life, you know is not always the good winds when youre about to sail,i dont know much about it probably, maybe when i want to say something and have diffirent views to share ,most of the people around me will think:who are u? how many things have u been through, are you mature enough to say that? to tell the truth, even though they dont , i will. but that does not mean that im not confident. now all the things i can do is to hear, to think, in my own mind,and to gather their information and make them into my own. Being old is not easy, what about being young?

everytime when i have enough motive to do something, when i finally successfully  encourage myself to face it. it seems that the rainy season is on its way and just around the corner. i hate to talk with my mother. i have to think everything again and again sp that i could find a best way to tell her how im feeling right now. but it has to come, over and over. i m now going to  face another storm.

i dont really know how to answer when you ask"how are you doing ?" so i just ask them back "how are you doing?". maybe it's impolite,but what the hell`!

if i cant stand up after falling down, then laying on the floor in the resrt of my life would be more comfortable. but...is there a but?

with so many things screw my mind, i just decide to simply make the dicision-take a shower and go to bed. relax is the best way to find and be yourself.

and always remember who you want to be
                             what you have to do!!