Thursday,Jan 27 2005, 07:37:48 PMheh, won't break it, i haven't forgotten...

heh, won't break it, i haven't forgotten about here, Zorpia

my new journal, i figured, shall always be some kind of manifestation of daily conversations. which happens alot, when u're bored.

i wana talk of Spirited Away!! it's so lovely, it's so sweet, so refreshing from Miyazaki's trend of after-war-newfound-peace. there's always moments when i'll go crazily self-discussing details like,'hey i did tat when i was a kid' 'oh Haku should be real, for once?' and then i realise, nobody's around. Ah~ it's great fun knowing how much joy just watching one movie can give, enough for people like me to forget, well the characters are (sob)...(wails) animated!! okok, can't stand it, forget i said tat

i miss school, the routine-yet-quirky days when mirth can be humour not just sarcasm of say, bosses? students? diff case u see student's humour when u become some teacher.(partly for me) i don't think the kid giving me some 'never-mind-la' smile is tat cute anymore, when her mum says 'so her teacher says...' Gag, i am more fussy than i recall admitng. but kids, always know their ways i tell you, always

i like this song played on Radio, no idea of title but lyric goes 'where were you when i was alright? tell me you think that i'll be alright. would you be here when i'm not alright, wont you come back to me. It's crazy that i'm falling apart...' Jay Sean i think, cool. the next song is nice, oh majula singapura in 25 mins. i don't wana hear tat, shall go sleep, night...

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Saturday,Jan 15 2005, 07:52:59 PM= still joblessly jobless = despite the fact...

= still joblessly jobless =

despite the fact that i can do alot of things i never could before with all the free time given my 'jobless status', i'm really beginning to think poverty is a sad situation. thanks ying for tide-ing me thru this 'maggie-mee phase' i'll keep a keen eye now my next treasure cove, no parrot's business now!

i must admit, thou eating maggie mee still, but books computers tv side by side, not having to sleep at 5am (now, now to be frank) and then waking up on sunday afternoon missing Sunday Morning, it is a step closer to my pirate ambition. At least i scored a point for the 'no restrictions' lifestyle, ahoy!

looking around me, at my busy friends and grieven pals, i notice serious issues foaming. issues like, yes one day i have to grow up and face the fact that -awake-eat-work-eat-sleep- will be all my lifestyle is in... very soon. and friends are all i have that would keep my life sane and proper (thank u), since i don't think i'll be in a relationship that would ever be that(ahem) significant. well, i'm a hopeless kiddo. either that or pirate, ain't got much roles to play currently. how to not mock myself whenever i stand in front of a mirror in work gear instead of eye patch and hoop earrings, i'll never work that out.

sigh.

and love problems and the listening... that just makes me realise more and more, nope, i'm too picky to have a love problem of my own. let's see, nope, i'll always act the badie and be single, u pals, i'm the ship to find if u need to see beyond the sea, ok? wonder if they'll be crews then, well if any... quote this quick [I solemnly swear i'm up to no good] ok burn it now. *Harry winks from Ootp, next to drinking glass*

crazy? oh ya..............................................

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Thursday,Jan 13 2005, 06:52:47 AMWhenever days that make me feel like just...

Whenever days that make me feel like just sailing away happens, i wish i can find one, good ole pirate ship, dearest crews and then.... go! but it's not possible, cause i'm just being a stupid stupid little kid when i say that. why do i say that when i know, already? cause i'm broke, fattening with the slacking and writing a hopeless fanfic. to bring these all on my ship, i'll just soon knock into an icicle and drown. not that there are any in singapore though... anyhow, i'm resigned. though jobless... i'll probably be like this all my life. don't know why i didn't go teaching, ah~ so sorry gals, despite all the shopping and anticipation. mayb i should learn from gto.... :p perfect, that means tv!

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Sunday,Dec 26 2004, 03:42:05 PMIt's christmas time... My christmas, and i...

It's christmas time...

My christmas, and i didn't get what i wished for. Hopefully Lupin is safe... oh please, make something good happen! But people I was looking forward in getting a warm, lovely, simple 'Merry Christmas!' i never got to hear it from them. Yingzhi thanks for yr little card, was great! well, i guess it's 3,2,1, ZERO for me this year. Gotta buck up soon, buck up!!!!
Ok prep talk don't work this way for me, and i shall never talk to those horrid people ever! poof... bye~

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Monday,Dec 20 2004, 04:32:53 PM= Caught between Nowhere and the Forgotten =...

= Caught between Nowhere and the Forgotten =

I don't like being like that, i desist from how me myself becomes so indecisive knowing how terrible a mistake it's bound to be. And how does it always come down to me and bad decisions and the latter overpowering? UNFAIR! can't some things go in my favour without me feeling all lost and under-treated. ok, i'm vindicative. so i decided i'll translate my anger into a minor verse of words...

'Aren't we a little too alike? Sometimes almost of two people squared in a fencing ring, mirroring the moves by heart. The silver held in our hands, it is yet eternity'

Not making much rhyme or reason there... but i need outlet already! all i have is egg dough to accompany me to think throu all this contradictions. sigh... still i know i can't deny
I've already decided, as always, i'll wait

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