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saeedgujjar's Homepage http://www.zorpia.com/saeedgujjar Wed, 20 Aug 2008 23:17 EDT Wed, 20 Aug 2008 23:17 EDT Zorpia.com I wish upon a star ! http://www.zorpia.com/saeedgujjar/journal/1769519 I wish upon a star I wish it will fly far I wish we could make this last I wish there will never be a past I wish u'll hold me in ur arms I wish u'll keep me safe from harm I wish u'll feel this same way I wish u'll let ur love grow too each and every day for me I wish we could never have an end I wish we could stay more than lovers I wish we could save what we have so far I wish we could fly high with our shooting star Personal http://www.zorpia.com/saeedgujjar/journal/1769519 Mon, 28 Jan 2008 20:07 EDT As we take this journey through life ! http://www.zorpia.com/saeedgujjar/journal/1769515 As we take this journey through life U tend to wonder " wat is love ? " Is love a happy feeling ? Is love a sexual relationship between two ? Wat is love ? That feeling of security ? Wat is love ? Peace and mind ? Wat is love ? Me and u ? Wat is price of love ? Hurt ? Wat is price of love ? Hope and peace ? Wat is price of love ? Life ? Wat is price of love ? Us ? Wat is love and wat is price ? Happiness ? Would u like to share happiness with me Jan ? Personal http://www.zorpia.com/saeedgujjar/journal/1769515 Mon, 28 Jan 2008 20:05 EDT I told u that I love u ! http://www.zorpia.com/saeedgujjar/journal/1769507 I told u that I love u And u asked me why ? I answered ' just becoz ' But u still asked me why ? Am I suppose to have an answer To all your baffling questions Lots of peoples would answer Like me and say ... ' just becoz ' But u r a lot more special And a lot more nosy You always need a answer Cause u always get ur way Sure ' there are lots of little things That I love u about u .... Like the wat the sun .... Bounces off ur silky hair The way my mouth feel dry .... When I see u The way u smile .... Lights up my gloomy days The way I get chills .... When I speak with u The way my palm sweat .... When I'm near u The way ur eyes .... Out sparkle the star at nite The way I feel my heart beat .... Against ur When u hold me tight at nites .... The way I melt in ur arms When u kiss me .... But here is an answer for u From the bottom of my heart I love u ' Jan Just becoz of u Jan And there's no other reason why As our two hands touch And our hearts meet It feels as through the warmth of the sun And a spring breeze meet Personal http://www.zorpia.com/saeedgujjar/journal/1769507 Mon, 28 Jan 2008 19:51 EDT How do I keep going ' how do I move on ? http://www.zorpia.com/saeedgujjar/journal/1670807 How do I keep going ' how do I move on ? How do I keep smiling â€˜ how do I stay strong ? How long will this last â€˜ how soon will this end ? How will I know if Iâ€™m your love or only a friend ? How do I know if you're really the one ? When will this stop being painful and start being fun ? How do I forget all the memories we've shared ? How do I forget all the times you said you cared ? How does my heart mend itself ? How do I live without you ? How do I get past this ? How will I make it through ? How do I get up and walk away â€˜ leaving you behind ? How do I find someone else to get you off my mind ? How can I forget you ' right here ' right now? How do I stop loving you ? Please tell me...how ?? Personal http://www.zorpia.com/saeedgujjar/journal/1670807 Thu, 19 Apr 2007 17:23 EDT I thought we would be forever ! http://www.zorpia.com/saeedgujjar/journal/1654212 I thought we would be forever We kept breaking up But always getting back together Like refilling an empty cup You told me you loved me And I said I loved you You are my one and only I will always love you Even though the last time we talked we fought You are still in my heart And in my every thought You are truly an amazing work of art I still love you And hope one day we'll be together If I have to I will wait forever Personal http://www.zorpia.com/saeedgujjar/journal/1654212 Fri, 09 Mar 2007 10:42 EDT Before the creation of the world ! http://www.zorpia.com/saeedgujjar/journal/1654210 Before the creation of the world Before the moon appeared in the sky Before the creatures got their names I have loved you deep in my heart Long before the sun began to shine Before the stars dazzled in the sky Before the cloud covered the earth I have dreamt of you day and night Long before heavens were made Before the earth brought forth its fruits Your face I use to see in space In the atmosphere where we embrace Long before I came into this world Just before I took my first breath I called your name with the words of love Before I spoke the language of the world Long before the whole universe was born Before man discovered everything else Within my heart your love was found My destiny I've chosen you for life Personal http://www.zorpia.com/saeedgujjar/journal/1654210 Fri, 09 Mar 2007 10:37 EDT I picked a Wild flower ! http://www.zorpia.com/saeedgujjar/journal/1654209 I picked a Wild flower just for you It grew among the stones A thing of beauty it caught my eye As it bloomed there all alone The dew had kissed and nourished it The sun did make it grow It's beauty made me think of you The most beautiful girl I know Personal http://www.zorpia.com/saeedgujjar/journal/1654209 Fri, 09 Mar 2007 10:34 EDT I thought that it would be you ! http://www.zorpia.com/saeedgujjar/journal/1652886 I thought that it would be you because you were my type â€˜ from my point of view.... I fell in love with the littlest things you did the love notes you sent It was like all over again â€˜ I felt like a kid I just melted inside from the smell of your scent You were the perfect woman from what I could see so I decided to do everything I could just so that we could be happy Then all the good turned to bad I became extremely sad because I had given you my all my heart â€˜ my soul â€˜ You had it all You knew that and that's why you chose to do me the way you did â€˜ You felt I would always be there no matter what But now that my eyes