I suddenly realize that i havent been here for very very long till yesterday,i though i almost give up, as  always  im not a kind of person that have long perseverance, i know that but havent done anything to stop that. but now im coming again. to write, something happen on my mind, ,root in my soul, probably there is nothing pleasant to read but i will keep on. and i dont know how long....

i have to force myself to study, as everyone says, i'll have to, if i dont work hard,the result of my future will be so cruel that i can not take, though it hard now, i must go straight into it and devote there. it wonr last long, only a year ,maybe i will firsly get used to it and then begin to love it, who knows?

so you see, today is my first day of vacation, the very first day begining to study, do waste it! work harder, you will win!

Like what wrote on the blackboard in the behind, the one who do not dare hardship, taste bitter for a while, the one who're scared of hardship, suffer long all the life....