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Sunday,Jul 18 2004, 02:28:39 PMVINDICATED Hope dangles on a string Like...

VINDICATED

Hope dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption
Winding in and winding out
The shine of it has caught my eye
And roped me in
So mesmerizing, and so hypnotizing
I am captivated,
I am...

Vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
Swear I knew it all along
And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself

So clear
Like the diamond in your ring
Cut to mirror your intention
Oversized and overwhelmed
The shine of which has caught my eye
And rendered me so isolated, so motivated
I am certain now that I am...

So, turn up the corners of your lips
Part them and feel my finger tips
Trace the moment, fall forever
Defense is paper thin
Just one touch and I'd be in
Too deep now to ever swim against the current
So let me slip away [3x]
So let me slip against the current
So let me slip away [4x]

Like hope
Dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption...

Wednesday,Jul 7 2004, 08:16:21 AM¤ the recollection of moments once had, now...

¤ the recollection of moments once had, now gone is almost like eating cookies and cherries... ¤
been thinking much about my past few years lately, seems like now that i'm about to face another new environment soon, those good old days are re-living themselves again.. haha. well, shh yingzhi shh~~ was chatting with yingzhi on our shopping spree when she said 'distance makes the heart fonder, don't you think?' haha, go for oxford gal! all for love, go go go~
hmm, the taste of absence eh.. somehow, i think it's more like cookies and cherries too.. looks like a real delicacy, but not exactly a good match when they come together.. oh boy, i think i'm just hungry. after ransacking my fridge to find nothing.. i guess my tummy's not convinced.

wonder how my next few years will be. maybe i'll be shuffling books in the library, maybe i'll be mugging away at the Uni (haha), maybe i'll be really dedicated to some interest someday. maybe i'll be working already. maybe i'll find some hidden gold mines behind these noisy walls of my house.. hohoho... k, think i'm too stressed these days, shall go nap, bye bye