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ruthieswim's Homepage http://www.zorpia.com/ruthieswim Fri, 09 Jan 2009 07:25 EST Fri, 09 Jan 2009 07:25 EST Zorpia.com Happy Days http://www.zorpia.com/ruthieswim/journal/1788713 Why is it that the feeling of having a man that loves you with all of your heart the best feeling that you can have? Just recently my boyfriend proposed to me and i said yes!!!!!! The days that pass from day to day should feel like normal days but i seem to enjoy the times that we are together more then before and when he is gone i miss him more then i think i really should with all the things that i have to do and still want to do in life. I am waiting for the day that i become the happiest person of my life! i am so excited about the events that are coming and going in my life and i am going to make good with the time i have as a girl and not a wife. i am starting my career right now as a nurse and going through life as it comes to me. I am trying my hardest to make my life as a girl the best i can make them and enjoy my life with him and friends surrounding me and making the days go by fast. I am in love and i am loving the feeling! i just had a friend that just fell in love with her bf and she is now feeling the same thing that i feel for my fiance and i hope that she is just as happy as i am. Romance & Relationships http://www.zorpia.com/ruthieswim/journal/1788713 Sun, 30 Mar 2008 17:36 EST Happy Days http://www.zorpia.com/ruthieswim/journal/1788712 Why is it that the feeling of having a man that loves you with all of your heart the best feeling that you can have? Just recently my boyfriend proposed to me and i said yes!!!!!! The days that pass from day to day should feel like normal days but i seem to enjoy the times that we are together more then before and when he is gone i miss him more then i think i really should with all the things that i have to do and still want to do in life. I am waiting for the day that i become the happiest person of my life! i am so excited about the events that are coming and going in my life and i am going to make good with the time i have as a girl and not a wife. i am starting my career right now as a nurse and going through life as it comes to me. I am trying my hardest to make my life as a girl the best i can make them and enjoy my life with him and friends surrounding me and making the days go by fast. I am in love and i am loving the feeling! i just had a friend that just fell in love with her bf and she is now feeling the same thing that i feel for my fiance and i hope that she is just as happy as i am. Romance & Relationships http://www.zorpia.com/ruthieswim/journal/1788712 Sun, 30 Mar 2008 17:32 EST Love is Everything i Dreamed Of http://www.zorpia.com/ruthieswim/journal/1760455 hey you guys it is me again. Sorry to the people i have not comunicated with for about more then a half a year :(  I have been busy with an internship for my major and some work to support a certain member of my family that got into a tiff with my mom. I am going to go to sschool again and i will have more time to talk to all of you. When they say love is special it is true! There have been times that i thought me and the boy wouldn't make it and sometimes there were times that i think nothing will break us apart. When they say that love has bad times and good times i say...hell yah your right !  I am in love and after a year and 4months in this relationship i can say that me and him know eachother and that we are in a deeper love then i ever thought we would be in. When your boy can't resist your kisses or your heart goes 100 miles an hour when you kiss or hug him you know that you are in love. I also love it when we hang out and he respects my indepedence and lets me pay for my meals ( to some girls this could be strange ) i am in love...but not ready for marriage right now but i am ready to look into the future with this boy that i love and i am looking forward to anyting that life can throw at me and i know he will support me. Personal http://www.zorpia.com/ruthieswim/journal/1760455 Fri, 28 Dec 2007 18:30 EST When you doubt love http://www.zorpia.com/ruthieswim/journal/1721151 What do you do when you are doubting your relationship????? i am asking that question at 2:05 am! the boy i am with and have been with for almost a year now is scaring me out of my mind because he seems to be putting video games before me.  I don't know about you girls out there but the worries me.......i don't mind if he plays video games or anyting just have time for me.  I am worried because he seems to be calling me once in the afternoon and telling me he wants to hang out........yah that is i get a phone call at midnight asking me if i want to hang out.......i am sleeping for GOD sakes!!!!!!! i ask what he has been doing and the thing that comes out of his mouth is...you guessed it......video games with friends! I am getting the feeling you get the jist of what i am trying to say. I fell as though he is not appreciating me enough for what i do and what i go through to be with him. He is sweet and nice and he is very supportive of me in many ways......i am going through tough times right now and he is telling me to not be stressful but does it over the phone.... he is 5 min away from my apartment and has a damn car!!!!!!!! He complains that i am not on campus alot and why am i not on campus....I live in the APARTMENTS NOT 5 MIN AWAY FROM HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  he can take his bloody car and come see me once in a while and not make me waste my gas to come and always see him.  I feel as though the relationship si going to end soon but i would like to know some of you advice for this situation... i would be grateful if you would give me some!!!!! Romance & Relationships http://www.zorpia.com/ruthieswim/journal/1721151 Mon, 27 Aug 2007 01:16 EST Life and Love http://www.zorpia.com/ruthieswim/journal/1650831 Me and my boyfriend have been together for what is it.....7 months now!!! My my my is that how long it has been??? Seems to fly by really fast in my opinion. Is it normal to have alot of ups and downs? How is it going to be in the relationship when it reaches a year? What is going to be different? Same??? Is our love going to be the same or a deeper kind of love? Both me and him are waiting until marrige to have get deely physically involved....is it stressing or helping our relationship???? Is the feeling of not seeing eachother for a period of time suppose to sadden you??? Is this how love feels?? I don't know the answer to all of these questions but i think that i am in love, not lets get married love, but the lets get to know eachothers quirks and personality slowly love.  Love is strong, all consuming, and true! Romance & Relationships http://www.zorpia.com/ruthieswim/journal/1650831 Wed, 28 Feb 2007 18:13 EST I Love You http://www.zorpia.com/ruthieswim/journal/1601387 What do we do when the person you love says i love you back? What is your reaction? What is the feeling you are suppose to get? People say that the word is just a word but to me and him it has taken a long time for me and him to come to this stage in the relationship, the beginning was kind of bumpy but it smoothed out in the middle.  People say that life is short and to live, but also to be careful of what you do.  To me those words are a reality. I was put in a situation this past month that i thought would make this relationship all the worse because it had to do with my health.  He stuck with me though and when we found the results to my test....we were very happy to see that i would not need to have therapy.   I will leave you with this thought: will the relationship get stronger with all of the obstacles or will it ruin the relationship all together?    " Love is strong yet delicate. It can be broken. To truly love is to understand this. To be in loee is to respect this." " Love reminds you that nothing else matters." " The way to love anything is to relaize that it might be lost." " Immature love says: "I love you because i need you." but mature love says: "i neeed you because i love you." Personal http://www.zorpia.com/ruthieswim/journal/1601387 Tue, 17 Oct 2006 16:29 EST Hello! http://www.zorpia.com/ruthieswim/journal/1482251 Hello there! I am new here. Personal http://www.zorpia.com/ruthieswim/journal/1482251 Mon, 13 Feb 2006 00:00 EST