan nfsy a3esh ben a7dank bs 5las e7sask 5ank w nset aktr 2alb shareek....

ma ba2ash fadl beny w benk 3'er nar 2alby w 2aswet 3enk....

da ent yaretny ma 3esht snenk wla fakrtsh wla yom feek....

besra7a kda ana lazem asebk 3lshan ana ma ba2etsh 7bibk ent ma 7abetnesh w ana 3aref knt f 3enk 7ases shayf knt bakdeb nfsy w 5ayef enk tetl3 belshakl da..

DO U THINK THAT I STILL....?

Sun, 18 Mar 2007 06:11 EST

dont know wht to write...dont know wht to say...

coz i know that my words are nt important to u as it is to me.

i really dont luv u anymore...or even want to be wiz u anymore.. all wht i want is to see u or hear ur voice.. u know it's 4 months since i last saw u and it's 2 months since i last hear ur voice so i just missed u as anyone of my friends.

i want to tell u sry for all wht i did wiz u or for u coz i discovered that im totally wrong. but u know i wont regret coz the feeling of luv isn't a shame to be shy from or regret for.

u know sometimes i say to myself that u was right when u left me coz i sacrificed a lot for u but u dont appreciate that so it's better to leave u than to live wiz someone dont care for me am i right ?

this day last year i knew u on 18th of march 2006 do u remember this day i know that u dont but i remember and i cant forget coz as u gave me a feeling of pain u also gave me a feeling of joy and happiness so thanks a lot for all wht u gave to me .

finally hope that u live happily coz now i live happily also wizout u and wizout ur pain....

hope that one day i could see u or even hear ur voice and if that dont happen it's okay but im praying god ....

U R NT ALONE

Tue, 13 Feb 2007 09:54 EST

ANOTHER DAY HAS GONE

IM STILL ALL ALONE

HOW COULD THIS BE?

U'RE NT HERE WIZ ME

U NEVER SAID GOOD BYE

SOMEONE TELL ME WHY?

DID U HAVE TO GO?

AND LEAVE MY WORLD SO COLD

EVERYDAY I SIT AND ASK MYSELF

HOW DID LUV SLIP AWAY?

SOMETHING WHISPERS IN MY EARS AND SAYS:

THAT U R NT ALONE

FOR IM HERE WIZ U

THOUGH U R FAR AWAY

IM HERE TO STAY

BUT U R NT ALONE

THOUGH WE R FAR APART

U'RE ALWAYS IN MY HEART

BUT U R NT ALONE

LONE..LONE..LONE WHY ?

JUST THE OTHER NIGHT

I THOUGHT I HEARD U CRY

ASKING ME TO COME

AND HOLD U IN MY ARMS

I CAN HEAR UR PRAYERS

UR BURDENS I'LL BEAR

BUT FIRST I NEED UR HAND

THEN FOREVER CAN BEGIN

EVERYDAY I SIT AND ASK MYSELF

HOW DID LUV SLIP AWAY?

SOMETHING WHISPERS IN MY EARS AND SAYS:

THAT U R NT ALONE

FOR IM HERE WIZ U

THOUGH U R FAR AWAY

IM HERE TO STAY

FOR U R NT ALONE

FOR IM HERE WIZ U

THOUGH WE'RE FAR APART

U'RE ALWAYS HERE IN MY HEART

FOR U R NT ALONE

WHISPER THREE WORDSAND I'LL COME RUNNING

AND GUY U KNOW THAT I'LL BE THERE

I'LL BE THERE

U R NT ALONE

I'LL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR U

U'RE STILL IN MY HEART

THE MOST PAINFUL MOMENTS

Tue, 16 Jan 2007 05:11 EST

1. to complain silently & all of them thought that u're asleep.

2. to stand infront of someone crying & u cant hold him between ur arms.

3. to feel alone among lots of people.

4. when someone give u all the meanings of love from his heart & u cant give him even 1 meaning from ur heart.

5. to feel pain & dont know the reasons.

6. friendship lasted for years & finished in a minute.

