Thursday,Jan 17 2008, 02:18:53 AM怀念老友！

还有2天大概就要离开南京了，这一年我感觉很失败，如果让我再来一次，我想会有很大不同吧，这次回家休息一个月，明年的我一定要努力了，我落后了一年了！

    在这一年中我最大的感觉就是心理没底，总是不踏实。知道自己问题出在哪里，却总是有许多借口逃避。我想以后不改掉懒惰的毛病还是不行啊。

   我最好的朋友Viola,你现在怎么样了我找不到你了，希望你一切过的都好，你发生的一切对你来说打击太大了，而我却什么都做不到。我想我以后也不太可能联系到你了，但我会一直默默祝福你的，或许很多年以后会忘了你，但我相信我看到这篇网志的时候就会想起你的。你一定要坚强啊，可能你已经忘了我是谁了吧，不过那不要紧，也许在某天你会不经意想到，在遥远的东方你还曾经认识了一个中国男孩，开心的笑一下就好了。I miss you!现在匈牙利的天气一定也很冷了吧，你还和你男朋友在一起吗？真希望他能很好的照顾好你，你要努力啊，人生是有很多坎坷的。我会在MSN上一直等你的，盼望着有一天你能回复一下。总之，加油！

   马塔，你还好吗？很久才上若比邻，Viola已经删除帐号了，我也只有你一个好朋友了，但没想到你也删除帐号了，我真是很惊讶啊，为什么啊，我想以后也在看不到你了，你一定多去中国菜馆啊，或许你会在吃中国菜的时候想起我:)希望你全家都开心快乐，宝宝和丈夫都如意！

  可能是要过年了吧，也可能是要暂时离开南京，最近的感触总是特别多。希望看到这篇网志的朋友都能珍惜你们身边的朋友，明年我们大家一起努力吧！

  现在屋子里只有4度左右，留念一下，先写这么多了，手都冻僵了！

 Viola加油！

Wednesday,Jan 16 2008, 06:39:32 AM要回家了！

       一年過去了，真的感覺很失敗！現在外面冷極了，屋里和外面一樣！等回家就好了，真希望火車上人不要太多，至少站得舒服就好。

      回家不知道怎么和家里說，這一年什么都沒做，唉！把希望都放在明年了！離家已經快7年了，今年是最虛度的一年。還好想到家里的飯菜有感覺舒服了許多！

     回家后要有一個月不能上網了，還好注冊了飯否，發短信就能留言了。以前總是做什么事都很懶，新年最大的希望就是能重新找到好工作，這次回家好好休息一個月，明年見了！

     GFW真討厭，害得我許多網都不能上，開代理又很麻煩，郁悶中！

   2008年.1.16日，現在屋子里只有5度，又過了無聊的一天，希望看到我網志的朋友們都有好心情，不要像我這么。。。。。。。。。

 

Sunday,Sep 30 2007, 06:18:43 PMNational Day

 

Write to the song of the motherland mother 

Autumnal breeze of gold 

Send the curling up in the air joss-stick since then 

Chrysanthemum in frost 

Dedicate a slice the the quarterly 

Kiss setting sun remaining the 

The love overflows the gentle and soft eye 

 Hope the open countryside leisurely 

Arouse the to fly up the poem sentence 

 Hear the yellow river the 

Carry the numerous distress history 

river the sand is deeply 

Accumulate how much recollections 

 Battered 

Is the facial appearance of your old hour 

The childhood years's H 

Left the imperishable branding 

 Wind and frost snow rain 

Half shot for century 

The far of is long 

Civilized footprint of 5 1000 years 

 Growing of history river 

Vacillating in former days brave wave 

The time's 

Play to sing the glorious melody of today

Tuesday,Sep 25 2007, 03:31:51 AMMid-Autumn Day

 

Mid-Autumn Day,all the country is celebrating. The streets are full of people, the loves are holding each other tightily.Everyone has his day.However,I am lonely.No one to hold,no one to kiss,no ont to talk!

I was walking around the street without purpose,seeing the lovers kissing,watching the fireworkes alone,walking backe room whist.

Suddenly,i think i must be good to myself.So i decied to bue a present to myself.I know I will be good soon.So tonight, I watching film and a football will sleep with me.And i know:i will have another football as a present that not bought from myself!!! I love this game:)I love football!

Saturday,Sep 22 2007, 06:43:26 PMThinking about

It was raining outside when I stay at home alone

No one can play with me while my heat was sorrowful

No one can chat with me while my soul was lonely

Yeah,I was missing you through out the night

It was raining in my heart since we said farewell to each other

No one can accompany me to pass the unhappy days

No one can be confided when I lost my confidence

Absolutely,you still in my mind till the end of my life

Thinking about you, how have you been?

Is everything all right?

It's not supposed to hurt this way

Tell me, are you and me still together?

Tell me, do you think we could last forever?

I need your greeting

I need your solicitude

I need your tendance

I need you

Thinking back to the memory

Living in gloominess

Expecting in eagerness

Awaiting in expectedness

I’m still waiting

Go and think about whatever you need to think about

Go ahead and dream about whatever you need to dream about

I could feel you were still near me, even though you're far away

In this world when life can be so tough,we must be strong

Just believe in ourselves and do not fear

So open up our mind and close our eyes

Take another look from the other sides

Just remember you are not alone

Even thought you're miles away

I'm always by your side

I’m gonna chase my dreams and catch up to you

I’m gonna find you some how, someway, somewhere, someday

First day of the rest of our lives, I miss you already

Last time I saw that look in your eyes, I miss you already

I don’t wanna spend the rest of my life alone

Where’s life taking me? Always traveling ?

I don’t wanna spend the rest of my life alone

So I gotta chase my dreams and catch up to you

So I gotta find you some how, someway, somewhere, someday