Journals
Wednesday,Jun 30 2004, 12:34:46 AMI'm forced to say... a fantasy, a dream...jus
I'm forced to say...
a fantasy, a dream...just hearing the subject of my dreams, talking to me...
The nightmare is over,
I'm forced to say
I was numb,
blind,
now you're gone...
I'm afraid I have
a long night ahead of me,
another bad dream,
it took me so long
to understand,
that I was going nowhere,
I should have fought for you,
you're right,
I was wrong,
stubborn,
unable to understand
how much you mean to me,
you're a constant
presence in my heart,
but I know
it may be too late,
you're gone, anyway...
someone else is tasting your lips,
waking up by your side,
going crazy with your scent,
sharing your laughing,
playing with your dimple...
I bet he is
so much in love with you,
just like me,
hey girl, come back to me,
give me another chance
catch me with your smile,
cast the spell,
be my doll,
the subject of my dreams,
and I promise,
to be your man,
to give you the world!
Wednesday,Jun 30 2004, 12:33:51 AMMy endless love for you! My love for you goes
My endless love for you!
My love for you
goes beyond every word,
it's endless,
shines like sun light,
deep like the Ocean,
and sweet,
always make you come back
into my arms!
my love has no barriers,
faces every trial,
heals every denial,
strenghtens my faith,
makes me strong,
like the wind before a summer storm,
a soul, tested in fire!
My love for you
sweetens my temper,
makes me feel transparent,
gentle like a stream that flows so natural
across the mountains,
greeting every flower,
whistling like a cute little train
that reaches the station!
My love for you is a gift from Heaven,
it's much more
than a physical sensation,
has so many bonds
that will never die,
so powerful that,
even evil angels,
will never break it apart!
My love for you sings about
two souls that became one,
two people who met
for reasons so far unknown,
no matter where you might be,
if alone or surrounded by ghosts
that still control you,
know that my love for you is unbreakable!
My love for you is immortal,
you'll always be enchanting
will shine like a star,
the center of my life,
forever my sweetheart,
and no matter what life writes for us,
my love for you will go beyond this life!
Monday,Jun 28 2004, 12:14:29 PMBe Kind to Yourself This morning I went for...
Be Kind to Yourself
This morning I went for a run, drew a dinosaur, played parachutes, packed bags for the day, checked emails, coerced a reluctant child into clothes, found teddy, had breakfast, cleaned up, took phone calls, cleaned up some more, had a shower and got ready for the day…and that was all before 8.30am. And I’m no different to anyone else. Do you ever stop to think about the number and variety of things that you fit into your day? We all live such jam packed lives that when you stop to think about it it’s really quite awesome.
No wonder we all get overwhelmed sometimes. It’s important to make sure that you take time out for YOU in all that busyness. The best way to do it is to schedule it in your diary and keep the appointment as if your life depended on it. In the longer term it probably does if the alarming statistics about our rising stress levels are any indication.
Stress relief isn’t something you need to think about when things reach boiling point. Doing things that relieve stress should be a regular part of every day. But I’m sure you already know that. It’s easy for activities associated with relieving stress to become just another addition to your ever expanding to-do list but try to see it as a non-negotiable treat or simply part of what you do every day, like brushing your teeth.
Maybe thinking about it differently will help. Here are some easy ways you can be kind to yourself:
1.Book a massage session. You could go off to one of the new spas popping up everywhere –they are usually beautifully appointed and offer a full range of services. You could make a string of appointments for the next month. One week a massage, the next a pedicure, then manicure, then reflexology –the options are endless. Whatever it is, it needs to feel like a treat. Mixing it up each week will make it feel more special.
2.Draw up a list of things you’ve always wanted to do and then work your way through the list. Schedule one new thing each month. It could be high tea at a fancy hotel, rock climbing in the nearby mountains, lying in a flotation tank for an hour, sweating it out with an ashtanga yoga session -whatever gives you a sense of satisfaction and makes you feel as though you’ve really done something. Search Google or scan your local paper and see what courses or outings are on offer. Then book it there and then.
3.Try to spend 15 minutes a day being still and quiet. You could call it meditation but if that feels too daunting just think of it as time being you. If it helps to read during this time to get you into the habit try that. This is time where you don’t rush around or send your mind off on a wild goose chase.
4.Go for a stroll (not a power walk!) and look at what is around you. Try to see what is really there and not what you think will be there.
5.Drive your car in absolute silence –no CD, no radio, no singing, no talking on your cell phone, no talking to other passengers –and slow down. I know when I’m uptight because the speed limit feels ridiculously low. If you commute, you could take a walkman and listen to relaxing music. Or let your mind escape into a story. One off short stories are great for commuting because they don’t take up as much room as a whole novel.
These are just a few ways to relax and enjoy life. Any suggestions? Just post your comments!!! :)
Saturday,Jun 26 2004, 01:47:05 AMhmn... Sometimes it surprises me looking at...
hmn...
Sometimes it surprises me looking at myself and wonder "what am I doing here in Bahrain?". It's funny because looking back at what actually happen a day before our flight... we actually got this chance of not going here (Bahrain)! Because the spelling of our names were misspelled, and we were not happy with the responds of our "agent"... telling us that some of us could go first because the hotel badly needs the presence of the band coz the bar is opening the next day. What?!!! Ok lang kayo? kasi we were hired by the hotel as a group and we will never leave anyone and will not allow anybody to go first or somebody to be left behind!
Gosh!!! those were the days, harharhar!!! Coz in their fear that they would lose us... they got the papers arranged and corrected and the next day... Hello Bahrain!!!
Now we're still here... and still don't know when will we go home... actually "I MISSS THE PHILPPINES SO MUCH!!!" hehehe... nakakamiss rin pala ang traffic, too much politics, baha at kung ano ano pa! Guys, I miss the Philippines!!!
Wednesday,Jun 23 2004, 12:59:41 AMtoday is the day!!!
today is the day!!!