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wow! it has been really long!i dont even know what to say!  what did i said!! of course there's always something to say.Firstly as a Chinese, i'll do everything i can to help the people in the earthquake areas, but there's nothing more i can do except donate my pocket money ,which i have done ,and study harder, which im really tired of....oh my God! but i always believe that there's nothing that can beat a country, no matter what disaster, especially China.Blessed China, United countrymen! Secondly, as a family member of mine., i really want to cry aloud: STOP!! it is really a mess what we are doing! Stop ! please!!!

i have to take off now, i know nothing but .im tired.. BYE

ok now i see it,and we do it ,for the last time.

he said that he didnt understand me till the end. of course he wont, im not a common people.

and this is the end, the very last end, we will go separately and have our own ways of lives.

and this is the end, the very last end,i'll keep holding on and fresh my self to be a brand new person.i'll be in the brilliant group which shows that im not gonna let anyone bring me down, or you'll have to go ahead and try to proof it~!

i feel jumbled now, for one thing, i answer his message ,and break my promise, and even obey him to  see me  for the last time (i dont really know if that maybe called "the last"). for the other thing is that i finally know the truth that he really loves me and my effort is not in vain. we will meet tomorrow, what will we do? i dont know, really dont. perhaps we’ll just talk and have a dinner, or maybe we will cant help doing it again, who knows? i dont really understand why im now feeling a little excited about it, maybe im itch and thirsty? i dont really think so, but..whatever....  anyway, i dont know if i can resist his love and insist myself to keep distance and ask him to leave me alone, he called this “closure” and what can I do?

well, this is really a special day ,except tired i feel like fun and unbelievable!! guess what?! our pipe in the kitchen is "exploded" then i have a clear&clean house full of water, and the first one who found it is the guy that live downstairs, ooooops. it's like we use 10 tons of  water to "wash"our floor . if wash that may be called. our board in the kitchen ruined. also, we have to pay for the downstairs for its decoration. well, what a brand new day this is !!

sooooooobusy today, it seems i have no time to write things, now i have to go back to my desk and do my "fun"  homework! this time i'll have to finish it, no matter how tired  and unwanted i am. that the thing i have to do,and must finish, actually i think every one have to go through this period of time, do you?

anyway, i think ill just do it! just go for it and fight for it !!!                  

 GOGO FIGHTING~!~