Journals
Thursday,Mar 24 2005, 08:08:02 AMWell, nothing much happened today. I was...
Well, nothing much happened today. I was hoping someone would be hanging around msn but it seems that everybody is busy. It is raining outside now and thunders are rolling like someone is bellowing. I finished my homework and going to tuition in about 10 minutes time. I guess I won't be able to write much today. Maybe it's because the rain, suddenly i feel so lazy to go anywhere and I just want to stay in front of my laptop's screen. But I have my commitments. It is my duty to commit in it. I don't know what am I writing about. I have to go now.
Saturday,Mar 5 2005, 04:45:43 AMLast Wednesday was the worst day of my life....
Last Wednesday was the worst day of my life. The day which I got to know my Add Maths result.
As I sat in my chair waiting for teacher to call out my name, my heart go 'thup..thup..thup..'Half of me wished that I will be able to pass the test, but my constitution told me that it is impossible to do so.
'Samantha..'Finally, our Add Maths teacher, Pn. Chuah called out my name. I was only a few steps away from her desk but it seems like an hour for me to reach there.
I took a look at my paper...28%. My heart dropped. 16 years of my life and I had never failed anything..except my Grade 8 theory. Although I was ready for that results but somehow I was extremely disappointed.
Then, Anne, Car, KV and Josh somehow sneaked out of their class and 'visited' me. Of course they comforted me. They shouldn't do that because I broke down and shed tears of fury and disappointment..
But after that, I felt loads better.. What's the big deal? I am not the only one who failed the test..I can't keep on 'mourning' over my results with tears and drools all over me.
So, I will stand up again and LOVE Add Maths..Hopefully, I will make an improvement..at least a pass..