7. to wake up on a true feeling telling u that u lost the dearest person to ur heart.

8. when all people laugh at u , make fun of u & u hide ur pain laughing , showing them that u really dont care.

finally ,

9. to be away from someone who really needs u & u needs him more.

JUST A FEELING

Fri, 12 Jan 2007 00:41 EST

u know... i never felt alone since u left me

u know... im dreaming of u daily

u know... im wondering if my desitny is to spend the rest of my life loving u

u know... i cant imagine anyone to be inside my heart except u

u know... i cant imagine anyone to hold my hands except u

u know... why dont i feel alone?

may be becoz u r wiz me in every second

may be becoz im thinking of u almost all the day even if im asleep im dreaming of u babe

may be becoz i really luv u even if u r nt wiz me

im just wondering

i dont know why i luv u

cant say anything else that was my feeling now

hope and praying god that u just read this to know how much i luv u and how much i care about u

finally, cant say anything anymore except that

I LOVE U..

I REALLY MISS U..

I REALLY WANT TO SEE U EVEN FOR 1 SECOND.

WHY DO I CALL U????JUST FOR MY FRIENDS

Wed, 10 Jan 2007 07:37 EST

because u r always there for me

because u actually hear what i say

because u bring out the best in me

because u accept me for who i am

because u are nt afraid to tell it like it is

because u make me smile

because u r down to the earth

because we have so much fun together

because u make me feel loved

I HOPE U CALL ME FRIEND

15 things that u never thought about.....

Mon, 11 Dec 2006 06:27 EST

15 things u probably never knew or thought about....

1:at least 5 people in this world love u so much they would die for u.

2:at least 15 people in this world love u in some way.

3:the only reason anyone would ever hate u is because they want to be just like u.

4:a smile from u can bring happiness to anyone,even if they dont like u.

5:every night, someone thinks about u before they go to sleep.

6:you mean the world to someone.

7:if not 4 u, someone may not be living.

8:u r special and unique.

9:someone that u dont even know exists love u.

10:when u make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.

11:when u think the world has turned its back on u, take a look : u most likely turned ur back on the world.

12:when u think u have no chance of getting what u want, u probably wont get it, but if u believe in urself, probably, sooner or later, u will get it.

13:always remember the compliments u received, forget about the rude remarks.

14:always tell someone how u feel about them; u will feel much better when they know.

15:if u have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they r great.

A MINUTE: they say it takes a minute to find a special person, AN HOUR to appreciate them, A DAY to love them, BUT THEN, an entire life to forget them.

.TAKE THE TIME TO LIVE AND LOVE.

good bye my lover[resala]

Wed, 11 Oct 2006 06:36 EST

u know what's the meaning of hurt..u know what's the meaning of love..

of course u don't

if one day u know what love means u 'll know how much i loved u , how much u hurt me, how much u broke my heart and make it bleed!!

u know i really loved u but unfortanutely u insist on hurting me yes u gave me a feeling of joy and happiness but u also hurt me

yes u gave me love oh sry u was pretending that u love me but sry u hurt me !!

could u tell me if im wrong to love u or trust u is that wrong is love a wrong thing or kindness?! ..

really i don't know!!!

i gave u love, gave u all the feeling, i respect u but u didn't ...

u won't know how much u hurt me except when someone hurt u and it will happen if now or later on u'll know how much i feel pain

u make me pretend smiling while my heart was bleeding !! u know why coz i don't want any one to pity me or to tell me plz don't cry

u know i spend my nights with my tears on my face and my pillow and u were having fun with ur friends ,i stayed lots of nights waiting 4 u and u don't care u only care about urself when u need something u come to me but u don't appreciate my love really i was dreaming of spending my rest of life with u but u damaged my dream but i won't die ,one day u may feel all that ...!

im sry but words can't express my feeling now or my pain u hurt me so much !!!!

finally i want to say ..!good bye my lover u have been the one 4 me i'll miss u!..!! i'll find someone who will appreciate my real love but u won't feel or even imagine what is the meaning of love or living 4 the person u love !!!!!!!

rbna ysam7k.............