Monday,Feb 16 2009, 09:21:35 AMT-T Nobody Knows My Soul Is Crying T-T

I sit alone yet in a crowd
alone in a crowd how, you ask, can that be?
I wonder myself at times yet I make it so
so how could I not know? I hide inside me
within my my misery crying out to others
though no one can hear I hurt always
in one form or another yet no one can see
I wont let them I lock myself away
in a corner of my mind where no one can see me
no one can see what I am no one can see the pain I am in
no one can pretend to care so I sit alone, alone in the crowd
hating myself in pain and alone
knowing that to come out means only more pain still
so I will just hide it feels safer somehow
maybe it is because it is what i have always done
I may never come out I may never learn
Just leave me alone dont worry about me
I have given up trying to seek out annswers
so why should it matter to any of you if I were to live or die?
if I killed myself tonight why should you miss me?
you cant say you would! no one in this crowd can
I sit alone here no one here knows me
I sit here in this massive crowd talking to no one
alone in the crowd destined to be alone always
alone forever lonely forever
and miserable always T-T OoNhutTg T-T
T-T OneDayIWillFlyAwayAndLeaveEverythingSufferinglyWithYsterday T-T

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