are open, I see it all I know that in life I would have to fall but now that I've gotten back up I'm standing tall.... And I left you long gone I spread my wings and flew away.... Personal http://www.zorpia.com/saeedgujjar/journal/1652886 Mon, 05 Mar 2007 19:23 EDT I dreamt last nite ! http://www.zorpia.com/saeedgujjar/journal/1642836 I dreamt last nite There was a day when we were young Running â€˜ dancing â€˜ making love... feeling as free as the clouds above Many years have gone by now our skin is wrinkled our eyes are dim running and dancing aren't within In these golden years there's one thing I know for sure... Your beauty within my eyes has not changed with the same demise So â€˜ just remember one thing â€˜ my love Love grows deep â€˜ not old Personal http://www.zorpia.com/saeedgujjar/journal/1642836 Wed, 07 Feb 2007 20:16 EDT I went along my journey ! http://www.zorpia.com/saeedgujjar/journal/1642835 I went along my journey On a cool ' fresh winter's day I thought about my one true love I dreamed of yesterday It was a very special dream That lingered in my heart... A dream of peace and happiness We both felt from the start Our hearts met unexpectedly It was nothing we had planned Yet ' suddenly we were bricked away To some sweet ' sacred land Together ' in that special place Two lost souls found each other So many dreams we shared that night And more... we'll soon discover Personal http://www.zorpia.com/saeedgujjar/journal/1642835 Wed, 07 Feb 2007 20:14 EDT I can't get myself out of bed this morning ! http://www.zorpia.com/saeedgujjar/journal/1626530 I can't get myself out of bed this morning It just sneaked up on me without reason or warning I feel empty â€˜ angry â€˜ lonely and hurt And I just want to stay here in my room Where no one encourages me not to think about you Here in my room where it's ok to feel blue You don't need me or want me â€˜ it's like you don't even care And at first you wanted back in Now you like it out there So Iâ€™d rather stay here Here in my bed where there's nothing to prove Here in my bed where I've nothing to lose All my friends say you're trouble and I should leave you alone And they're getting tired of listening to me moan and grown So I smile and act like things are just swell I'll go on convincing others that things are going well But right now I think Iâ€™ll stay in my bed I'll let memories of you dance around in my head You've gone on with your life. . . so what can I do ? I wish I could be over you â€˜ too And I know Iâ€™m the one who said it should end In the midst of a fight I yelled " let's just be friends " All I ever wanted was for your mean side to stop hurting me I wanted us to live our lives so perfectly But forget it all and everything that was said Go on with your life. . . While I lie here in bed Personal http://www.zorpia.com/saeedgujjar/journal/1626530 Tue, 19 Dec 2006 19:07 EDT Why can't you love me ! http://www.zorpia.com/saeedgujjar/journal/1626527 Why can't you love me The way that I love you ? I know you felt it I used to see it in your eyes We had a connection â€˜ my heart told me it was true So why deny me now when I knew I couldn't and I thought I shouldn't but my heart ended up leading me there somehow How can this feeling that felt so right Turn out to be so delusioned and shattered when really to me â€˜ you're the only thing that ever mattered Where did your love go ? I know your passion for me once used to be there I can't help wondering what got into you Could it possibly be you were scared ? Where are you â€˜ my love â€˜ I'm worrying ... What thoughts could be going through your mind now ? Wherever you are I do hope you're hurrying If you ever ache with the emptiness inside me that you've come to make me feel I hope you remember me because I'll still be waiting Don't be so afraid of your feelings next time Just know that your feelings were real Personal http://www.zorpia.com/saeedgujjar/journal/1626527 Tue, 19 Dec 2006 19:03 EDT There is nothing missing in your life ! http://www.zorpia.com/saeedgujjar/journal/1626525 There is nothing missing in your life There is nothing to be replaced by a " better me " Come on â€˜ I am so imperfect ! I cannot offer you a house in a village on a sunny island by the sea I cannot even give you a perfect body but just a disappointment in your eyes I have nothing â€˜ I really don't Just a single heart â€˜ a loving heart that beats for you but it's so proud ! And my heart is so precious to me ! I won't give it to you just for nothing ! My life is so precious to me - I can better live without you than being ignored and unwanted â€˜ my Jan So â€˜ forget it â€˜ It never can be It was stupid to start to believe it I am simply a dreamer â€˜ Your heart is so far But I am not just for fun I am either for all or for none Personal http://www.zorpia.com/saeedgujjar/journal/1626525 Tue, 19 Dec 2006 19:00 EDT Laugh again ' you love to laugh ! http://www.zorpia.com/saeedgujjar/journal/1610121 Laugh again ' you love to laugh and I to watch your smiling eyes I could laugh the night away beneath these brooding skies I can see the sun in you and reach to feel the tempered bliss of every touch and taste and thrill of every day within your kiss Have there been ' yet ' bluer days Or softer winds around your hair ? A truer place of life's true grace would undoubtedly find us there Oh ' laugh until you laugh away the cares of this most ardent day and laugh until the tears do flow until this pain... we'll never know Personal http://www.zorpia.com/saeedgujjar/journal/1610121 Mon, 06 Nov 2006 19:38 EDT The walls are closing in ! http://www.zorpia.com/saeedgujjar/journal/1610118 The walls are closing in I can't breath I am suffocating I can feel death gripping me It's getting dark I am falling Falling Falling Falling Then I fell someone grabbing me Pulling me back Back to the light And my life fills with joy Then I realized that I was never dying All I needed in my life was love Which you give me more and more Personal http://www.zorpia.com/saeedgujjar/journal/1610118 Mon, 06 Nov 2006 19:27 EDT